Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Friendship

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Friendship

Oh, the comfort
The inexpressible comfort
of feeling safe with a person
Having neither to weigh thoughts, nor measure words
But pouring them all right out
just as they are
Chaff and grain together
Certain that a faithful hand
will take and sift them
Keep what is worth keeping
And with a breath of kindness
Blow the rest away.


~ Words by Dinah Maria Mulock Craik
~ Calligraphy by Cari Ferraro 1995


... dedicated to my dear friends wherever they are. whom have been my eyes, ears and heart. whom willing to sacrifice everything for me just to bring back the smile i've forgotten. whom always in my mind and thoughts. all of you will forever be my rainbow which i often miss to look at, melody of laughters which i would love to listen to and cuddly enough to hug for comfort i've craved for.

thankfulness beyond words...

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

The Time of Our Lives

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VOICE FROM THE FIFA WORLD CUP GERMANY 2006

Il Divo Duet with Toni Braxton ~ The Time of Our Lives
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We'll go all the way

And it feels like we're having
The time of our lives
We'll find the glory and the pain
For all that we are, for all that we are

Hoy es el día
Es la ocasión de triunfar
Para hacer realidad el destino que soñábamos conseguir
Una vida de lucha nos trajo hasta aquí
Y llegaré hasta el final (Heaven knows...)

’Cause it feels like we’re having the time of our lives
Juntos, unidos, triunfará nuestro deseo de ser el mejor
’Cause it feels like we’re having the time of our lives
toca la gloria junto a mí,
La hora llegó de la verdad
El momento llegó
Y ya nunca jamás lo podré olvidar...

'Cause it feels like we’re having ('cause it feels...like we're having...)
The time of our lives
Toca la gloria, junto a tí,
la hora llego, la hora llego
’Cause it feels like we’re having ('cause it feels...like we're having...)
The time of our lives
For the time of our lives...
Oh...

Sunday, June 11, 2006

my boo

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assalamualaikum...

salam sejahtera buat semua. moga sentiasa dlm limpah rahmat + keberkatan-NYA, insya-ALLAH.

buat kalian yg sentiasa dlm ingatan, sepi bukan bermakna tiada kenangan utk dikongsi dihebahkan. kerap berlaku adalah sepi krn tiada kata yg seindah dan sebaik utk meluahkan.

+ i-Rates/Reseller Project suspended +

as expected, our above mentioned project being suspended by MCMC effective by 1st June 2006. memula tu rasa sedey + frust + terkilan etc. setelah bergelumang dan bersuka-duka selama lebih kurang 6 bulan, apabila mendapat berita penamatan serta-merta ni, terkesan jugak la.

walaubagaimanapun, things happen for reasons... ALLAH Maha Mengetahui. hikmahnya unit kami dapat la bernafas seketika, memperbetulkan mana yg terlanjur terpesong, menganalisa serta memperkemaskan langkah seterusnya. insya-ALLAH, next ball game/round is expected to roll out in next July or August. Thus, sekarang ni boley lah meluangkan masa utk study and prepare for take home exam + project and also next class. alhamduLillah.

+ little sweet moments +

dalam kesibukan kejar deadlines, dikejar atau terkejar-kejar, still ada some sweet little moments to smile at ...

~ lepak-lepak petang with Shelley sayang & Hajar babe sambil enjoy teh tarik/teh o ais dgn meggi sup/goreng atau cucur udang and yg latest - goreng pisang ngan pencecah. best woooo bila dapat bergossip ni and usha! haha you all memang best !

~ bila dapat berita suspension tu, terpikir apakah perkara yg boleh menenangkan hati yg tak best ni? okay, pi beli ikan kt mid valley ! settt ! Mah dearie temankn and pilih semuanya. thanks nyang ! ikan guppy (ikan laga) kaler merah berbelang biru kat ekor, diberi nama boo boo. my boo is currently being mommy's best companion.

~ in last april, bila AGM assigned to handle complaints for this project, time tu terpikir ... hai sapalah rajin nak jaga complaints ni? kena pekak kan telinga nak dgr sumpah seranah ni adoihhhh ... since jaga complaints, kena maki hamun + luahan perasaan drpd yg tidak berpuas hati + stay back up to 10pm tu jadi kebiasaan.

bukankah setiap kesusahan tu ada kemudahan ? since april juga, ada yg ikhlas menolong ... terima kasih seikhlas hati :) hanya ALLAH TAALA shj yg mampu membalas jasa baiknya. time org lain pun tak berapa sudi nak bantu (normal nya tolong sedikit boleh la kan, kerja sendiri pun tak terbuat ... tapi yg di atas normal ?) masih ada yg ikhlas melayan dan menghulurkan bantuan. though orang sekeliling mula mempertikaikan dan mempersenda 'kerajinan' dan 'muka tembok ni' serta mata-mata yg 'jeling menjeling' ... susah utk dilafazkan tetapi sekali lagi terima kasih, besar maknanya :)

~ dapat geng partners yg semuanya understanding + kelakar + kuat mengusik and rajik membelanja kami-kami yg garang ni makan. korang memang best !

~ family day kat Port Disckson on last 3rd & 4th June. oh memang best + enjoy ! 3 family abang + 2 family cousin + family mak usu pak usu dapat hadir. apa lagi, bila dah berkumpul, mulal sessi makan sepanjang masa sampai kembung ... termasuk sessi durian, barbecue, nasi lemak, nasi kerabu, sessi My Team dikalahkan oleh team Liverpool haha juga sessi birthday kak teh and shahmi si chan. best best !

~ tukar henpon baru. hehe. rasmi lah NOKIA 6280 menjadi another darlingof mine. color tetap black color. org kate, sapa yg suke black color ni agak secretive. ye ke?


+ difference between love & like +

cINTA: The Difference Between Love and Like
Kiriman: n.asmah pada Okt 21, 2002 - 02:26 AM

In front of the person you love,your heart beats faster
But in front of the person you like,you get happy.

In front of the person you love,winter seems like spring
But in front of the person you like,winter is just beautiful winter...

If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you blush
But if you look into the eyes of the one you like,you smile.

In front of the person you love,you can't say everything on your mind
But in front of the person you like,you can.

In front of the person you love,you tend to get shy
But in front of the person you like,you can show your own self.

You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you love
But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you like.

When the one you love is crying,you cry with them
But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.

The feeling of love starts from the eye
But the feeling of like starts from the ear.

~ teringat pulak lagu Glen - Januari dan Fazley - Bila April. apa kaitan bulan-bulan dan siapa yg disukai dan siapa yg disayangi ?

... biarlah rahsia ...

wassalam.

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Bali 2006

assalamualaikum.

+ Bali Day 1. 24th April 2006 +

okay, just mukadimah sebelum ke Bali, 2nd final exam on Saturday 22nd and class on Sunday 23rd, and 3rd final exam actual date was after Bali trip, tapi Prof yg baik hati telah brought forward and kami hanya perlu jawab two study cases ... alhamduLillah yey! boleh la ke Bali dgn fikiran yg sungguh lapang shallalallaaaa!

oh my, flight on early Monday 24th, wahhh time bile nak packing and nak carik battery energizer, food bla bla ... big big and big thanks to my wonderful companion Intand Fidza :) mekacih banyak darling krn sentiasa menolong dan memahami si kelam kabut ni hehe

+ flight +

flight at 9.50am. so many tourists bersama kami and ya Allah sejuknya dlm flight tu. rasa menggigil time makan and we even hugged each other utk kurangkan sedikit tahap pembekuan yg berlaku. flight to Bali was around 2 hours and 40 minutes. sewaktu aircraft terbang rendah utk mencecah landasan kira-kira pukul 2.00pm, pemandangan sekitar airport sudah menawan hati. pantai bersih + ombak + pokok kelapak+ bangunan yg rendah-rendah cute miut wahhh !

+ kami yg kebekuan tapi posing tetap posing +
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nah! Selamat Datang ke Lapangan Terbang Ngurah Rai, Bali. alahaiii belum keluar bangunan airport lagi tapi taman-taman kecil + patung keagamaan + air-air pancut dan ikan-ikan kap yg menjadi hiasan dalam airport tu pun sudah menggamit pandangan. sungguh harmoni dan menyamankan.

okay, selesai urusan imigresen, kami segera keluar utk mencari pak supir. orangnya rendah, kecil dan baik hati, panggilnya Su shj. bersama driver, kami dibawa menaiki van ke hotel di Kuta. melalui lorong-lorong kecil di kiri kanan rumah penduduk Bali. kemas + teratur dan lamannya tersusun hias. Kuta antara bandar yg terkenal di Bali dan ketika bom kedua berlaku di salah sebuah restoran di sini, lokasinya hanya selang 10 minit jalan kaki dari hotel kami. letupan bom pertama di Legian, dua bar terlibat dlm letupan yg mengorbankan 88 pelacong, kebanyakannya adalah warga Australia. juga tidak jauh dari hotel.

pulau Bali ini kecil comel je tanahnya, lebar nya 150km maka jalan raya nya di bina besar sedikit saiz kereta biasa dan kebanyakannya adalah sehala. pelancong barat lebih suka menyewa sepeda dan memecut laju di jalanan. ewahhhh! Su kata bagi aussie, pulau kecil ini adalah rumah kedua mereka.

Su akan mengambil kami dlm pukul 4 ptg, maka selesai urusan check in di Mercure Hotel, Kuta, mula la kaki-kaki ini merayap-rayap. sebenarnya, kami amat bersyukur krn lokasi hotel sangat strategik. dekat dgn supermarket (yg kami pergi 2-3 kali) serta outlets spt Roxy, Billabong, Quicksilver, Polo etc selain sebelah dgn Hard Rock Hotel Bali yg amat lah famous dan cantik, pemandangan mengadap laut tapi kami tak berani ke sana krn matahari terik membahang, dan dekat dengan kedai-kedai yg menjual pelbagai barangan tempatan spt kraftangan, souveniers, dll.

+ hadapan Hard Rock Hotel Starbucks +
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+ Kuta Square +
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+ 4th floor Mercure Hotel +
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+ Uluwatu Temple +
Lokasi pertama mengikut itinerary. SubhanAllah, tempat ni indah nya tak terucap dgn kata-kata. Since 90% penduduk Bali adalah beragama Hindu, begitu banyak pura (temple) yg boleh dilawati (tapi pelawat tidak dibenarkan masuk ke kawasan beribadat). Uluwatu adalah salah satu pura ..."dipanggil pura, bukan pura-pura ye" pesan Su. monyet-monyet di sini cute + kelakar juga. cuma kami ni agak cuak dgn camera dan sunglasses. pura ini berada di hujung laut, di atas tebing laut berbatu yg curam, mengadap Indian Ocean yg luas terbentang, pemandangan saujana mata memandang dan barangkali kalau berenang, kami akan sampai ke Darwin, Australia.

+ Su ni memang pandai snap photo. siap ada pokok depan kami. pokok tu berduri +
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+ macam kt australia kan +
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+ penyu pata +
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+ Su usik kami ada monyet kat belakang +
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+ biar pun muke berminyak, masih posing lagi +
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+ Jimbaran +

"Dinner nya di Jimbaran, mengadap laut ye". Masa time Su beritahu kami tak terfikir yg dinner ni one of the surprise. Memang betul mengadap laut + makan makanan laut + sambil tengok sunset.Wowww what a surprise! Di Jimbaran yg terkenal dengan restoran-restoran tepi laut memanjang sehingga 8 km, pilih saja yg mana berkenan di hati dan nikmati sea food seenaknya.

+ bunga kemboja adalah kemestian +
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+ posing sat sebelum makan. "rileks rileks" pesan Su +
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+ sunset di Jimbaran. cantekkan +
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okay, end of day one. bersambung...
tata.wassalam.

Sunday, April 02, 2006

bunch of stories and memories

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assalamualaikum.

bertemu kembali. apa habaq my beloved friends? mama semah, mama yetie, mama safurah,thank you for the comments. though masih lagi tidak berkesempatan utk singgah and say hi! kt korang nya blogs, i hold each and everyone of you close in my heart. friends are priceless.

+ test & tutorial +

baru balik dr kelas pagi ahad and ada test pagi tadi. subject - Management Information Systems(MIS). Okay ke ? hehhe tolong tanya bagi pihak korang. okay la. open book test + 5 questions.one of the question, jawabannya drpd tutorial yg telah diprint + baca + tak ingat points. so bagi contoh je. maka, apakah lesson from this situation?

hormatilah guru anda. simple jek.
Prof ni is undeniably knowledgeable. btw, masa kelas first/second tu maybe sbb dia cakap quite slow, and ditambah pulak ngan tahap kepekakan telinga ni (headphone asyik melekap kt telinga, mana tak semakin pekak), mana nak dengar sangat lectures yg Prof bagi. pastu time online tutorial selama 3 jam, hanya jadi pembaca yg setia sbb time tu saket + sengal badan. tak responsive sgt even though classmates semuanya energetic and highly interact ngan Prof. the lesson yg Allah Taala nak bgtau is - hormatilah guru anda. syukur diberi kesedaran sebelum terlambat. alhamduLillah.

Prof, sekarang saya dah belajar apa teladan nya, maaf kan saya. saya sayang + hormat + ingin belajar anything yg possible to be learnt from Prof. tips + lectures yg Prof bagi,semuanya akan saya ikut. yakin lah yg saya amat menghormati orang yg telah memberi ilmu kpd saya.

again, maaf kan saya.

+ redang & air +

mama semah & mama yetie teringin nak float ek? hai hati ni pon dah lama kempunan nak bersnokerling. seronok nya terapung + kasik ikan makan kt tangan sampai luka-luka, kagum tengok coral yg tak terkata lawanya ciptaan Tuhan. ingat tak kite terjun dr bot masa kt redang tu? pastu main pool, congkak, daun tirup etc. and then igt tak kite main cap cali cap cap cap (hahah ! tak ingat sgt sebutan betul nya) wowww !

~ Pulau Redang 2003

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snorkeling + island hopping should be such an annual event kan. even bila decide nak pi travel pon, mesti make sure yg anything related with water.

~ Sydney 2005

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Sydney harbour ni cantek dalam gambar secantek rupa. subhanAllah, canteknya laut, birunya langit, nyamannya udara segala-galanya beyond words.

another thing, so far the main factor for destination selection would be the geographical factor. tak kisah la gunung berapi ke, gunung ke, laut ke, anything yg takde kt mesia and unique. impian dgn fidza is nak complete kan list melawat 7 wonders of the world. inclusive pyramid Giza,Great Wall of China, Stonehenge, Taj Mahal etc.

~ Lake Toba, Sumatera Utara 2001 (takde gambo.cuma gambo internet)

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korang percaya tak, lake toba tu size nya sebesar singapore? panjangnya 100km and diameternya adalah 30km. ada pulau samosir kt tengah-tengah tasik yg diduduki oleh kaum batak. actually kaum batak ni tak makan orang camtu jek. hehe in case if you all have heard of org batak makan orang :D dolu-dolunya cerite - org batak ni bila marah/benci/gaduh ngan orang, then akan dibunuh orang tersebut and then diorang makan dagingnya. seriau gak time pi pulau samosir tu. jangan le korang bencikan pelancong plak. kang kang ...

one thing kan, since tasik toba or also known as danau toba ni adalah permukaan or kawah or mulut (?!) gunung berapi yg meletus ratus ribu tahun dulu, maka bayangkan lah betapa kuatnya letusan gunung berapi tu and berapa ramai kematian yg berlaku. jauh lagi hebat dr tsunami yg melanda Banda Acheh on 26th December 2004. btw tanahnya extremely subur biarpun hitam legam kalernya. campak apa pun musti tumbuh subur. setiap kejadian Tuhan ada hikmahnya kan ...rasa sgt lah healthy time travel tu and nasi sumatera/padang memang ada kelas.

~ Tagaytay, Manila 2004/2005

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punya lah minat geografi sampai dua kali pergi lawat tagaytay ni. about one hour journey frm Metro Manila. takjub dgn ciptaan Tuhan. korang percaya tak ada perkampungan nelayan dekat tasik gunung berapi ni -Taal Lake ? my darling cutie said, it's one of the active volcanoes and bila air tasiknya panas, maka penduduk atas tasik ni akan berpindah ke darat. weheeeee! cuaknya. spt biasa cam Lake Toba gaks, cuacanya sejuk + nyaman + ada sedikit bau tengik sbb sulfur banyak kt area volcano + various vegetables and fruits.

cerita pasal gunung berapi kt Bali, nanti balik kang cerita ek

+ sweet +
best kan bila something unexpected and sweet things happened. it really made our day.

dek suke berkebun tapi macam lah ada masa sgt nak jaga nya kan, maka adalah bela barang dua pokok kt atas meja kt opis tu. satu yg dah besar (senang tak yah tunggu nak besar hihi) and kasik tanah + baja dlm pot kaler kuning yg cute beli kt carrefour mid valley. another one is water based pokok kecik yg ambik dr kakak admin kat opis, kesian tengok takde orang bela sampai kekeringan dahaga air.

biase lah kan. semangat ayam ni memulanya hangat la time awal-awal tu. skang ni bile dah busy tahap dewa ni mane lah ada masa nak membelai pokok-pokok belaan tu. then, last friday (baru nak masuk point hehe) tetiba pokok water based tu penuh air dlm bekas nya. aikk sapa yg murah hati ni ? ropanya jiran belakang, this chinese lady aka officemate yg siramkan. that is so sweet of her :) thanks Kim.

skang ni asyik curik masa utk baca novel and magazines. among the favourite authors are Sidney Sheldon, Judith McNaught and Saharil Hasrin Sanin. last month ada beli new novel from Sidney Sheldon with Huda. thanks for the ride and wonderful moments together :) looking forward for another one. this novel entitled "Are You Afraid of the Dark?" aikkk cam sesuaiii jek bagi orang yg takot gelap tu :D

then dok sembang ngan Liana (roommate) pasal suke sgt baca Sidney Sheldon novels. the most favourite one is "Nothing Lasts Forever". kisah tiga doktor pompuan. great stories and rich narrations. dulu baca pinjam dgn kawan jek. teringin nak beli as collection tpi tatau lah bila nak pergi mid valley ... bla ... bla ngan Liana satu malam sambil baring atas katil konon nak baca novel baru beli tapi selalunya end up ngan buku yg baca tuannya.

this afternoon, si roommate ni tanya - tak pergi book fair kat PWTC ke? ari ni last if nak beli buku sekolah.aisehhh teringin nak pergi tapi family nak mai picnic kat swimming pool kat fajaria ni. then taddaaa ... she cameto me with hard cover novel written on it "Nothing Lasts Forever" and sheepishly said "for you. birthday gift.sorry for the late present btw kite tau awak suke. kite pi carik kt book fair and this is the last book left.memang laku la buku dia". guess the feelings inside? flying without wings + speechless.
thank you Liana.you really made my day.

+ letting go +

"some of us think that holding on make us strong but sometimes it is letting go".

honestly, truthfully, perasaan meredhai dgn perkara yg bukan milik kita itu sangat indah. menenangkan jiwa dan mendekatkan diri dgn-Nya. bukankan cinta itu takdir? takdir atau jodoh itu adalah cinta sejati. setiap ketentuan-Nya adalah yg terbaik bagi kita.

"we only see the present but God has been to our future" thanks Meiyi.

di sini dan korang semua jadi saksi, diri ini sudah lama meredhai + mendoakan yg terbaik bagi cinta yg bukan ditakdirkan utk bersemi dan juga cinta yg singgah, menyapa penuh harapan, tapi mungkin bukan yg telah tersurat. yakin dgn perjalanan qadha & qadar Allah Taala yg Maha Mengetahui lagi Maha Penyayang bahkan amat yakin dgn perjalanan takdir yg terlalu indah lagi penuh makna tersirat yg perlu dilihat dgn mata hati.

maka, andainya sudah ditakdirkan ketetapan jodoh itu, bila sampai masanya, maka segala-galanya akan menjadi mudah. betul tak semah? perjalanan nya dipermudahkan + diiringi restu ibu bapa + dimurahkan rezeki.

justeru, jaga diri dan hiasi peribadi. teruskan berusaha + doa + bertawakal.
bukankan jodoh itu adalah cinta sejati?

tata.wassalam.

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

student

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firstly, thanks Mama Semah for the reminder ;) hihi wowww lamanya tak berblogging ... since dah jadik murid sekolah balik sejak Feb lepas, maka tetiba jek normal routine has had turned upside down. rindu sebenarnya nak gebang + rileks + berangan cam slalu hehe

meh cite pasal kerja dulu ... okie skang ada project baru, officially launched on 1st January 2006. hengatkan bile dah masuk March ni, boleh lah bernapas sket, btw rasanya still lagi balik keje around 9.oomlm and sampai 11.00mlm pon ada, almost everyday and sabtu/ahad pon jengah opis lagi, addoihhh ! moga-moga Allah bagi kekuatan + kesabaran + kesihatan. harapnya the hype will slowly steady and workload tu okay. harap harap ...

okay next pasal sekolah plak. org kate mule la blaja sket-sket. amik course baru and tak related ngan degree dulu, maka kenalah usaha berlipat ganda drpd orang lain. huhu. actually seronok gak sbb dapat new exposure + experience and kengkawan baru. ada sorang kakak classmate mai kelas dgn lebam biji mata sbb tak tido malam dek krn anak demam. tapi still manage utk mai kelas! wahhh kagom kagom. so, si bujeng ni tak boleh lah nak malas malasan lagi kan kan!

camne ye tips nak balance kan kerja yg tahap critical + belaja ni? org kate there is no short cut to success. semuanya kena melalui the same process and challenges. okay la, since dah buat pilihan, insya-Allah akan cuba yg terbaik. doakan ye kengkawan :)

cuma yg tak berapa best sejak due menjak ni ...
+ selera makan makin kurang
+ stress and depress
+ sleepless nites because teringat kerja yg tak siap and deadlines
+ sleepless nites sbb risau exam hehe
+ time nak baca buku - badan dah letih + mata dah kuyu
+ masa utk ber midvalleying stop sat
+ curik masa utk ber tutorial time lunch hour
+ forgetful
+ hilang interest towards favourite thingy

one thing kan, rezeki sekarang ni alhamduLillah. Syukur kpd Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani. ada pertolongan dan bantuan di mana-mana. sentiasa ada yg sudi membantu dan memahami. bahkan dari yg tak disangka-sangka. AlhamduLillah. moga-moga Allah Taala membalas jasa kalian semua :)

last but not least, setelah berpenat lelah, maka kenalah rehatkan otak + badan kan kan. Insya-Allah akan ke Bali on 24th April nanti bersama dearest Intan Fidza. Get ready with the extra luggage darling!

Tata. Wassalam.

Monday, March 06, 2006

letting go

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some of us think that holding on make us strong but sometimes it is letting go.


Eh! Feb 2006 ~ Wirda Adnan.


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Friday, January 27, 2006

it does make you feel good

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From: Harvindar Singh [mailto:harvindar@gmail.com]
Sent: Friday, January 27, 2006 10:05 AM
Subject: Natural highs........

Think about them one at a time BEFORE going on to the next one....
IT DOES MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD, especially the thought at the end.

1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
4. No lines at the supermarket
5. A special glance.
6 Getting mail
7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Chocolate milkshake. (or vanilla or strawberry!)
12. A bubble bath.
13. Giggling.
14. A good conversation.
15. The beach
16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter.
17. Laughing at yourself.
18. Holding a newborn baby.
19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
20. Running through sprinklers.
21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
23. Laughing at an inside joke.
24. Friends.
25. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
26. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
27. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).
28. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
29. Playing with a new puppy.
30. Having someone play with your hair.
31. Sweet dreams. !
32. Hot chocolate.
33. Road trips with friends.
34. Swinging on swings.
35. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
36. Making chocolate chip cookies.
37. Having your friends send you homemade cookies.
38. Holding hands with someone you care about.
39. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change.
40. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.
41. Watching the sunrise.
42. Getting out of bed every morning andbeing grateful for another beautiful day.
43. Knowing that somebody misses you.
44. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply.
45. Knowing you've done the right thing,no matter what other people think.

Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.

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Monday, January 16, 2006

Mama

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askum & salam sejahtera ... hemmm Mama... skang ni sejak due tige menjak ni ... ntah la *sigh* agaknya semakin 'mude' ni, asyik dok teringat kan Ummi kt kampung jek. *sob sob* hemmm sehat kah dia? cukup ke makan? masih ligat lagi beraktiviti ? selalunya Ummi ni akan drive kete pi jemput kroni-kroni dia pi masjid, kelas baca Yassin setiap Jumaat, ceramah agama or just lawat kengkawan dia area KB tu.

Ummi kesayangan ni memang tak boleh dok diam. bangun awai bfore Subuh sbb dia pi solat kat masjid. pastu tengok berita pkul 7. then rest sat pastu bersiap pi kelas baca Yasin ke ... melawat org sakit/meninggal/bersalin then smpai tghari. pastu musti tgok berita kol 12pm or 1pm. pastu pi dia akan rehat lepas zuhur smpai bfore asar. lepas asar sibuk pi kebun kat umah. atau menyapu area rumah atau brkebun kunyit. pastu lepas isyak musti tgok berita or drama melayu hehe

i guess she is the person that inspires me the most. i will do everything just to see her precious smile. and few things that remind me about her ...

~ sbg ibu tunggal, dia sgt cekal + tabah + sabar membesarkan 7 org anak. sanggup berhenti belajar semata-mata utk bekerja dgn sijil LCE (skang PMR) utk cari rezeki utk anak-anak.

~ sbg cikgu, education is the main thing. dulu kami adik beradik selalu kena rotan sbb tulisan macam cakar ayam, main tak kira siang malam, gaduh adik-beradik, malas belajar, degil + malas tolong buat keje umah and memacam lagi lah. maklumlah adik beradik ramai pastu umur tak byk beza. maka kejenya bercakaran sepanjang masa.

~ ummi nya pantang larang antaranya makan meggi and main bunga api. dia asyik bilang main bunge api tu bakar duit. masa kecik mane nak paham napelah bakar duit? bukannya pi cucuh duit tu ngan api kan kan ! tpi skang ummi lebih lembut ngan cucu-cucunya. bebudak ni bebas nak main byk mana sampai tgh malam. wahhhh !

~ haaa since dulu ummi ni cikgu disiplin, so selalu la rasa yg ummi ni jadik cikgu disiplin kat umah gak. semuanya musti ada time-table, ikut peraturan and kena denda. time tu rasa cam naper lah mak aku ni cikgu huhuu

~ ummi ni suka menulis. dia ada diary setiap tahun dan everyday dia catit apa yg dia buat. ari tu adalah curik baca diary dia. siap ada calculation skali bile time anak bagi duit, brapa dia belanja, anak yg mana balik kg, pi melawat umah sapa etc

~ lately ni hobi dia jenjalan coti-coti mesia. pantang owang ajak sket sure dia nak ikut. asalkan dia happy tak kisah la. sib baik time saya nak pi berjalan plak dia orait jek. masa nak pi manila dulu ada yg cakap buat pe lah pi negara yg bergolak tuh ? carik pasal ke? btw ummi relax jek. dia just cakap "jaga diri elok-elok. jgn habiskn duit utk shopping" aikkk dia cam tau jek kat manila tu sorga shopping cam kat bangkok.

~ ummi selalu bising sbb dia sponsor saya masuk driving class. tpi since 1998 saya tak pernah bwk kete. tatau lah naper. then everyear renew driving liscence sbb nanti ummi bising. addoiihhh ! bile balik kg, ummi gak la yg drive kan pi memana. sepatutnya saya yg jadik driver dia hhiihi

for someone that i love more than myself, i just want an everlasting happiness for her. semoga Allah Taala sentiasa melindungi dan merahmatinya.

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okay, ummi ! ni nak dedicate lagu abang IL DIVO ni ... ensemm + talented + superb voice! tgok gambo kt bwh ni, hunks kan ?! ihihi

Il Divo - Mama
Lyrics Album: Il Divo

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Lyrics:

Mama, thank you for who I am
Thank you for all the things I'm not
Forgive me for the words unsaid
For the times I forgot

Mama remember all my life
You showed me love, you sacrificed
Think of those young and early days
How I've changed along the way [ along the way ]

And I know you believed
And I know you had dreams
And I'm sorry it took all this time to see
That I am where I am because of your truth
And I miss you, yeah I miss you

Mama forgive the times you cried
Forgive me for not making right
All of the storms I may have caused
And I've been wrong, Dry your eyes [ dry your eyes ]

And I know you believed
And I know you had dreams
And I'm sorry it took all this time to see
That I am where I am because of your truth
And I miss you, yeah I miss you

Mama I hope this makes you smile
I hope you're happy with my life
At peace with every choice I made
How I've changed along the way [ along the way ]

And I know you believed in all of my dreams
And I owe it all to you, Mama

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

One Special Day

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5th January 2006

happy birthday to me and dearest Safurah :)



firstly, thank you very much for all the wishes. those wishes mean so much to me indeed. saya anggap semuanya sebagai doa + harapan + kekuatan. insya-Allah, kalian semua sentiasa ada dalam doa saya.

btw, tell you, that special day was a bit crap. haha ! since the morning ada discussion, then time bday gift sampai still in the middle of the discussion. pastu ada half an hour to have a lunch pastu straight pi KLJ for two discussions. pastu lebih kuwang pukul 4 ptg lebih sampai kat ofis, then ada another discussion sampai dekat pukul 6 ptg.

adoihhhh bile malam tu dah pancit ... that was how my birthday went thru hehehe still, that special day is full of meanings for me ... semakin'muda' ... semakin besar tanggungjawab dan berganda pencapaian yg perlu ditunai plus semakin sikit masa yg ada ... *hemppp*

"... what we have to do is with the time that given to us " Atok Galdalf LOTR

Thanks Huda

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Thanks Halim

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