Happy New Year 2006

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Look ...
- behind u at what u have already accomplished
- up and believe that the sky will clear
- ahead and claim victory over every obstacle!

Happy New Year 2006!

Tenkiu beri-beri much dear Shima@Misha for such a lovely new year ecard!

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So my dear friends, apa azam tahun baru 2006 ni? kalau nak senaraikan tu memang berjela-jela kan ... btw, di sini saya senaraikan my azam utk tahun depan ... korang jadik saksi ek ;)

~ be an obedient muslim, bertakwa to Allah Taala dan taat pada Rasul-Nya.
~ of course, kawin la kan ;) ... insya-Allah
~ be myself. be myself. be myself.
~ be sincere, honest, responsible and accountable...keje rajin-rajin
~ blaja blaja and teruskan learning (bukankan menuntut ilmu tu sehingga ke liang lahad?)
~ kurangkan gelak(hehe) banyakkan buat keje (wahhh mencabar ni)
~ pi holiday yey!...'asyik jalannn jek! bila nak simpan duit?!'(mak berkata)
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kang tambah lagi kan kan...maklumlah azam musti banyak. i like the quote of 'impian biar setinggi gunung, supaya bila jatuh nanti, akan jatuh pada bukit'

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okie, skang mai cerita pasal our achievement in 2005. hemmm meh share kat sini. mine are ...

~ pi manila for second time alone. stayed there in my filipino friend for 6 days.
~ pi sydney ngan fidza with free and easy package.
~ pi singapore ngan kak linda and her family
~ being transfered to another tough unit in prod mktg. early stage was breathless! btw so far so good.
~ dapat siapkan cross-stich yg start since 2002 ! hahha, si azmah kata toksah le tempah cross-stich kat wanie ni...tatau tahun bila siap!
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kang bila ingat tu nanti akan ditambah lagi ...

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wishing everyone with prosperious and amazing year ahead :)

Uniquely Singapore ~ Dec 2005

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AlhamduLillah, dapat gak jejakkan kaki ke S'pore on last 25th Dec 2005. been waiting for this golden chance for quite long! though it was just one day visit, syukur sbb dapat tengok betapa unique, clean, amazing, colorful yet systematic Singapore.

Big thanks goes to Kak Linda, Abg Yazil and adorable Dini krn menjemput ke JB dan Singapore + menemani + sesama letih terkejar sana-sini sesama hehe :D It was such an enjoyable trip !

+ Jurong Bird Park
rasanya paling best pi sini dpt lawat owls (yg sgt besar size + bulat hitam matanya) dan dapat tengok banyaknya penguins ! wahhh memang lagi banyak drpd Taronga Zoo (Sydney). penguin ni memang physically cute and diorang ni memang tak takut kat human. maybe they don't think the human might be such a threat to them. selalunya diorang buat dekkk jek kat manusia. oh siap ada giant pingu lagi ...



pastu, skang ni ada promo Lory Loft. those lories family (macam sanak sedara parrot gitu) manyakkkk loo kat dlm sangkar ni. dalam this cage ada spiral staircase, jambatan gantung, tower and jgn lupa ada cafe utk keringkan tekak anda !





oh sattt, before that, we went to this so called 'crown victoria pigeon' (sort of if i'm not mistaken). memang nampak sangat ke'rajaan' this burung ni dengan crown nya. bila kite mai dekat nak amik gambar, dia lari. tapi bila kite buat tatau, dia akan datang dekat sampai lalu bawah bench tu ...



lastly, biasa la kan, musti amik gambar kat sign-board ...



+ Merlion Park
next, we went to take pictures kat Merlion Park. alaaa... landmark S'pore si singa dan air pancut tu. kat sini nite life nya memang happening. ada byk hotel, food stalls, and tongkang yg boleh try naik, then pemandangan nya wadduhhh sungguh indah skali !







sah dah mai S'pore ! hehe

+ Singapore Night Safari
setelah penat menapak, maka kami naik cab jek dr Merlion Park tu ke Singapore Night Safari. Opens from 7pm - 12am. punyalah ramai org agaknya sbb public holiday. panjang beratur macam kete lipang nak naik tram. btw, during the ride, visitors are not allowed to go out frm the tram or taking photos/flash/torch or making noises. dok diam-diam jek. hohohoo pretty scarry laa especially bila lalu seblah gajah yg tengah makan, singa yg dok lepak-lepak, striped hyenas, rhinoceros or even bila lalu tengah hutan tu. since takleh amik gambar, maka ada 2-3 keping jek dpt amik kat entrance. this is one of most recommended places if you visit S'pore.





+ for more ... feel free to visit http://www.visitsingapore.com

My husband is a scientist

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My husband is a scientist by profession, I love him for his steady-being nature, and I love the warm feeling while lean against his broad shoulder. Three years in the courtship and now, two years into marriage, I would have to admit, I am getting tired of it, the reasons of me loving him before has now transform into the cause of all the restlessness.

I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive and exquisite when it comes to relationship and feelings, I yearn for romantic moments, as though a little boy yearning for candy. And my husband, is just a contrast of me, his lack of sensitivity, and of all, inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about love.

One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision,that I want a divorce. "Why?" he asked, shocking. "I am tired, there aren't reasons for everything in the world" I answered. He kept silent the whole night, seems to be in deep thoughts the whole night with cigarette lighted all the time.

My feeling of disappointment is getting intense, a man who can't even express his detainment, what else can I hope from him? And finally he asked :" What can I do to change your mind?" Somebody said it right, it's hard to change a person's personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith in him.

Look deep into his eyes and I slowly answered : "Here is a question, if you can find the answer in my heart, I will change my mind.Lets say, I love a flower at a mountain cliff, and we both are sure that making you pick the flower will cause you your life / death, will you do it for me?"

He said :" I will give you your answer tomorrow...." My heart just sank by listening to his respond. The next morning, he was not around, and I saw a piece of paper with his scratching writing, underneath a glass of warm milk, It goes....

Dear, "I would not pick that flower for you, but please allow me to further explain the reasons " this first line has already break my heart. I continue reading. "You can only type with our computer and always messed up the programs in the PC, and cries in front of screen, I have to save my fingers so that I can help restore the programs.

You always leave the house key behind, I have to save my legs to rush home for opening the door for you. You love traveling but always lose your way in a new city, I have to save my eyes to lead you the way.

You always have the cramp whenever your "good friend" approach every month, I have to save my palm so that I can calm the cramp at your tummy. You like to stay indoor, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom.

You always stare at computers, and that do no good to your eyes, I have to save my eyes so that when we grow older, I can help you clip your nails,and help to remove those annoying white hairs.

I will hold your hand, stroll down the beach, enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand... tell you the colour of flowers, just like the glow on your lovely young face...

Thus, my dear, before I am sure there are someone who loves you more than I do... I would not pick the flower, and die.. "

My tears drop on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting... and I resume my reading... "And now, dear... you have finished reading my answer, if you are satisfied with these answers, please open the door of our house, I am standing there,with your favorite bread and fresh milk...

I rush to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, with his hand holding tight on the milk and bread.... Oh I am sure no one ever love me as much, and now I have decided to leave the flower alone...

That's life, or some said, love, when one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fade away, and one tend to ignore the true love lies in between the peace and dullness.

Love shows in any form, even a very little and corny form, it has never been a model, it could be the most incurious form... flowers, romantic moments is only the buckish formed on the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the pillar of truelove stands...and that's our life...

I hope everyone enjoy reading it... love, but not words win the arguments...

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Seems practical enuff huh?

Nurulhuda Bt Ali

Tuesday, May 20, 2003 8:47 AM

Selamat Pengantin Baru & Open House

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Sabtu, 12 Nov 2005.

Selamat Pengantin Baru kpd lovely couple Armizy & Azlida. Tahniah ! Wahhh Ida sungguh ayu skali gitu and Mizy, macam Hang Tuah hehhe ... one thing i have realized, Mizy's full of happiness face during the wedding was priceless. I'm happy for you my friend !Semoga berbahagia dan diberkati selalu :)

courtesy Semah

Okie, nahhh kalau pi wedding bebudak SMAP Labu + MMU, the main thing will always happen is "unofficial reunion". Either reunion budak SMAP or MMU or both. Memula jumpa pengantin, makan-makan then lepas tu mula lah bukak port sendiri and dok berjam-jam mengupdate status ngan gossip hehe

Bak kata Semah " memula salam pengantin dulu, then kite-kite mula lah bukak port sendiri, tak hirau pengantin dah"

Besides, pi open house umah Yetie & Pruz and cute Idlan, pastu umah Ijah & Zahan. Thanks for the juadah. Susah-susah jek. Hehe. And also thanks for the Fahmy as the ever organizer.

Last but not least, thanks for Semah & Bull & 'tie-tie' Mirul and 'bam-bam' Atiqah krn menumpangkan saya ni. Terima kasih daun keladi ek :)

Flying Without Wings

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this song will my forever favourite and inspiration. thanks for the person who dedicated this song to me. such a special person in my life whom i ever found the happiness, joy and laughter ...

Westlife
Album : Westlife (2000)
Title : Flying Without Wings

[Shane:]
Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You'll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

[Mark:]
Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

So, impossible as they may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
Cos who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete

[Shane:]
Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place

[Mark:]
It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
Cos you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

[Shane:]
And you're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends

[Mark:]
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings

Di Atas Normal

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Skang ni lagu feberet yg melodi + vocal yg memang power and best. Peter Pan yeah !

Peter Pan - Diatas Normal
(written by: Peter Pan)

From the album "Bintang di Surga"

Pikiranku tak dapat ku mengerti
Kaki di kepala kepala di kaki
Pikiranku patutnya menyadari
Siapa yang harus dan tak harus ku cari
Tetapi tak dapatku mengerti

Sesuatu yang baru ku sadari
Kau tinggalkanku tanpa sebab yang pasti
Sesuatu yang harusnya terjadi
Kau sakiti aku kau yang harus ku benci
Tetapi tak dapatku menyesal dapatku mengerti

Tetapi tak dapatku menertawai
Dapatku menertawai dapatku mengerti
Oooh... ku mencari sesuatu yang telah mati
Ku mencari hati yang ku benci
Oooh... ku mencari sesuatu yang tak kembali
Ku mencari hati yang ku benci

Tetapi tak dapatku menertawai
Dapatku menertawai dapatku
Menertawai dapatku mengerti

Oooh... ku mencari tetap tak dapat ku temui
Ku mencari hati yang ku benci

.::melVtec::.

Salam Lebaran

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AlhamduLillah, sudah selamat kembali drpd kampung selepas bercuti selama 15 hari. wahhh 2 weeks ! dah lama tak bercuti panjang rasa lapang jek dada dan kepala hehe

Meskipun Aidilfitri kali ni kurang meriah dibandingkan dgn tahun krn abang-abang tak dapat balik beraya, rasanya kali ni Lebaran membawa begitu banyak makna.

Selepas berjuang utk mendisiplinkan serta mendidik diri di bulan Ramadhan yg mulia, syukur krn diberikan peluang serta kesempatan utk berpuasa dan merayakan hari kemenangan ini. AlhamduLillah. Selain itu, pengertian Aidilfitri yg cukup beerti adalah dapat bermaaf-maafan sesama keluarga, sanak saudara, kawan-kawan serta jiran tetangga. Segala kesilapan, kesalahan serta ketelanjuran mohon dimaafkan serta dihalalkan.

Lagi satu bila part bagi duit raya pd budak-budak. Tak sangka memang perasaan memberi tu best! seronok tengok diorang berebut-rebut dpt duit raya dan kira duit raya.

Moga-moga dipanjangkan umur serta dimurahkan rezeki oleh-NYA utk menjalan ibadah puasa dan menyambut Aidilfitri tahun depan. Insya-Allah.

persiapan hari raya Aidilfitri

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AlhamduLillah ... hari ni 9 Ramadhan and dah rasa kemeriahan hari raya. Wahhh tak sabar nak balik kg ! Okies, persiapan utk hari raya as followed :

* Done *
+ beli tiket balik kg (ini lah yg ter penting skali niii)
+ dah apply cuti (ada yg dah lulus dan ada yg belum hehe)
+ total cuti balik raya : 18 hari (wahhhh lamanya !)

* In Progress *
+ amik camera yg hantar pi klinik
+ carik sandal (ini pon penting, skang ada sepasang jek huhu)
+ biskut raya (yg pastinya beli ler)
+ kerepek and kekacang ... ini makanan yg laku time hari raya
+ kek hemmmm dok pikir camne nak bwk balik ni
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kang kalau ada tertinggal, update later ...

to all, selamat menjalani ibadah puasa & menyambut hari raya :)

to encik, maaf ye sbb saya terlupa kiriman kek lapis sarawak tu. aisehhh rasa bersalah plak. memang terlupa langsung psal singgah-menyinggah maka saya pon seronot jek tukar tiket. hemmm hemmm ... anyway insya-Allah, kalau ada rezeki dapat lah merasa kek lazat tu yummmyyy tenkiu!

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan 1426 Hijrah

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Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan 1426 Hijrah. Moga kita semua dapat merebut peluang dengan melipatgandakan amalan dalam bulan yang mulia ini. Ikhlaskan hati, kuatkan semangat dan tingkatkan kesabaran. Moga-moga Allah SWT sentiasa memberkati, serta merahmati kita semua.

Insya-Allah.

have a great day !

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Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there..to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.

And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will power or heart.

Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test limits of your soul.
Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that you experience can create whom you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.

If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but also because they are teaching you to love and open your heart and eyes to little things. Make every day count. Appreciate everything that you possibly can, for you may never experience it again.

Talk to people whom you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high. Hold you head up because you have every right to.

Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you. Create you own life and then go out and live it.

Share this with anyone whom you believe has made a difference in your life!

"If you take your eyes off your goals, all you see is obstacles."

THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS!!!
CARMINA M.BANSALES

meaningful signature

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i found this meaningful signature, from one of forwarded emails in my inbox. pretty interesting, simple yet practical.

From: Rosmah Ishak
Sent: Thursday, September 15, 2005 12:52 PM
Subject: cantiknya seorang wanita

Hadiah Terbaik :

Kepada kawan - Kesetiaan
Kepada musuh - Kemaafan
Kepada ketua - Khidmat
Kepada yang muda - Contoh terbaik
Kepada yang tua - Hargai budi mereka dan kesetiaan.
Kepada pasangan - Cinta dan ketaatan
Kepada manusia - Kebebasan

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Sydney 2005

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Assalamualaikum ... first of all, syukur AlhamduLillah. Sebagai insan yg sederhana, apabila dikurniakan peluang + rezeki utk melawat negara orang, it would be the most-awaited moment. Selepas berbulan-bulan planning dan preparation (juga menyimpan hehe), alhamduLillah segala-galanya berjalan lancar. Intan, me, Kak Linda, hubby and adorable Dini went to Sydney on last 31st August. Sekiranya, kengkawan semua trfikir utk oversea trip, i would highly recommend Sydney to be your destination :)

:: Day One ::
Actually Day One would be the flight to Sydney. Btw, since it was nearly 8 hours flight, so i consider as the jalan-jalan days as the Day One, Two etc. So, the first day was filled with those ...
+ Sydney Opera House
+ Circular Quay
+ Magistic Cruise to tour around the city
+ The Rocks
+ Taronga Zoo by ferry
+ Sydney Aquarium





:: Day Two ::
+ Paddy's Market (this is totally a heaven shopping spree!)
+ Chinese Garden
+ Tumbalong Park
+ Harbourside
+ Darling Harbour area
+ Queen Victoria Bulding (an exclusive place to shop)



:: Day Three ::
+ Paddy's Market (we went there four times hehe)
+ Darling Harbour area
+ The Rocks Market (open Sat & Sun only)
+ Sydney Opera House (close-up)
+ Royal Botanic Gardens (we rode the train for a tour)
+ Sydney International Airport



My favourites pics ...







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Aja Aja Fighting !

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It seems that Full House fever is not yet over :D ... for those die-hard fans of the series, if you wish to watch xtra clips on interview, behind the scenes, NGs etc, feel free to copy + paste + click on the below URLs.

Credit to : eyka (Forum Legend)
Registered : 16-11-2002
Forum : www.cari.com.my > Soap Operas > Full House

aku tau ramai yg malas nak menyelak ke mukasurat belakang2... aku postkan sekali lagi..

FULL HOUSE...Making Film, Interviews, TV clips, NG cuts

mms://211.106.66.141/moretv/entertainment/dra_full01.asf
to
mms://211.106.66.141/moretv/entertainment/dra_full23.asf

mms://211.106.66.141/moretv/drama/2tv/dra_full/data/data01_m.asf
to
mms://211.106.66.141/moretv/drama/2tv/dra_full/data/data14_m.asf

mms://211.106.66.141/moretv/drama/2tv/dra_full/ng/ng01_m.asf
to
mms://211.106.66.141/moretv/drama/2tv/dra_full/ng/ng44_m.asf

maksud to tu tukar no hujung sekali kat link tu dari no 1 hinggalah ke nombor2 seterusnya... ada byk clips tu... ada 23 + 14 + 44

ENJOY!!

p/s : donlod guna net transport.. cepat dan mudah..

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some of my favourite pics of Rain & Song Hye Kyo ...

some nice thoughts

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shima : 'believes in miracles, but dont depend on them' (3rd August 2005)

shima : never give up on the things that make you smile ! (4th August 2005)

shima : our greatest glory is not in nver failing, but in raising evry time we fail
(12th August 2005)

Aja Aja Fighting ! (^ ^) v

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22nd June 2005.
From: raudhah30@yahoogroups.com [mailto:raudhah30@yahoogroups.com]
On Behalf Of Haslin Johari
Sent: Wednesday, June 22, 2005 10:47 AM
To: raudhah30@yahoogroups.com; ac770@yahoogroups.com; nor rusman
Subject: [raudhah30] Fw: from a very dear friend

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

Full House Korean Series

Full House [Based on a comic book]
Started airing on: July 7th, 2004
Starring:

Bi (Jung Ji Hoon) as Lee Young Jae
Song Hye Kyo as Han Ji Eun
Kim Sung Soo as Yoo Min Heuk
Han Eun Jung as Kang Hye Won

4/30/04 – The production team of KBS2 drama “Full House” will build a house in value of 1.3 billion Won along the seashore of Inchun (인천 city. The 2-flat European style house has about 200 pyung (평 with large transparent glass windows facing the seashore. The indoor and outdoor filming of the drama will be at and around this romantic house.
(Credit: Thanks CindyW88 for the translation)

Synopsis :

After returning from her vacation, aspiring author Han Ji Eun discovers that her family home has been sold - without her consent - to famous actor Lee Young Jae. Young Jae has been trying to hide out from some nasty rumors about his sexuality and sees a perfect opportunity: he and Ji Eun will enter into a contractual marriage and pretend to be a real couple. In exchange, Ji Eun will do the cooking and cleaning and the house will be hers again after six months. Sounds simple, right? Wrong! Young Jae has been allowing the rumors to fly because he?s really too afraid to tell his childhood friend Kang Hae Won that he?s in love with her. Hae Won is blissfully unaware of Young Jae's feelings because she is love with their other childhood friend, Yoo Min Hyuk. As if that weren't enough of a love tangle, Ji Eun starts to fall for Young Jae despite their promise to keep things just business, and Min Hyuk starts to fall for Ji Eun. Will everyone end up happy, or will there be more than one broken heart?

Lovely Friday

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I don't care. I will not even care ... *scream slowly* By thinking of those people challenging attitudes *everyone is unique* (repeat*). It will just destroy my mind, heart, thoughts and it will trail down to my very own actions which will cause such regretful deeds ... or worst, it will affect my physical being.

I will not bother to think those. *stop thinking* (repeat*). I will be focusing more on enriching the knowledge, skills and hidden talents inside which yet to be discovered. That will be my focus. Ultimately it will.

Good news for today. I have new role model. Our new General Manager. Yey !

Friday 15th July 2005.
During the Workshop @ 15th Floor (South)

Similar 15 number ?

Miss You

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i miss my bestfriends ... dear Cutie, Huda, Safurah, Semah, Ijah, Iezatie, Gna, Mirella, Jing, Monet, Ate Vicki, Jheng, Meiyi, Angie, Shobe, Teesa, Tin ...

Upcoming August

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August

I feel like, emmm it's better for me to update the blog in advance. You will never know if the silly, crappy and lazy serious illnesses inside starting to attack me back. Like Attack of the Clones. (awww) It's kind of silence diseases.

So, what's up next in the middle/end of July as well as in August, i think most of the things will be related to the below pix.

To my wonderful and faithful friend Intan Fidza, the hearts start beating faster. We are going to have so much fun dahling ! That's for sure.

Btw dear, thanks for the nice black shawl and flowery dress, fresh from Bangkok.

We Belong Together

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Here, i dedicate the song and the lyric to my dear Azmah. Months together seems like one night stand. Not even a day passes by that i do not think about how great is the feeling to have such a wonderful friend like you. To let you know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers.

Enjoy the video clip (errr ... 18SG / Parental Guidance needed) of the latest song of Mariah Carey from her latest album The Emancipation of Mimi.

http://urbansoulnation.com/mariahcareyvideo.htm

Beautiful lyric ...

We Belong Together

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I did nothingI was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself

Cuz' I didn't know you
Cuz' I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt..
The feeling that I'm feeling now
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or even touch or even kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
What I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side

We belong together
When you leftI
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please come back
We belong together

Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
Baby nobody better
We belong together

I can't sleep at night

When you're all on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface

I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby

When you leftI lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together

Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody else
We belong together

Don't forget Mah the Thalia with You Know He Never Loved You 'Anyway' :D ha ha ! Gosh what a war between two divas !

May, June and July

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Assalamualaikum. AlhamduLillah. *inhale ... exhale*
Syukur ke hadrat Ilahi kerana masih lagi diizinkan untuk bernafas di bumi-Mu ini.

The last update was on 25th April 2005. So, where i had been around ? Missing ? Invisible ? or simply totally lazy ? Errr ... take the last one. Told you, i was/always a crap. Psssttt, i was just staring *blank* to the not-really-new-anymore laptop.

Without further wasting precious time, wahhh sounds so busy. Let me update what i have had been doing for last two months. I repeat - last two months. Try to read from bottom and up. Well, the option is definitely yours if you wish to read the other way around. Haaa ... gasak.

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July

So this is where i am now. Moved to new floor, new desk, slightly new environment but with previous bos. Challenging yet enjoyable. Let's see if i can catch everything within weeks. So far, everyday since 1st July is breathless.

I miss everything. Miss my previous desk, amazing Azmah, noisy/mother-in-law of Kak Eliya, crazy Zaha, quiet and wondering around of En Ju, En Din, best entrepreneur of Kak Hawa and other small single things which seem so big to me now. C'est La Vie.



My previous favourite place. You don't have to click. It's not a video. It was screen captured from the video (hihi). Taken on 5th of November 2004. Pretty messy. As always.

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June

Nothing much in June. It was kind of boring and cold month in the office. Knowing that there would be internal re-structuring and i heard rumours that i would be no longer taking care of current job. Well, rumours could turn to be real sometimes. So, next thing will be in July report.

Ow yeah. We watched the hot movie Mr & Mrs Smith on ... couldn't remember the date. We (together with Hafiz) were totally blew away in Amcorp Mall. Free seating eh then we moved to the front seats. Actually, me and Mah wanted to check if Mrs Smith got pores or frackles. She was amazingly seductive, gorgeous, stunning beauty and adventurous.



A married couple (Pitt and Jolie) are getting bored with their quiet domestic life. What they don't know, however, is that they're both assassins, secretly hopping the world and killing for hire. But their separate lives are about to collide when each finds out their next target is their own spouse.

Genres: Action/Adventure, Romance and Thriller
Running Time: 1 hr. 55 min.
Release Date: June 10th, 2005 (wide).
MPAA Rating: PG-13 for sequences of violence, intense action, sexual content and brief strong language.
Distributor: Twentieth Century Fox

At the end of the day, we were Whoa! Nelly and extended the sympathy to Jen. We (me and Mah) plan to watch War of the Worlds (Tom Cruise and Dakota Fanning). Btw, since we can't get over Tom Cruise & Katie Holmes yet, so the plan remains as cliff-hanger. Oppsss wait. Sudden nausea and dizziness.

*gulp*

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May

This was the toughest moment in the entire saga. Okay, not so long ago in a galaxy not so far far away from Jalan Pantai Baharu, errr ... GSC Mid Valley to be exact, the Darth Vader fever was back with Star Wars Episode III Revenge of the Sith. Hitting the people regardless ages, all the fans all over the world and also our house. I was busy occupying my each and every single moment updating myself with ~ Star Wars Episode I, II, IV, V and VI. Read all the latest updates, and was staying sleepless night in Kerinchi when the time came for the screening. I bought the ticket online one week advance (i pasted the ticket in my notebook), went to Mid Valley on that peaceful Saturday 21st May. The official screening was on May 19th. Do not dare to ask what was exactly the feeling during the show or after. Totally beyond words !

Thought of the fever getting better after the first show ? Have you heard the ' obsession' word? Okay, now i do realize the truly meaning of it. I fell in love with Anakin Skywalker/Darth Vader and Queen-turned-Senator Padme Amidala galactic love. The forbidden love of them turned the entire galaxy to ever legendary stories. Actually, i was mesmerized and amazingly fascinated by the handsome Hayden Christensen whom successfully potrayed the Anakin character, along with beautiful, Harvad degree and talented Natalie Portman. They have had the special friendship during the shootings and Hayden was heard saying that " I really care about her. I do" in most interviews. While, Natalie on the other hand praised Hayden "wonderful actor, nice person and they have great chemistry".

Here i share few pics from few sources such as http://www.desiringhayden.net/, http://www.natalieportman.com/ as well as www.starwars.com .

Tell me that it is the LOVE there. Please.

Behind The Scene - SW Ep II Attack of the Clones (May 2002)



SW Ep II Attack of the Clones (May 2002)



Wallpaper (resized) Ep III Revenge of the Sith (May 2005)



Teen People Cover Mag - June 2005 (i love this pix)



Now, you got the idea what was happened to me in last May. Absolute crap.

Believe in Yourself

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There may be days when you get up in the morning and things aren't the way you had hoped they would be.
That's when you have to tell yourself that things will get better.
There are times when people disappoint you and let you down.
But those are the times when you must remind yourself to trust your own judgments and opinions, to keep your life focused on believing in yourself.

There will be challenges to face and changes to make in your life, and it is up to you to accept them.
Constantly keep yourself headed in the right direction for you.
It may not be easy at times, but in those times of struggle you will find a stronger sense of who you are.

So when the days come that are filled with frustration and unexpected responsibilities, remember to believe in yourself and all you want your life to be.

Because the challenges and changes will only help you to find the goals that you know are meant to come true for you.

Keep Believing in Yourself :)

Source & Author : unknown
Regards,
Nurulhuda Bt Ali
Email : huda@telekom.com.my
9th Dec 2003.

Perbandingan Bahasa

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Amat sukar memahami bahasa ombak,
Sesekali menampar dengan ramah dan manis,
Melontarkan sepasang kekasih ke alam mimpi,
Kadangkala bengis dan gemuruh,
Memecahkan batu serta terumbu karang,
Atau membanting serta menenggelamkan,
Ribuan kapal dan perahu,
Sehingga ini mungkin hanya si burung camar saja,
Yang tahu dan mengerti apa yang tersembunyi,
Di balik alun riaknya

Namun lebih sukar lagi hendak memahami
Bahasa manusia kerana mereka amat bijak
Berselindung di sebalik seribu pepatah dan
Perumpamaan, penuh kias ibarat serta puisi,
Kadangkala meski pada lahir kedengaran
Lembut dan lunak beralun tapi dalam hati
Tak siapa yang tahu kesumat yang terpendam,
Daripada pertuturan bahasa tidak terkawal
Entah berapa banyak hati yang berdarah terluka,
Ikatan muhibah menjadi roboh binasa,
Akibat tajam dan pedihnya kata-kata,
Kerana itu sabda nabi:
"Adapun orang terbaik antara kamu ialah Muslim
yang dapat menyelamatkan Muslim yang lain
daripada angkara jahat oleh perbuatan tangan dan lidahnya".

Marilah kita berbahasa sebaik mungkin,
Kerana bahasa jiwa bangsa,
Marilah kita bertutur seindah mungkin,
kerana jika mata pedang itu tajam,
Tapi tajam lagi kata-kata

Zahari Hasib
Kuala Lumpur.

Bahasa Laut

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ada harinya aku beralun dengan
bahasa ramah, lembut dan tenang
menyamankan sekitar pantai
memberi harapan serta rindu
buat burung camar berkicau dan menyanyi
atau menghiburkan pasangan kekasih
yang sedang asyik bercinta

namun pada hari-hari yang lain
keadaan membentuk laguku menjadi
kasar serta sumbang
lalu kutebarkan gemuruh badai
memecahkan batu dan terumbu karang
membanting kapal dan perahu
maka kuambil nelayan menjadi korban

demikianlah aku sebagai ombak
sering mempunyai bahasa dan rentak
yang tidak terkawal
banyak bergantung pada tingkah laku alam
cuaca serta sentuhan angin

tetapi melalui ungkapan paling mudah
serta dapat difahami oleh semua orang
benarkanlah aku memohon
maaf kepadamu nelayan:
justeru seperti aku memberi ikan sebagai
punca rezekimu
lalu sekaligus aku jugalah
menjadi pangkalan tempat matimu.

Zahari Hasib

Koleksi Hadis

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Rasulullah S.A.W bersabda :

Tidak beriman orang yang tidak amanah (tidak dapat dipercayai kerana selalu khianat) dan tidak sah sembahyang orang yang tidak suci, dan tidak beragama orang yang tidak sembahyang dan letak sembahyang dalam agama sebagaimana kepala untuk badan.

(H.R Atthabarani)

Nice Article

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From: Kam Hor
To: Undisclosed-Recipient:;
Sent: Friday, 15 October, 2004 9:02 AM
Subject: Fw: Nice article


Today before you think of saying an unkind word
> Think of someone who cant speak

Before you complain about the taste of your food
> Think of someone who has nothing to eat

Before you complain about your husband or wife
> Think of someone who's crying out to God for a companion

Today before you complain about life
> Think of someone who went too early to heaven

Before you complain about your children
> Think of someone who desires children but they're barren

Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or sweep
> Think of the people who are living in the streets

Before whining about the distance you drive
> Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet

And when you are tired and complain about your job
> Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another
> Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to ONE maker

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down
> Put a smile on your face and thank God you're alive and still around

Life is a gift
Live it...
Enjoy it...
Celebrate it...
And fulfill it.

And while you are at it give love to someone today
Love someone with what you do and the words you say
Love is not meant to be kept locked inside of us and hidden
So give it away "Give Love to someone today!"

lovely surprise

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have you ever had a surprise that you would feel like flying without wings with it ? oh okie. the feeling is overwhelming. i received such a lovely card from my dearest cutie. again she did it by saying nothing at all about it. the card made my day. indeed. thanks for beautiful friendship. the most precious gift you ever give me dear is a wonderful friendship that we have shared. friends forever...

A Tale of Two Friends
Once there were two people
who became very good friends.
They enjoyed each other's company,
talked about life, loved the Lord,
and knew almost instantly
that their friendship was special.

14th April Mesg

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cutie honey : wello
cutie honey : saw ur pics in the blog...nice
cutie honey : is that the event so many ppl ei

suwanie: hello honey !
suwanie: oh hehe see see the red orange n blue ppl there
suwanie: owww so many so many ppl
suwanie: it was heavily rain just b4 the launching time
suwanie: however everything turned out fine

cutie honey : yup when it rains everything will turn out fine after

suwanie: when it *rain hehe

cutie honey : did ur company host the event?

suwanie: rain brings the blessing frm God

cutie honey : so many ppl are they all employees
cutie honey : yup rain does that

suwanie: that is the launching of my company, new logo
suwanie: yup so many ppl my goodness all the employees dear, we had to participate in the event
suwanie: everyone had to wear the shirt and sang the company song hehe

cutie honey : wahh so many employees

suwanie: so many so many
suwanie: total employees - 30,500 ppl

cutie honey : hehe
cutie honey : its like a big company wahh
cutie honey : like a hospital ei

suwanie: yeah yeah hahha

New brand identity for Telekom

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The Star
14th April 2005
BY DANNY YAP

TELEKOM Malaysia Bhd will today unveil a new brand identity as part of its rebranding process to strategically position itself in a competitive industry.

To be officiated by Prime Minister Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi, the new brand identity is expected to inject vitality into the company's overall image and instil a fresh approach in its customer service culture, Telekom said in a statement yesterday.

more news at www.thestar.com.my

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For more information about Telekom Malaysia Bhd(TM) new brand, visit www.telekom.com.my

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hehe camnila meriahnya sambutan penjenamaan semula (re-branding) TM yg diadakan di Menara Telekom pada 14 April 2005 dan dirasmikan oleh YAB Perdana Menteri.

kitorang pakai t-shirt kaler merah, oren atau biru sempena warna korporat baru. sungguh bersemangat dgn pelancaran re-branding ni ... bab jamuan makan lepas tu pun hebat gak hehe tengok betapa masing-masing seronok menjamu selera :)

An Evening with KL Tower

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Oh ya, 1st April 05 yg lepas, kami ke KL Tower. Ada jemputan " An Evening with KL Tower" terima kasih ye En Azhar ! Aduhai terima kasih daun keladi, boleh jemput lagi hehe
Bersama cik Mah & Apis, serta Fariza & kawan nya (ahem ahem) ... apa lagi dah jumpa geng,memang bantai gelak dan melantak je ... even Mdm ada (kagum gak Mdm datang)oppsss stil buat dono jek haha

Kali ni, food yang disediakan adalah dari Restoran Seri Angkasa, d'Tandoor, Restoran Thaidan Modesto's. Overall OK and yang kelakar is desert dari gerai Thai Food ni. Cik Mah muncung kata desert tu tak sedap tapi bile sendiri makan dan fariza skali (apa daa ayat terbalik ni )punyalah kitorang bilang sedap melampau (tahap melampau tu) sampai rasa nak tambah 2-3 kali ! Mah geleng kepala jek.Kalau nak tau desert tu, ia adalah santan + sengkuang cina + cam sagu kaler merah + nangka oh oh can u imagine how it looks like ?


Most of all, dapat peluang dinner berlatarbelakang kan kemeriahan suasana KL waktu malam...very nice and memorable. Mega Banquet 3 tu lebih kurang sama level ngan jirannya KLCC.

Terima kasih daun keladi KL Tower :)

Flying Without Wings

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Flying Without Wings
Westlife
1999.

Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You'll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be
Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
One simple line can make you laugh or cry
You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
and when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

So impossible
as it may seem
You've got to fight
for e-very dream'cause who's to know
which one you let go
would've made you complete...

Well, for me it's waking up beside you
to watch the sunrise on your face
to know that i can say I love you
in any given time or place...
its the little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
'Cause you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings...

And you're the place my life begins
and you'll be where it endsI'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring...

I'm flying without wings...

Melayu

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Usman Awang
26 November 1999.

Melayu itu orang yang bijaksana
Nakalnya bersulam jenaka
Budi bahasanya tidak terkira
Kurang ajarnya tetap santun
Jika menipu pun masih bersopan
Bila mengampu bijak beralas tangan.

Melayu itu berani jika bersalah
Kecut takut kerana benar,
Janji simpan di perut
Selalu pecah di mulut,
Biar mati adat
Jangan mati anak.

Melayu di tanah Semenanjung luas maknanya:
Jawa itu Melayu, Bugis itu Melayu
Banjar juga disebut Melayu, Minangkabau
memang Melayu,
Keturunan Acheh adalah Melayu,
Jakun dan Sakai asli Melayu,
Arab dan Pakistani, semua Melayu
Mamak dan Malbari serap ke Melayu
Malah mua'alaf bertakrif Melayu

Dalam sejarahnya
Melayu itu pengembara lautan
Melorongkan jalur sejarah zaman
Begitu luas daerah sempadan
Sayangnya kini segala kehilangan

Melayu itu kaya falsafahnya
Kias kata bidal pusaka
Akar budi bersulamkan daya
Gedung akal laut bicara

Malangnya Melayu itu kuat bersorak
Terlalu ghairah pesta temasya
Sedangkan kampung telah tergadai
Sawah sejalur tinggal sejengkal
tanah sebidang mudah terjual

Meski telah memiliki telaga
Tangan masih memegang tali
Sedang orang mencapai timba.
Berbuahlah pisang tiga kali
Melayu itu masih bermimpi
Walaupun sudah mengenal universiti
Masih berdagang di rumah sendiri.

Berkelahi cara Melayu
Menikam dengan pantun
Menyanggah dengan senyum
Marahnya dengan diam
Merendah bukan menyembah
Meninggi bukan melonjak.

Watak Melayu menolak permusuhan
Setia dan sabar tiada sempadan
Tapi jika marah tak nampak telinga
Musuh dicari ke lubang cacing
Tak dapat tanduk telinga dijinjing
Maruah dan agama dihina jangan
Hebat amuknya tak kenal lawan

Berdamai cara Melayu indah sekali
Silaturrahim hati yang murni
Maaf diungkap senantiasa bersahut
Tangan diulur sentiasa bersambut
Luka pun tidak lagi berparut

Baiknya hati Melayu itu tak terbandingkan
Selagi yang ada sanggup diberikan
Sehingga tercipta sebuah kiasan:
"Dagang lalu nasi ditanakkan
Suami pulang lapar tak makan
Kera di hutan disusu-susukan
Anak di pangkuan mati kebuluran"

Bagaimanakah Melayu abad dua puluh satu
Masihkan tunduk tersipu-sipu?
Jangan takut melanggar pantang
Jika pantang menghalang kemajuan;
Jangan segan menentang larangan
Jika yakin kepada kebenaran;
Jangan malu mengucapkan keyakinan
Jika percaya kepada keadilan

Jadilah bangsa yang bijaksana
Memegang tali memegang timba
Memiliki ekonomi mencipta budaya
Menjadi tuan di negara Merdeka.

1 LOVE : The magic and feeling is back this summer...

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Join JnB Team as it celebrates its 1st Anniversary...

1 LOVE : The magic and feeling is back this summer!
Date : 2nd April 2005 Saturday
Venue : Astoria Plaza Ortigas
Time : 2.20pm - 6.00pm
Theme : Hawaiian Attire is a PLUS but not a MUST :)

Ticket Distribution : (Philippines)
March 18, 2005 Sat 3pm Megamall, Pasig City
March 18, 2005 Sat 3pm Glorietta, Makati City

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from Kulas ...

Yes, ONE LOVE is ALL WE NEED...

"One love for the mothers pride
One love for the times we cried
One love gotta stay alive.... Oh WE will survive

One love for the city streets
One love for the hip hop beats
One love oh I do believe
ONE LOVE IS ALL WE NEED! "

Yahoo!
The HEAT is ON!
JNB - ONE FOREVER LOVE!!!

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Thanks to Teesa on 30th March.

People’s Tonight
News About JnB 1st Anniversary by Nitz Miralles

(English Translation)
Congratulations to the JnB Team (Jerry Yan and Barbie Xu) who will be having their 1st Anniversary on April 2 at Astoria Plaza, Pasig City.

They will celebrate their anniversary in a Hawaiin Motif Party with a theme “1 Love: The Magic and Feeling is back! Everybody is advised to come in their best Hawaiian costume.

To Guinevere, thanks for inviting us and we’ll do our best to attend. For sure this will be fun since we saw that so many have already confirmed to attend.

There’s a limited souvenir items for the first 60 ticket holders, so, let’s go.

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from Cutie Dear on 31st March.

cutiemimiluv (8:02:26 PM): hello dear, wishin u great moments too. tc
cutiemimiluv (8:02:26 PM): ow its on sat already i hope it would be a blast....def a blast isnt it? hehe
cutiemimiluv (8:02:26 PM): take care dear till next. bye2.

suwanie (8:02:44 PM): heloo my dear
suwanie (8:02:54 PM): yup gosh i wish to be there on sat dear !
suwanie (8:02:58 PM): oh wait for me kay
suwanie (8:03:13 PM): hehe i wanna be in registration counter like last time

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Meet such lovely and wonderful JnB Sisters and find more about the Anniv, JnB World etc in http://jerryandbarbie.cjb.net

where i met very kind,amazing and pretty friends, or shall i call it as sisters ! Love all of you !

Usah Ragui Keupayaan Diri Sendiri…

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Oleh : Tinta 20-an, Veena Rusli


Dengan gelora di lautan yang sukar diramal amukannya, tempat paling selamat bagi sebuah kapal pastinya di pelabuhan. Di situ, suasana serba tenang dan sudah tentu tiada badai datang memukul serta tiada juga karang mengancam laluan.

Begitupun, kapal bukan dicipta sekadar untuk berlabuh di perhentian sambil sesekali menjadi persinggahan sang camar. Kegagahannya adalah untuk melayari samudera dan si nakhoda sewajarnya bersedia menempuh apa juga kemungkinan, baik taufan mengganas mahupun ombak menggila. Ia satu kemestian.

Sama juga halnya dengan kita. Tanpa mengira sama ada kapal atau manusia, persamaannya ialah kesanggupan menanggung risiko terhadap sebarang tindakan, sekalipun ada kalanya kata muktamad itu bagai ditentang seluruh isi buana.

Apabila manusia mempunyai hak membuat keputusan, seharusnyalah kita terdorong melakukan kesilapan tanpa disengajakan. Dan, apabila itu berlaku, kita juga wajar diberi kemaafan kerana kesempurnaan tidak pernah menjadi milik diri.

Tanpa gangguan, segalanya mungkin tidak sesukar mana. Namun sebaik prasangka menguasai keadaan, sudah pasti ada hati yang hancur luluh gara-gara silap faham dan seterusnya terpaterilah satu lagi episod duka dalam hidup.

Harus diakui, ada ketikanya semua itu membuatkan kita malas melayan karenah manusia keliling yang seolah-olah mengharapkan hanya kemahuan mereka perlu dipenuhi sedangkan apa yang tersirat dihati kita tidak punya tempat untuk disuarakan, jauh sekali difahami.

Dalam banyak keadaan, himpitan sedemikian sering melahirkan kita yang baru-lazimnya kita yang tidak mahu lagi terlalu memikirkan perihal menjaga hati perasaan orang lain semata-mata kerana apa yang lebih utama ialah belaian jiwa sendiri.

Di akhirnya, kitalah nakhoda yang mendapat kepuasan selepas pertarungan menentang cabaran di lautan. Mungkin ada sedikit robek di layar, mungkin tiang patah dipanah petir, mungkin dinding calar terlanggar karang, namun semua itu boleh diperbetulkan.

Benar, ia mengambil masa untuk kembali seperti asal berdasarkan pengalaman, keadaan biasanya tidak mungkin terzahir penuh seperti sebelumnya - cuma lebih baik, Insya-Allah.

Dalam jangka masa panjang, segala kepincangan itu adalah pahatan pengajaran yang amat tinggi nilainya untuk dijadikan bekalan kembara seterusnya. Tidak mengapa jika penghuni dunia tidak menyedari ketabahan yang dimiliki, itu tidak penting.

Apa yang lebih utama ialah kita menyedari keupayaan diri untuk bangkit merempuh arus kehidupan, sekalipun bekalannya cuma keyakinan dan ketawakalan serta tawajuh kepada Tuhan.

Saya kira, kita tidak perlu kerap meminta maaf, terutama terhadap apa yang tidak kita lakukan. Jangan biarkan sikap merendah diri dicelarukan dengan ketakutan hingga menghilangkan rasa hormat terhadap diri sendiri.

Pelayaran bahtera sering mencabar nakhoda untuk mencari garis memisahkan kaki langit dengan lautan.

Pejalanan hidup pula mengajak kita memburu batasan yang membezakan di antara mimpi dengan kenyataan.

Dalam kehidupan, segalanya perlu ada sempadan.

ALL SHOOK UP!

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SMS from Jing/Guinevere in Manila evening of 30th.

Wanie,im realy bz at work.I am longing 2 txt u n ladd.R u ok der? No more aftrshock? I hope all jnb sistrs alright.

SMS from Ladd in Java Island early morning of 30th.

Waalaikumsalam dr Wanie n Mauve aside d victims we who live in Java Island are very fine not affected a bit even by d vibration but d condition of d ppl n Nias are very badeven worst not confirmed yet d # of d victims thanx somuch 4 d concern hope d disasterswill stop n dont get more victims amin

SMS to Ladd midnite of 29th.

Askum ladd,how r u der?Me n mauve are hoping u r doin fine after d earthquake dis mornin,mauve is in bangkok,Hows d condition of d ppl in d affected island?

SMS from Fe mins after the reply.

Hi dear!Thnk God ur ok.Am fine hr n bkok,didnt feel anything ths time.Hope we cn hearfrm Ladd tho.

SMS from Fe in Bangkok on 29th March 2005.

Wanie,hi.Hope u r ok evn wd th earthquake last nite.Heard tht it ws rly strong n KL.hope u cn txt bak.

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DEVASTATION: An aerial view of the earthquake-hit area of Nias island yesterday. Tremors from the undersea quake west of Sumatra, which measured 8.7 on the Ritcher scale, were felt along the west coast of Malaysia. — AFP Picture

ALL SHOOK UP!
Massive earthquake off Sumatra rattles Malaysia
NST Reporters.
KUALA LUMPUR, Mar 28:

A powerful earthquake hit tsunami-devastated Sumatra early this morning, causing panic in peninsular Malaysia, where the effects of the tremor shook buildings from Malacca to Alor Star, sending people fleeing to higher ground in search of safety. Memories of the Dec 26 tsunami which claimed more than 270,000 lives — including 68 in Penang, Kedah and Perak — sent jitters through the population, but there were no early reports of casualties, injuries or property damage.

However, alerts on television, including foreign networks, led to jammed phone lines as anxious Malaysians called friends and relatives to alert them to the tremors.

Tsunami warnings were issued throughout the country, with the Meteorological Services Department ordering those in coastal areas of Penang, Langkawi, Perlis, Kedah and Perak to evacuate to higher ground.

As three aftershocks followed in quick succession, the authorities warned that tsunamis could be expected within two to three hours of the quake, which occurred at 12.09am Malaysian time and registered a hefty 8.7 on the Richter Scale.

The quake was epicentred at 2.03N, 97.01E, west of Sumatra island and 535km from here.

more news on NST Online.

NST

Precious Moment

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ceazar_db (3/29/2003 10:43:12 AM): EVERY MOMENT IS PRECIOUS

To realize the value of ONE YEAR
Ask a student who has failed his exam.

To realize the value of ONE MONTH
Ask a mother who has given birth to a pre-mature baby.

To realize the value of ONE WEEK
Ask an editor of a weekly.

To realize the value of ONE DAY
Ask a daily wage labor.

To realize the value of ONE HOUR
Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realize the value of ONE MINUTE
Ask a person who has missed the train.

To realize the value of ONE SECOND
Ask a person who has survived an accident.

To realize the value of ONE MILLI-SECOND
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in Olympics.

dear Capricorn

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Delve / look into deep into your creative nature, dear Capricorn. Break loose from your tether/tie/join and escape up into the clouds for a while. Gain a greater perspective on your situation and you will find that things are much less daunting/intimidating/scary than you originally thought. Don't get so caught up with figuring out how something is going to get done. Just concentrate on what it is exactly that you want. The details will work out by themselves.

Through The Rain

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Through The Rain ~ Mariah Carey
Charmbracelet
December 2002.

When you get caught in the rain
With nowhere to run
When you’re distraught
And in pain without anyone
When you keep crying out to be saved
But nobody comes
And you feel so far away
That you just can’t find your way home
You can get there alone, it’s ok
Once you say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain

(Vocal improvisation)

And if you keep falling down
Don’t you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound
So keep pressing on steadfastly
And you’ll find what you need to prevail
Once you say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain

And when the wind blows
And shadows grow close
Don’t be afraid
There’s nothing you can’t face
And should they tell you
You’ll never pull through
Don’t hesitate
Stand tall and say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain

I can make it through the rain
Can stand up once again
And I'll live one more day, and I
I can make it through the rain
Oh yes you can
You’re gonna make it through the rain

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Noah's Ark

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Everything I need to know about life, I learned from Noah's Ark...

One : Don't miss the boat.

Two : Remember that we are all in the same boat.

Three : Plan ahead. It wasn't raining when Noah built the Ark.

Four : Stay fit. When you're 600 years old, someone may ask you to do something really big.

Five : Don't listen to critics; just get on with the job that needs to be done.

Six : Build your future on high ground.

Seven : For safety's sake, travel in pairs.

Eight : Speed isn't always an advantage. The snails were on board with the cheetahs.

Nine : When you're stressed, float a while.

Ten : Remember, the Ark was built by amateurs; the Titanic by professionals.

Eleven : No matter the storm, when you are with God, there's always a rainbow waiting.

NOW, wasn't that nice? Pass it along and make someone else smile, too.

Last Weekend

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20th March 2005

SMS from K Jel,
" Insya-Allah, ahad ni (20th Mac) ada buat Bday party utk Angah. Dijemput datang ye !"

SMS from Su-Angah,
" oh Insya-Allah, Su datang"

Such a wonderful day to spend with noisy yet happy nieces and nephews. Then, cecepat balik utk kejar komuter bcoz dah ada date ngan Takuya Kimura kol 6pm at 8tv. oh oh oh Pride such a brilliant Japanese Series ! wadduuhhh Halu & Aki memang best best !

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19th March 2005

Encik : "Insya-Allah, saya (Encik) datang sabtu ni. emmmm sampai pagi kot"

Saya : " oh flight kuching ahad kan ?"

Encik : "ahad pagi 11.55"

Saya : " Okie"

Encik : " Boleh temankan, nak beli buku utk kursus ada 2-3 buah kena cari.

Saya : " Sure" (wahhh cant believe it, sounds so convincing! haha)

okies, that was how it went thru. accompanied Mr Encik to buy few books in MPH.

then during lunch ...

Saya : " well well no more waiting laa ... huh ! "

Encik : " won't make you wait"

Then Mr Encik just smiled.

Give

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Date: Wed, 16 Mar 2005 00:44:12 -0800 (PST)
From: libao jheng libaojheng@yahoo.com

There was a time in my life I became afraid to fall in love. Because every time I fell in love, I got hurt. I thought maybe that's why it's called fallin in love. I would give my all, loving deeply and wholeheartedly. It would be a truly emotional, extremely euphoric experience. I would be dreaming about the object of my affection all day and all night, imagining good times together, thinking of what I can do or buy for him to show how much I care. I would feel light as a feather, energized and excited, literally blooming with the joy I feel inside. Then somehow things would go wrong and my whole world would crash. Disappointment. Resentment. Anger. Pain. Why? Can we not love without feeling pain? Is it really a price to pay for all the happiness we feel when we are in love? Should we just accept that because we love, we risk getting hurt? It was only after many years of soul-searching and reading inspirational writings that I realized that we could love without getting hurt. Only recently did I understand what unconditional love is all about. Love is one of the most powerful forces in the universe. It is the fire that burns inside, the essence of being. Love is the source of all our comfort and contentment. It is a precious gift that defines our purpose in life. If we keep in mind that we can indeed preserve its true meaning, we can love to the fullest and be happy the rest of our lives. Accept that other people express love differently.

How do you express love? She says, I love you three times a day, kiss and embrace as often as she can, she never forgets anniversaries, she always makes his favorite dishes. How does he express his love? He rarely says I love you, he seldom kisses her, he forgets her birthday, and he doesn't know how to cook. But he worked overtime, walks the dog, takes out the garbage, takes her to movies, and calls her honey. He probably loves her more than you can imagine, he just shows it differently; if you can accept that then you will have a healthier perspective of your relationship. Derive happiness from giving love. When you love, do it because you want to. There is an indescribable joy in loving. Just give it. And cherish satisfaction in having given someone something of yourself. It's like giving a gift. Whether it is appreciated or not, find joy in simply giving. Love without expecting anything in return.

This is where pain comes in...When you demand something in return for the love you give. You are setting yourself up for disappointment because love cannot always be reciprocal.

Love between two people can never be of the same intensity at the same time and place.

No matter how much your partner loves you, she will never be able to fill all your needs all the time. And you will be in the worst situation if you believe you should love only when you are sure to receive equal love in return. You will be waiting in misery forever. Love now. The past is gone and the future is just a dream. All of yesterdays aches and pains, as well as the loves and laughter, are mere memories. Let them go. Fantasies and worries are for a future that may never come. Don't dwell on them. Give now. Give love now. Do it now and enjoy it now. That is the secret of genuine contentment. Throw away those destructive habits. When you insist upon yourself what you always have to be in control, that you always have to be right, that others must always please you, you put yourself in a very tight spot.

Loving relationships are flexible, dynamic, and evolving. Leave room for change and interaction. Allow for new behavior and learning experiences. When we welcome these into our lives, we open ourselves to sharing more love and affection and less frustration and pain. Yes, you will say that unconditional love is easier said than done. I agree. Especially when we have always believed that love is give and take. But try believing that love is simply giving. And you will be surprised that a lot of it, even more, actually comes back to you. We can give without loving but we cant express love without giving.

In life, love is never planned nor does it happen for a reason. But when the love is real, it becomes your plan for life and your reason for living.

You can't make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved; the rest is up to the person to realize your worth.

It's better to lose your pride to the one you love, than to lose the one you love because of pride.

We spend too much time looking for the right person to love or finding fault with those we already love, when instead we should be perfecting the love we give.

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Pesan Omar

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Omar Al Khattab r.a pada suatu ketika menghantar tentera-tentera Islam untuk berjuang dan beliau telah memberikan satu peringatan kepada tentera-tentera Islam ketikaitu dan beliau berkata ...

Sebenarnya perkara yg lebih aku bimbang kepadamu bukan sangat musuh-musuh mu, musuh-musuh mu sehebat mana mereka sekalipun aku kurang bimbang tentang mereka. Mereka boleh datang dengan pedang, tombak dan perbagai senjata dan kelengkapan yg lain. Aku tak bimbang, yang aku bimbang sekali ialah tentang kamu sebab jika kamu lupa kepada Allah, kamu tidak bertakwa, kamu bergelumang dengan maksiat, kamu pasti akan kalah. Musuh kamu memang menentang kamu, menentang Islam, memang dikutuk oleh Allah tetapi andaikata kamu juga terjebak dengan perbuatan yang Allah benci, maka Allah juga tidak akan merestui kamu dan kamu pasti akan kalah.

berak butang

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Noorasmawati Salleh [nooras@telekom.com.my]

Hahahhahahahahah

nak gelak besar la nih.. ulallala..
siap leh pk nak simpan stools wat kenangan tuh.. ahahahahahhaha

yey!.. afiq berjaya menjadikan acik-acik raudhah nih, terpk akan kewujudan ‘cacing butang wane gold’.. hik hik..

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From: scarlet starlet [mailto:calx_88@yahoo.com]

laaa tertelan butang betul ker? hhehe semah kalau tahu yati pon blur cam wanie sure gelakkan yati nih hehe...igt kan mmg ade cacing butang....patutla pelik bila baca ayat hani yg last tuh --> simpan butang wat kenangan? tu yg pelik takkan bley simpan stool kots hishh blur nyer yatiiiiiii nih!!!

tapi yati senyap jela malas nak tanyer...hehe malunyer saye!

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From: Cik Puan Julieyana [mailto:myjulieyana@yahoo.com]

hehe.. klaka plak si wenie tanye butang tu kategori cacing ke tak? boleh bayang muka wanie terpinga2 dapat tahu ada cacing jenis butang.. hehe.. sowie wanie lame tak kacau awak ;)

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From: Noorasmawati Salleh [mailto:nooras@telekom.com.my]

Afiq telan butang baju la.. hoho..
ubat cacing tuh, memakse budak kecik tuh berak.. tuh yang kuar sume bende yang ada kat usus die.. termasuklah butang yang ditelan nye itu.. ohohoho
adalah tidak ia dikategorikan sebagai keluarga si cacing kerawit.. hehhe

p/s: sebuk plak jadik tukang jawab.. heheh

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From: Omrainee Omar [mailto:omrainee@telekom.com.my]

hhahaaa ! camne butang tu hani? kaler gold ek ? eh butang tu kategori family cacing gak ke ?

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From: hani ariff [mailto:hani2903@yahoo.co.uk]
Sent: Tuesday, March 15, 2005 8:11 PM
To: raudhah30@yahoogroups.com
Subject: RE: [raudhah30] rindu semua.. =)

hm.. ckp pasal stool & sembelit ni, teringat plak kat afiq kene cirit-birit ari tu... 2 bulan lepas teruk sgt, dkt 8 kali satu hari..dkt 3 -4 hari jugak la.. risau, bawak jumpe Dr, Dr bagi ubat cacing.... kot kot la.. budak2 ni kan suke pungut macam2 masuk mulut...

Dan-dan makan ubat cacing tu, esok malam, die berak butang... lepas tu terus ok berak die.. back to normal sekali sehari, terkejut jugak tgk berak kuwar butang.. memang butang tu cantik, wane gold2, besar, butang blause (bukan baju kemeja tu)..

Kitorang simpan butang tu untuk peringatan di hari tua.. hihih

ps: sori, email ni tade kene mengena dgn tips susu untuk bayi..