Friday, July 15, 2005

Lovely Friday

I don't care. I will not even care ... *scream slowly* By thinking of those people challenging attitudes *everyone is unique* (repeat*). It will just destroy my mind, heart, thoughts and it will trail down to my very own actions which will cause such regretful deeds ... or worst, it will affect my physical being.

I will not bother to think those. *stop thinking* (repeat*). I will be focusing more on enriching the knowledge, skills and hidden talents inside which yet to be discovered. That will be my focus. Ultimately it will.

Good news for today. I have new role model. Our new General Manager. Yey !

Friday 15th July 2005.
During the Workshop @ 15th Floor (South)

Similar 15 number ?

Monday, July 11, 2005

Miss You

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i miss my bestfriends ... dear Cutie, Huda, Safurah, Semah, Ijah, Iezatie, Gna, Mirella, Jing, Monet, Ate Vicki, Jheng, Meiyi, Angie, Shobe, Teesa, Tin ...

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Upcoming August


I feel like, emmm it's better for me to update the blog in advance. You will never know if the silly, crappy and lazy serious illnesses inside starting to attack me back. Like Attack of the Clones. (awww) It's kind of silence diseases.

So, what's up next in the middle/end of July as well as in August, i think most of the things will be related to the below pix.

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To my wonderful and faithful friend Intan Fidza, the hearts start beating faster. We are going to have so much fun dahling ! That's for sure.

Btw dear, thanks for the nice black shawl and flowery dress, fresh from Bangkok.

We Belong Together

Here, i dedicate the song and the lyric to my dear Azmah. Months together seems like one night stand. Not even a day passes by that i do not think about how great is the feeling to have such a wonderful friend like you. To let you know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers.

Enjoy the video clip (errr ... 18SG / Parental Guidance needed) of the latest song of Mariah Carey from her latest album The Emancipation of Mimi.

Beautiful lyric ...

We Belong Together

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I did nothingI was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself

Cuz' I didn't know you
Cuz' I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt..
The feeling that I'm feeling now
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or even touch or even kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
What I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side

We belong together
When you leftI
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please come back
We belong together

Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
Baby nobody better
We belong together

I can't sleep at night

When you're all on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface

I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby

When you leftI lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together

Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody else
We belong together

Don't forget Mah the Thalia with You Know He Never Loved You 'Anyway' :D ha ha ! Gosh what a war between two divas !

May, June and July

Assalamualaikum. AlhamduLillah. *inhale ... exhale*
Syukur ke hadrat Ilahi kerana masih lagi diizinkan untuk bernafas di bumi-Mu ini.

The last update was on 25th April 2005. So, where i had been around ? Missing ? Invisible ? or simply totally lazy ? Errr ... take the last one. Told you, i was/always a crap. Psssttt, i was just staring *blank* to the not-really-new-anymore laptop.

Without further wasting precious time, wahhh sounds so busy. Let me update what i have had been doing for last two months. I repeat - last two months. Try to read from bottom and up. Well, the option is definitely yours if you wish to read the other way around. Haaa ... gasak.


So this is where i am now. Moved to new floor, new desk, slightly new environment but with previous bos. Challenging yet enjoyable. Let's see if i can catch everything within weeks. So far, everyday since 1st July is breathless.

I miss everything. Miss my previous desk, amazing Azmah, noisy/mother-in-law of Kak Eliya, crazy Zaha, quiet and wondering around of En Ju, En Din, best entrepreneur of Kak Hawa and other small single things which seem so big to me now. C'est La Vie.

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My previous favourite place. You don't have to click. It's not a video. It was screen captured from the video (hihi). Taken on 5th of November 2004. Pretty messy. As always.


Nothing much in June. It was kind of boring and cold month in the office. Knowing that there would be internal re-structuring and i heard rumours that i would be no longer taking care of current job. Well, rumours could turn to be real sometimes. So, next thing will be in July report.

Ow yeah. We watched the hot movie Mr & Mrs Smith on ... couldn't remember the date. We (together with Hafiz) were totally blew away in Amcorp Mall. Free seating eh then we moved to the front seats. Actually, me and Mah wanted to check if Mrs Smith got pores or frackles. She was amazingly seductive, gorgeous, stunning beauty and adventurous.

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A married couple (Pitt and Jolie) are getting bored with their quiet domestic life. What they don't know, however, is that they're both assassins, secretly hopping the world and killing for hire. But their separate lives are about to collide when each finds out their next target is their own spouse.

Genres: Action/Adventure, Romance and Thriller
Running Time: 1 hr. 55 min.
Release Date: June 10th, 2005 (wide).
MPAA Rating: PG-13 for sequences of violence, intense action, sexual content and brief strong language.
Distributor: Twentieth Century Fox

At the end of the day, we were Whoa! Nelly and extended the sympathy to Jen. We (me and Mah) plan to watch War of the Worlds (Tom Cruise and Dakota Fanning). Btw, since we can't get over Tom Cruise & Katie Holmes yet, so the plan remains as cliff-hanger. Oppsss wait. Sudden nausea and dizziness.



This was the toughest moment in the entire saga. Okay, not so long ago in a galaxy not so far far away from Jalan Pantai Baharu, errr ... GSC Mid Valley to be exact, the Darth Vader fever was back with Star Wars Episode III Revenge of the Sith. Hitting the people regardless ages, all the fans all over the world and also our house. I was busy occupying my each and every single moment updating myself with ~ Star Wars Episode I, II, IV, V and VI. Read all the latest updates, and was staying sleepless night in Kerinchi when the time came for the screening. I bought the ticket online one week advance (i pasted the ticket in my notebook), went to Mid Valley on that peaceful Saturday 21st May. The official screening was on May 19th. Do not dare to ask what was exactly the feeling during the show or after. Totally beyond words !

Thought of the fever getting better after the first show ? Have you heard the ' obsession' word? Okay, now i do realize the truly meaning of it. I fell in love with Anakin Skywalker/Darth Vader and Queen-turned-Senator Padme Amidala galactic love. The forbidden love of them turned the entire galaxy to ever legendary stories. Actually, i was mesmerized and amazingly fascinated by the handsome Hayden Christensen whom successfully potrayed the Anakin character, along with beautiful, Harvad degree and talented Natalie Portman. They have had the special friendship during the shootings and Hayden was heard saying that " I really care about her. I do" in most interviews. While, Natalie on the other hand praised Hayden "wonderful actor, nice person and they have great chemistry".

Here i share few pics from few sources such as, as well as .

Tell me that it is the LOVE there. Please.

Behind The Scene - SW Ep II Attack of the Clones (May 2002)

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SW Ep II Attack of the Clones (May 2002)

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Wallpaper (resized) Ep III Revenge of the Sith (May 2005)

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Teen People Cover Mag - June 2005 (i love this pix)

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Now, you got the idea what was happened to me in last May. Absolute crap.