Mama

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askum & salam sejahtera ... hemmm Mama... skang ni sejak due tige menjak ni ... ntah la *sigh* agaknya semakin 'mude' ni, asyik dok teringat kan Ummi kt kampung jek. *sob sob* hemmm sehat kah dia? cukup ke makan? masih ligat lagi beraktiviti ? selalunya Ummi ni akan drive kete pi jemput kroni-kroni dia pi masjid, kelas baca Yassin setiap Jumaat, ceramah agama or just lawat kengkawan dia area KB tu.

Ummi kesayangan ni memang tak boleh dok diam. bangun awai bfore Subuh sbb dia pi solat kat masjid. pastu tengok berita pkul 7. then rest sat pastu bersiap pi kelas baca Yasin ke ... melawat org sakit/meninggal/bersalin then smpai tghari. pastu musti tgok berita kol 12pm or 1pm. pastu pi dia akan rehat lepas zuhur smpai bfore asar. lepas asar sibuk pi kebun kat umah. atau menyapu area rumah atau brkebun kunyit. pastu lepas isyak musti tgok berita or drama melayu hehe

i guess she is the person that inspires me the most. i will do everything just to see her precious smile. and few things that remind me about her ...

~ sbg ibu tunggal, dia sgt cekal + tabah + sabar membesarkan 7 org anak. sanggup berhenti belajar semata-mata utk bekerja dgn sijil LCE (skang PMR) utk cari rezeki utk anak-anak.

~ sbg cikgu, education is the main thing. dulu kami adik beradik selalu kena rotan sbb tulisan macam cakar ayam, main tak kira siang malam, gaduh adik-beradik, malas belajar, degil + malas tolong buat keje umah and memacam lagi lah. maklumlah adik beradik ramai pastu umur tak byk beza. maka kejenya bercakaran sepanjang masa.

~ ummi nya pantang larang antaranya makan meggi and main bunga api. dia asyik bilang main bunge api tu bakar duit. masa kecik mane nak paham napelah bakar duit? bukannya pi cucuh duit tu ngan api kan kan ! tpi skang ummi lebih lembut ngan cucu-cucunya. bebudak ni bebas nak main byk mana sampai tgh malam. wahhhh !

~ haaa since dulu ummi ni cikgu disiplin, so selalu la rasa yg ummi ni jadik cikgu disiplin kat umah gak. semuanya musti ada time-table, ikut peraturan and kena denda. time tu rasa cam naper lah mak aku ni cikgu huhuu

~ ummi ni suka menulis. dia ada diary setiap tahun dan everyday dia catit apa yg dia buat. ari tu adalah curik baca diary dia. siap ada calculation skali bile time anak bagi duit, brapa dia belanja, anak yg mana balik kg, pi melawat umah sapa etc

~ lately ni hobi dia jenjalan coti-coti mesia. pantang owang ajak sket sure dia nak ikut. asalkan dia happy tak kisah la. sib baik time saya nak pi berjalan plak dia orait jek. masa nak pi manila dulu ada yg cakap buat pe lah pi negara yg bergolak tuh ? carik pasal ke? btw ummi relax jek. dia just cakap "jaga diri elok-elok. jgn habiskn duit utk shopping" aikkk dia cam tau jek kat manila tu sorga shopping cam kat bangkok.

~ ummi selalu bising sbb dia sponsor saya masuk driving class. tpi since 1998 saya tak pernah bwk kete. tatau lah naper. then everyear renew driving liscence sbb nanti ummi bising. addoiihhh ! bile balik kg, ummi gak la yg drive kan pi memana. sepatutnya saya yg jadik driver dia hhiihi

for someone that i love more than myself, i just want an everlasting happiness for her. semoga Allah Taala sentiasa melindungi dan merahmatinya.

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okay, ummi ! ni nak dedicate lagu abang IL DIVO ni ... ensemm + talented + superb voice! tgok gambo kt bwh ni, hunks kan ?! ihihi

Il Divo - Mama
Lyrics Album: Il Divo



Lyrics:

Mama, thank you for who I am
Thank you for all the things I'm not
Forgive me for the words unsaid
For the times I forgot

Mama remember all my life
You showed me love, you sacrificed
Think of those young and early days
How I've changed along the way [ along the way ]

And I know you believed
And I know you had dreams
And I'm sorry it took all this time to see
That I am where I am because of your truth
And I miss you, yeah I miss you

Mama forgive the times you cried
Forgive me for not making right
All of the storms I may have caused
And I've been wrong, Dry your eyes [ dry your eyes ]

And I know you believed
And I know you had dreams
And I'm sorry it took all this time to see
That I am where I am because of your truth
And I miss you, yeah I miss you

Mama I hope this makes you smile
I hope you're happy with my life
At peace with every choice I made
How I've changed along the way [ along the way ]

And I know you believed in all of my dreams
And I owe it all to you, Mama