... life's like a rainbow ...

cupcakes ~ another angle

2011-10-04T18:29:00.002+08:00

rasa macam tak caya dapat buat cupcakes ni. honestly frens, baking is truly a joy to me. such a relief and feel so satisfy if i can decorate to the best that i can do at the moment. mudah-mudahan dilimpahkan lagi kreativiti and skil, amin.

cupcakes ~ sister in law's engagement

2011-10-04T18:20:00.002+08:00

well frens, even though dah share dekat fb, still nak share gak kat blog ... cupcakes that hasil usahasama kami (me & kak musz) for sister in law's engagement

how's today ?

2011-10-03T20:53:00.002+08:00

alhamduLILLAH ... that's all i can say ...

so how's today frens ? pagi-pagi lagi kena update boss on the latest status of current projects. then continued with doing the slides for business case plus emailing the relevant parties. Ya Allah, up to 6pm, hubby was waiting at the lobby for already 40 minutes ! (sowwyyy hubby ;)

nothing much today. just think of updating my resume and CV ...

tadaaaaa... i'm back !

2011-10-02T22:44:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum wrt.

haluuuuuuuuuuuu peeppsss ! frenssss !!! wow this is such a wonderful feeling to be back blogging !

last post was in 2009 ... lamanyaaaa ! insyaALLAH, from now on i will share updates on my thingy ~ life, work, books, cakes, cup cakes, food, travel ... anything that worth to be shared with others.

good nite & sweet dream ... :)

happy mother's day

2009-05-12T15:58:00.004+08:00

Before I was a Mom,
I never tripped over toys
or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not
my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.

Before I was a Mom,
I had never been puked on.
Pooped on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind
and my thoughts.
I slept all night.

Before I was a Mom,
I never held down a screaming child
so doctors could do tests.
Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night
watching a baby sleep.

Before I was a Mom,
I never held a sleeping baby just because
I didn't want to put her down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces
when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small
could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.

Before I was a Mom,
I didn't know the feeling of
having my heart outside my body.
I didn't know how special it could feel
to feed a hungry baby.
I didn't know that bond
between a mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small
could make me feel so important and happy.

Before I was a Mom,
I had never gotten up in the middle of the night
every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.
I had never known the warmth,
the joy,
the love,
the heartache,
the wonderment
or the satisfaction of being a Mom.
I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much,
before I was a Mom.

you've been tagged !

2009-04-06T14:41:00.004+08:00

1. Copy badge "2008 cute's 3logger Award" di atas untuk diletakkn di blog anda.

oretttt

2. Link / n citer kan kembali siapa yang memberi award ini kpd anda.
Huda :) ~ sorry darling, giler lambat reply huhuu

3. Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta / hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya (anda di tag)

1. i love to eat hehehe hubby jangan marah tawww ! especially thai food ! tom yam and cheese cake ! yummyy owww and also my hubby special spaghetti bolognese recipe. siap ada meatballs kay :D

2. love to kemas-kemas rumah, and basuh pinggan. paling best bila tengok rumah kemas n teratur.
3. love to discuss or argue almost everything with darling hubby. itu lah kata jodoh kan kan. people say ~ get married with someone that you love to talk. i love my hubby !
4. love to read any articles, especially about parenthood and baby stuffs. definitely love to play around with our little adham akhtar.

5. love to travel. even though habis duit tapi hati sangat heppi :D ... moga diizinkan-Nya travel ke Perth.nak bawak hubby and adham tengok kangaroo *amin*

6. love to listen to any soft, pleasant, lite and easy music.

7. sometimes i impose strict disciplines and hard time towards myself. for example, i plan to basuh baju + masak + jemur baju + sapu lantai + iron baju dlm masa yg sama. then i got tension huhu... now i learn to just do yg termampu je. tak mo tension tension. tak best.

8. plan to exercise and join bebudak ni pi dance (latin or mix dances). nak kurus you !

9. best to have sometimes chit chat with precious frens. gossip + sembang over everything under the sun + makan-makan.

10. hopefully dapat belajar skill memasak from mak mertua. she is trully a wonderful cook. plan to kumpulkan semua resepi mak and then buat buku ~ resepi mak mertua saya

4) pilih 5 penerima award seterusnya n nyatakan di blog anda. (sorang je la ek)
safurah ~ visit her nice blog

5) jgn lupe melawat blog kawan anda yg telah di tag n menyatakan dia telah telah di tag.
of course !

adham's 1st playgym

2009-04-06T14:38:00.003+08:00

wowww ! abah bought 3 things for adham ~ playgym, mobile (something which is hanging on his playpen ), and also teether... now adham has three teethers! at least adham leka sket main with buzz the spider & logan the lion.

coach poppy gallery white leather

2009-02-17T14:27:00.003+08:00

my dream bag hue huew huewwwwww
thanks to crazycoach

~ Color : White Leather with Colorful Flower
~ Brass Hardware
~ Leather and Suede Poppy Flower on Front
~ 2 Exterior Side Pockets (with turn key lock closure)
~ 3 Interior Pockets (1 zippered with leather pull and 2 accessories pockets)
~ Approx. 12" (W) x 9" (H) x 4.5" (D)
~ Price: RM1,650

wahai anakku...

2009-02-12T09:38:00.003+08:00

25 pesanan Luqmanul Hakim
Originated from : Mutiara Hati

01 - Hai anakku: ketahuilah, sesungguhnya dunia ini bagaikan lautan yang dalam, banyak manusia yang karam ke dalamnya. Bila engkau ingin selamat, agar jangan karam, layarilah lautan itu dengan SAMPAN yang bernama TAKWA, ISInya ialah IMAN dan LAYARnya adalah TAWAKKAL kepada ALLAH.

02 - Orang - orang yang sentiasa menyediakan dirinya untuk menerima nasihat, maka dirinya akan mendapat penjagaan dari ALLAH. Orang yang insaf dan sedar setalah menerima nasihat orang lain, dia akan sentiasa menerima kemuliaan dari ALLAH juga.

03 - Hai anakku; orang yang merasa dirinya hina dan rendah diri dalam beribadat dan taat kepada ALLAH, maka dia tawadduk kepada ALLAH, dia akan lebih dekat kepada ALLAH dan selalu berusaha menghindarkan maksiat kepada ALLAH.

04 - Hai anakku; seandainya ibubapamu marah kepadamu kerana kesilapan yang dilakukanmu, maka marahnya ibubapamu adalah bagaikan baja bagi tanam tanaman.

05 - Jauhkan dirimu dari berhutang, kerana sesungguhnya berhutang itu boleh menjadikan dirimu hina di waktu siang dan gelisah di waktu malam.

06 - Dan selalulah berharap kepada ALLAH tentang sesuatu yang menyebabkan untuk tidak menderhakai ALLAH. Takutlah kepada ALLAH dengan sebenar benar takut ( takwa ), tentulah engkau akan terlepas dari sifat berputus asa dari rahmat ALLAH.

07 - Hai anakku; seorang pendusta akan lekas hilang air mukanya kerana tidak dipercayai orang dan seorang yang telah rosak akhlaknya akan sentiasa banyak melamunkan hal hal yang tidak benar. Ketahuilah, memindahkan batu besar dari tempatnya semula itu lebih mudah daripada memberi pengertian kepada orang yang tidak mahu mengerti.

08 - Hai anakku; engkau telah merasakan betapa beratnya mengangkat batu besar dan besi yang amat berat, tetapi akan lebih lagi daripada semua itu, adalah bilamana engkau mempunyai tetangga (jiran) yang jahat.

09 - Hai anakku; janganlah engkau mengirimkan orang yang bodoh sebagai utusan. Maka bila tidak ada orang yang cerdik, sebaiknya dirimulah saja yang layak menjadi utusan.

10 - Jauhilah bersifat dusta, sebab dusta itu mudah dilakukan, bagaikan memakan daging burung, padahal sedikit sahaja berdusta itu telah memberikan akibat yang berbahaya.

11 - Hai anakku; bila engkau mempunyai dua pilihan, takziah orang mati atau hadir majlis perkahwinan, pilihlah untuk menziarahi orang mati, sebab ianya akan mengingatkanmu kepada kampung akhirat sedangkan menghadiri pesta perkahwinan hanya mengingatkan dirimu kepada kesenangan duniawi sahaja.

12 - Janganlah engkau makan sampai kenyang yang berlebihan, kerana sesungguhnya makan yang terlalu kenyang itu adalah lebih baiknya bila makanan itu diberikan kepada anjing sahaja.

13 - Hai anakku; janganlah engkau langsung menelan sahaja kerana manisnya barang dan janganlah langsung memuntahkan saja pahitnya sesuatu barang itu, kerana manis belum tentu menimbulkan kesegaran dan pahit itu belum tentu menimbulkan kesengsaraan.

14 - Makanlah makananmu bersama sama dengan orang orang yang takwa dan musyawarahlah urusanmu dengan para alim ulamak dengan cara meminta nasihat dari mereka.

15 - Hai anakku; bukanlah satu kebaikan namanya bilamana engkau selalu mencari ilmu tetapi engkau tidak pernah mengamalkannya. Hal itu tidak ubah bagaikan orang yang mencari kayu bakar, maka setelah banyak ia tidak mampu memikulnya, padahal ia masih mahu menambahkannya.

16 - Hai anakku; bilamana engkau mahu mencari kawan sejati, maka ujilah terlebih dahulu dengan berpura pura membuat dia marah. Bilamana dalam kemarahan itu dia masih berusaha menginsafkan kamu,maka bolehlah engkau mengambil dia sebagai kawan. Bila tidak demikian, maka berhati hatilah.

17 - Selalulah baik tutur kata dan halus budi bahasamu serta manis wajahmu, dengan demikian engkau akan disukai orang melebihi sukanya seseorang terhadap orang lain yang pernah memberikan barang yang berharga.

18 - Hai anakku; bila engkau berteman, tempatkanlah dirimu padanya sebagai orang yang tidak mengharapkan sesuatu daripadanya. Namun biarkanlah dia yang mengharapkan sesuatu darimu.

19 - Jadikanlah dirimu dalam segala tingkahlaku sebagai orang yang tidak ingin menerima pujian atau mengharap sanjungan orang lain kerana itu adalah sifat riya~ yang akan mendatangkan cela pada dirimu.

20 - Hai anakku; janganlah engkau condong kepada urusan dunia dan hatimu selalu disusahkan olah dunia saja kerana engkau diciptakan ALLAH bukanlah untuk dunia sahaja. Sesungguhnya tiada makhluk yang lebih hina daripada orang yang terpedaya dengan dunianya.

21 - Hai anakku; usahakanlah agar mulutmu jangan mengeluarkan kata kata yang busuk dan kotor serta kasar, kerana engkau akan lebih selamat bila berdiam diri. Kalau berbicara, usahakanlah agar bicaramu mendatangkan manfaat bagi orang lain.

22 - Hai anakku; janganlah engkau mudah ketawa kalau bukan kerana sesuatu yang menggelikan, janganlah engkau berjalan tanpa tujuan yang pasti, janganlah engkau bertanya sesuatu yang tidak ada guna bagimu, janganlah mensia siakan hartamu.

23 - Barang sesiapa yang penyayang tentu akan disayangi, sesiapa yang pendiam akan selamat daripada berkata yang mengandungi racun, dan sesiapa yang tidak dapat menahan lidahnya dari berkata kotor tentu akan menyesal.

24 - Hai anakku; bergaullah rapat dengan orang yang alim lagi berilmu. Perhatikanlah kata nasihatnya kerana sesungguhnya sejuklah hati ini mendengarkan nasihatnya, hiduplah hati ini dengan cahaya hikmah dari mutiara kata katanya bagaikan tanah yang subur lalu disirami air hujan.

25 - Hai anakku; ambillah harta dunia sekadar keperluanmu sahaja, dan nafkahkanlah yang selebihnya untuk bekalan akhiratmu. Jangan engkau tendang dunia ini ke keranjang atau bakul sampah kerana nanti engkau akan menjadi pengemis yang membuat beban orang lain. Sebaliknya janganlah engkau peluk dunia ini serta meneguk habis airnya kerana sesungguhnya yang engkau makan dan pakai itu adalah tanah belaka. Janganlah engkau bertemankan dengan orang yang bersifat talam dua muka, kelak akan membinasakan dirimu.

Happy 1st Anniversary

2009-01-30T10:31:00.004+08:00

Happy 1st Anniversary :)

our simple celebration with our beloved and adorable son,
adham akhtar. semoga hidup kita sentiasa diberkati, dirahmati,
dimurahkan rezeki, senantiasa dalam perlindungan-Nya.
Wishing and praying for everlasting happiness.

to my everdearest hubby, abang i love you so much :)
i'm glad you're my husband !

UNGU - Tercipta Untukku

Menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu
Membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku
Mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
Saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku

Banyak kata
Yang tak mampu kuungkapkan
Kepada dirimu

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Sepanjang hidupku

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tau
Kuslalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu
Sepanjang hidupku

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tau
Ku slalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu

amieruddin & adham

2009-01-30T00:56:00.002+08:00

my sister; Omrina has such a lovely and wonderful son~Amieruddin. since Adham is born, amieruddin cukup heppi and ada je soklan2 cepu emas yg diajukan pada mama or abah nya related with baby adham...

otak@minda

mama, baby ni ada otak tak?

cacing

mama, dalam perut dia ada cacing tak?

balik kl

mama, dia (baby adham) ni pergi kl kejap je kan?bukan dia balik lama kan? nanti dia balik sini (kelate) balik kan?

nangis/kencing/berak

adham ni takde keje lain laa...asyik asyik nangis,berak berak jeeee

adham dah pandai gelak

abah, nak tau tak, adham kan dia dah pandai gelak pastu dah pandai cakap2. adik rasa adham suka la kat adik

bulat

abah, mama kan, dia panggil adham bulat. apa la mama ni, lucu la mama

kotak

mama, nanti kita masukkan baby dlm kotak pastu kita bawak balik boleh? su tak bagi? apa la su ni, lucu la

adham akhtar is a miracle

2009-01-19T22:47:00.005+08:00

1. baru tau pregnant after 6 weeks preggy. it was on march 2008. one month lepas kawin hehe seblum tau tu ada instinct kuat yg kata...eiii aku ni pregnant kot kot. syukur alhamduLillah atas rezeki dapat baby :)

2. on 1st april 2008, ada unit restructuring and i was in new team under Enterprise & Goverment, Product Marketing. Captain is En Khaidhir.best team ever ! ngan geng2 yg best such as jaja@hajar, yat, shahima, ayin, dila, irma, huda, as, kam, farah naj, farhan, mun@ustaz rock and nik!pastu ada joshua yg lawak gile. kitorang satu unit pi lawan bowling and then pi family day kat FRIM Kepong. memang unit yg best ! En Khaidhir you're totally genius and wonderful leader! memang sepanjang pregnant happy, enjoy, gelak, makan2, seronottt je lepak kat ofis.

3. geng2 plak mostly new mommies. seronottt dgn diorang share tips on nak bersalin, breastfeeding, list nak beli brg2 baby (thanks huda!), nak jaga baby, baby sitter (thanks julie)

4. masa warded on 25/11/2008, hubby actually ada interview scholarship kat yayasan tm around pkul 2 ptg. then hubby call unit yayasan minta tukar session sebelah pagi. alhamduLillah dapat tukar sessi sebelah pagi. hubby cerita masa masuk bilik interview tu, panel bgtau "ooo ni yg nak jadik bapak orang ni " alhamduLillah hubby dapat scholarship.

5. perasaan lepas dapat baby...shahdu...sebak...syukur...dan rasa camni lah dulu mak aku dulu dok mengandung kan aku...moga-moga Allah anugerahkan rahmat, barakah dan keampunan utk arwah abah, arwah bapak, umi and mak.

6. last 5th January, mommy and papa pi klinik kat penang ni. kami tinggalkan adham ngan mak tok jap. bila kami balik, mak tok bgtau adham tidoq from pkul 11am sampaila kami balik. sempat la mak tok tumis bwg, jemuq baju etc. adham such a good boy!

7. dua tiga hari lepas mommy panas badan macam nak demam. sakit2 + sengal2 badan sampai nak dukung adham pun tak brapa larat. as if adham tau je mommy tak larat, adham tidoq je belah malam and only bangun nenen + tukar diaper je.

8. after almost one year menunggu, akhirnya kami dapat kunci umah baru masa dlm pantang. insya-Allah, takde aral melintang then pindah umah after chinese new year ni.

more pixs

2009-01-08T13:38:00.002+08:00

adham with baju kunin...yg putih kat dahi tu bedak sejuk

adham & adhanie ~ anak cousin yana yg lahir 11 hari lepas adham.nama pon lebey kurang sama

adham lepas cukur rambut

majlis cukur rambut kat kelate

adham dlm bakul bulat tok mi

adham 8 days old

AlhamduLillah...selamat bersalin

2009-01-08T10:54:00.005+08:00

adham with papa

adham 30 minutes selepas dilahirkan

AlhamduLillah... syukur ke hadrat Allah Taala krn selamat bersalin. ish nak cerita pengalaman bersalin memang le rasa cukup lah sorang baby. tapi bila tengok baby Adham yg semakin comei and bam bam tembam tu... next plan is moga2 dapat baby girl plak. bang, boley ye ;)

Adham Akhtar Bin Azran is born on 26/11/2008 at 1.52am. Baby weight is 3.55kg and it was normal delivery. mula2 tu sakit pinggang and lenguh2 on malam 24/11/2008. then pagi 25/11/2006, keluar darah :O ... terus alert hubby and mak and then we went straight to Hospital Pantai. around pkul 9.00am, Dr Idris mai check and bgtau yg dah bukak 2cm, maybe awal pagi esok brsalin. then lepas tu dok lepak2 je la kat labor room tu...mkan2...sembang2 ngan mak. then pkul 4.00pm, Dr Idris mai lagi and check-baru bukak 3cm. "oh, ini takleh jadik nih. klau biar sampai pagi esok pon awak tak bersalin. saya akan induce and force contraction" ...

owww owww from 4.00pm sampai la pkul 1.00am, sakit nya sakit nya Allah je yg tahu. padan le yatt bgtau "ko kena expect sakit gila. takleh expect sakit sikit2". amik pethidin and gas (yg tak berkesan pon.hubby yg jadik ngantuk).pastu around pkul 1 lebih tu memang nak brsalin sangat2 dah, nurse check servix dah bukak 8-9cm. tapi yg gerramm nya dia suh pi tahan. "awak jangan push dulu. tahan dulu tahan. doktor blom sampai lagi." rasa cam nak tendang2 je nurse tu.

then, Dr Idris mai and tak sampai 10 minit, alhamduLillah selamat bersalin :) to everdearest hubby, thank you for endless support!

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

2008-09-02T17:25:00.002+08:00

credit image to Ramadhan Mubarak

Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa di bulan Ramadhan yg mulia & penuh barakah. moga-moga Allah Taala menganugerahkan kita semua keampunan, ketenangan, rezeki serta kemantapan iman, insya-Allah.

from : Azran & Wanie ... and also our little one ;)

Usah mengeluh didik anak

2008-08-07T10:00:00.008+08:00

interesting article to read... renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal !

credit image to http://www.captureeden.com

DALAM meniti kehidupan yang penuh mencabar hari ini, ada ibu bapa yang mengabaikan aspek penjagaan dan kasih sayang anak kerana terlalu sibuk mengejar kebendaan.

Renunglah panduan berikut untuk membentuk jati diri si anak serta kebahagiaan sekeluarga:

1. Mulakan hidup anak dengan nama panggilan yang baik. Nama panggilan yang kurang baik menyebabkan anak malu dan rasa rendah diri. (Nama panggilan yang baik digalakkan di dalam Islam).

2. Berikan anak pelukan setiap hari. Kajian menunjukkan anak yang dipeluk setiap hari mempunyai kekuatan akal atau daya fikir lebih kuat berbanding anak yang jarang dipeluk.

3. Jangan mengharapkan anak yang belum matang itu melakukan sesuatu perbuatan baik secara berterusan, mereka hanya kanak-kanak yang sedang berkembang. Perkembangan itu membuatkan mereka ingin mengalami setiap perkara termasuk melakukan kesilapan.

4. Apabila berhadapan dengan masalah kerja dan keluarga, pilihlah keluarga kerana mereka yang akan mencorak masa depan negara kelak.

5. Usah mengeluh dalam mendidik anak-anak. Keluhan akan membuatkan anak-anak rasa diri mereka sebagai beban.

6. Dengar cerita anak kerana cerita itu mungkin tidak akan dapat anda dengar lagi pada masa akan datang. Tunggu giliran anda untuk bercakap, ini mengajar anak mengenai giliran untuk bercakap.

7. Tenangkan anak setiap kali mereka memerlukannya. Tunjukkan kepada anak cara untuk menenangkan diri. Mereka akan menirunya.

8. Buatkan sedikit persediaan untuk anak-anak menyambut hari lahir mereka. Sediakan hadiah yang unik walaupun harganya murah. Keunikan akan membuatkan anak belajar menghargai.

9. Luangkan masa bersama anak di luar rumah, peganglah tangan anak apabila berjalan dengan mereka. Mereka tentu akan rasa pentingnya kehadiran mereka dalam kehidupan anda suami isteri.

10. Hargai permainan kesayangan anak, mereka juga pada masa sama akan menghargai barang kesayangan anda. Elakkan daripada membuang barang kesayangan mereka walaupun sudah rosak. Minta kebenaran mereka sebelum berbuat demikian.

11. Jangan biarkan anak-anak tidur tanpa ciuman selamat malam.

12. Jangan selalu membawa kerja pejabat ke rumah. Anak-anak akan belajar bahawa kerja pejabat selalunya lebih penting daripada keluarga.

13. Terima keadaan bahawa kadangkala anda bukanlah ibu bapa yang sempurna. Ini akan mengurangkan tekanan menjadi ibu bapa.

14. Pandang anak dengan pandangan kasih sayang. Ia akan membuatkan anak lebih yakin apabila berhadapan dengan persekitaran.

credit to Harian Metro.

bowling

2008-07-21T12:27:00.002+08:00

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assalamualaikum :)

just would like to share few pixs of our Enterprise & Government Unit, Product Marketing family day @ bowling tournament at Cosmic Bowl, Mid Velly on 19/7/2008.

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also ada pre-tournament... hubby practice with his friends @ Ampang Super Bowl, The Summit USJ on 13/7/2008.

makan

2008-05-30T15:30:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum.

mommy is so sleepy right now... zzzzz ... would like to take a nap sat...for this week mommy feel so tired especially during nite time ... plan nak lelap sekejap then boleh sampai 2-3 hours.

sayang you're 13 weeks already, mommy & papa feels so excited to see you move around (macam summersault pon ada) ... we went for check-up and Dr Idris did his normal scan on mommy's tummy then tadaaaa... we saw you moved around! papa was the most happiest person to see you at that moment darling.

now mommy has huge appetite.. huhu... asyik nak makan + makan + makan ... papa a bit penin with the situation and he cooks for mommy, darling! oh nice spaghetti and masak pindang abang! very nice try :) ... papa also worries bila tengok mommy's face every morning hehe muka org kelaparan! mommy will always say "cepat bangun abang! nak pi makan ! cepat la sampai !" hahaha... bila mommy sakit/pedih ulu hati sebab gastrik, then papa lagi worry...love you abang...

also thanks to Auntie Yati for dropping by ... well wish you all the best during your pregnancy period... mudah-mudahan semuanya selamat, insya-Allah...

okay, now nenek penang & uncle azrani come to visit us. nenek masak2 and bersihkan rumah hehe ;) thank you mak ! this sunday tok mi from kelate datang kl...

my eyes got mesmerized with the below cake from Autie Yati's blog... visit her blog Hot Stove for more...

Fresh fruit clan

A peacock today, a feather duster tomorrow - Tan Sri Dato' Dr. Ani bin Arope

2008-05-14T11:31:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum.

kenal tak Tan Sri Dato' Dr. Ani bin Arope ni? former TNB executive chairman from 1990~1996. oh ingat tak time total national blackout in 1996, baca excerpt from Jeff Oii website ... http://www.jeffooi.com/2006/06/ipps_will_ani_arope_talk.php

"On Aug 3, 1996, Peninsular Malaysia suffered a total power blackout for almost 14 hours. Tenaga Nasional Bhd, the public utility responsible for power generation, transmission and distribution, bore the brunt of the blame for the outage.

Tenaga got tremendous bashing from the government, the public and the business community. Tenaga, or TNB, was called "Total National Blackout" by many angry customers . "

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for me, he is very very wonderful person. we have rented his house for couple of years, yet he shows his humble good care to his tenants. he even told me he was terkilan not being able to attend my wedding, so he would like to meet me and my hubby (time tu my fiance) and invited us to his house. we met a knowledgeable (he earns phD) and down-to-earth Tan Sri.

okay, would like to share his thoughts...

"Even with a five figure salary today, you are going to be devalued overnight when you retire; a peacock today, a feather duster tomorrow! This is a tough scenario. Is it necessary to be so?" asks Tan Sri Dato' Dr. Ani Arope during his thought-provoking talk to Guthries' retirees recently.

Things look pretty glum. You are in the age bracket or have reached the mandatory retirement age. There is this feeling of anxiety, of resentment and rejection. Even with the five figure salary you are drawing per month, you are just able to get by. You claim to be miserable but still in comfort. Now the future prospects seemed bleak. You have heard of currency devaluation. Now this is going to happen to you. You are going to be devalued overnight. A peacock today, a feather duster tomorrow. Most of you cannot even remember telephone numbers, as there is no need to. Your faithful pal will track down anybody you wish to speak to, in any part of the world. Some of you over the years do not even know how to use the self-service at the gas stations, check in at an airline counter or how to pay bills, let alone complete your income tax returns. As a medical doctor said in some other context" you don't use it, you loose it ". Overnight these things are no more the expected and the routine. You are now mr. Nobody. This is a pretty tough scenario. Is it necessary to be so?

One of the phases that a retiree may have to go through after the initial resentment phase of retirement, is the feeling of rejection. When he is tired of coping with the anger that comes from his perceived rejection, he tries to reduce his pain by creating what i call emotional numbness. He withdraws form society. Accepts no invitations. Does not entertain visitors, he becomes very unsociable. By identifying these phases, we can intervene and eliminate the potential problems before they balloon into destructive patterns that threaten our post retirement lives. Continue to socialize, create new network of friends and maintain the old. Share with others your experiences. Touch other people's lives to make a positive difference in them.
If you accept that you are a has-been, then mentally, emotionally, physically, socially and spiritually you give up. Your super computer in your brain box starts to program for a shut down. Within 1,000 days, if you are on the metric system, and 3 years if you are non-metric, you exit. You have to get hold of yourself now and set up to reprogram for you to re-tyre yourself. You may not want to go onto the fast track again, but there are equally challenging avenues for you to play a role. You cannot just sit down waiting for something to happen. You must make things happen. This is the time to activate your networking. Some may not want to know you. Leave them alone. That is their prerogative. You cannot allow yourself to stagnate. Like the car in the garage. If you choose not to start it for a week, what happens to the battery? It goes flat. Get a move on.

Spiritual development
As solomon said, "as a man thinks in his heart, so is he". If you think you are beaten, you are beaten. If you think you can and will make it, you will make it. Sometimes you meet some pitfalls, immediately the word failure comes in. This is often times being re-enforced by your close members of your family. Be committed to what you set to do and do it. It is not a failure, but your success is just being delayed for the better. When things do not seemed to be right, this is the time to sit back and reflect and use your own spiritual power to communicate with the almighty to show you what went wrong so as you may take corrective action.

You have a direct link to the almighty, use it. Most of us, at some point in our lives, have been brought up on the diet of prayers and reading the holy book. But few of us know how to tap into this super energy source of power. When you are in commune with the almighty through prayers, you should be able to visualize what you are seeking for. Now it leaves you to energize the program you set up to do in order to actualize whatever you wanted. The 'prayerize', visualize, energize and Actualize procedure exerts a profound power force in the experience of the individual who has the wit to employ it.

In my life there are enough 'spiritual' experiences of employing this creative principle which has been responsible for seemingly incredible outcome for me, to guide me in my career and life path. You can go back and try this procedure for yourselves to actualize what you want. There is a passage in the qur'an that says that god helps those who help themselves. Prayers help us to visualize and energize what we seek from the almighty. This type of trying that has worked wonders must also involve the relaxed attitude towards effort when that is indicated. Sometimes we push ourselves too hard that it becomes stressful and without attaining the goals for which they have been put forth. Take a break. Time to review the physical side of our development.

Physical development
Many of us take too lightly the physical side of our being. This includes nutrition, what we eat, drink and smoke, and keeping ourselves fit and healthy. We are what we eat, drink and smoke. There is enough literature on this. What i want to emphasize here is that we have to be selective in what we eat and in moderation. Have your nasi lemak, gulai daging and your roti canai, but not everyday. For our sedentary type of work, we do not require more than 2,000 calories of food intake. You have to join your staff at the canteen to see some of the heavier set of staff eat. They have the full course plus their teh tarik and they complain of being overweight and develop symptoms of je [jantong expiring]. If they do not have this as yet, they complain that their sugar, cholesterol, and pressure levels are elevated. They wonder why.

Some on this diet, seemed fit. They play badminton, squash and do weight lifting [not body building] and collapse. To me they are fit but not healthy. Conversely some may be healthy but not fit. You need to have a combination of both, being fit and healthy. Some of the sports that we do are more anaerobic than aerobic. In anaerobic exercise, we do not use oxygen and consequently we maintain our weight, no matter how much workout we do. In the more aerobic sports, like walking or sports that involve a lot of deep breathing weight reduction is more pronounced.

Remember, we are not limited by our age; we are liberated by it. The most exciting news of all is that, like all patterns that give us pleasure, moderate exercise can become a positive addiction. Many of you may want to avoid exercise. You will be more powerfully drawn to it once you discover how pleasurable it is to work out properly. I bet you that if you exercise consistently for a period of time, you will form this positive addiction for a lifetime. Even if you got off track for a while, you'll always return to a consistent exercise regimen throughout your life. We all deserve the physical vitality that can transform the quality of our lives. Our physical destiny is intimately related to our mental, emotional, financial and relationship destinies. In fact, it will determine whether we have a destiny at all!

Mental development
Mental development must go on. Cultivate the reading habit. Our public libraries are seldom used. I surround my reclining chair with books and magazines and pick whatever reading material according to the mood that i am in. My interests range from comparative religions to geography, autobiography, battle epics from the crusades to the war in Kuwait and of course the flying magazines. Sometimes i listen to books on tape and wished i had their command of the language, whether it is in Bahasa (Malaysia), French, English or just rubbish.

Reading something of substance, something of value, something that is nurturing, something that teaches you new distinctions every day, is more important than eating. Read a minimum of thirty minutes a day. You may miss a meal, but don't miss your reading. By reading you are not limited to your own personal experiences as life references. You can borrow the references of other people. You may want to focus on those who had made it against all odds - Nelsen Mendella - who had succeeded and contributed and is impacting people's lives in a major way. Read the biographies of successful people and learn that regardless of their background or conditions, when they held on to their sense of certainty and consistently contributed, success eventually came their way.

The power of reading a great book is that you start thinking like the author. During those magical moments while you are immersed in reading "Papillon", you are Henri Charriere. I am attracted not so much on its sensational appeal as the autobiography of a convict, but rather on its rare quality as a tale of courage, endurance and man's unquenchable thirst for freedom; the biography of Fred Meijer who started a chain of general stores in the us, you cannot but be impressed by what he said, "live your life so you can look in a mirror and be proud of what you see".

You start to think like they think, feel like they feel, and use imagination as they would. Their references become your own, and you carry these with you long after you've turned the last page. You constantly need to expand your references.
Just to digress a little, many have asked me why i took up flying. Flying gives me a chance to learn something new that i have never been exposed to before. I wanted to learn how to handle this mechanical monstrosity and make it respond to my commands. Moreover i had to learn subjects that have never been part of my life- subjects like aviation law, general aeronautics, radio telephony, navigation and meteorology. Let me emphasize here flying is not important. What matters is the mental, physical, emotional, social and spiritual coordination that it provides. Other sporting avenues might provide the same challenges. Find your sporting niche and do it with passion and enthusiasm.

Emotional development
In our daily lives and more so when we are about to have a late life career change, we need to take conscious control of our oscillating emotions and consciously and deliberately shape our lives. There is no success without emotional success. Emotional stability starts at home. If there is tension in the house, which there will sometimes be, you will have to sort this out with your partner. A veteran of 45 years married to the same person, to maintain your sanity, you have to make your relationship one of the highest priorities in your life; otherwise you will be taking a back seat to any or all of the other things that are happening in the work place.

Sometimes emotional conflicts come from your own makings with your other family members, your own children. You want to mould them in your own expectations. Being the authoritarian father that you are, you give them no choice but an ultimatum. Your love for them becomes conditional to their submitting to your fancies. We forget that our children were born with their own talents and interests. Our responsibility is to prepare them to face the world when we are no more around. Give them the tools to meet these challenges. After that let them express their talents and interests to the fullest within the accepted norms of society. There shall be no withholding of our love for them. In this way we create an environment of love and respect for each other and minimize emotional conflicts. To quote Antonio Porchia, "in a full heart there is room for everything, and in an empty heart there is room for nothing". You are the source of all your emotions. Nothing, and no one, can change how you feel, except yourself. If you find yourself in reaction to anything, you and only you, can change the situation.

In everyday life, who decides whether you shall be happy or unhappy? It is you, and nobody else. You get up in the morning, you have a choice - whether to be happy or unhappy. The choice is yours. When i was a kid, my grandmother was very particular how we started our day. We were chided not to start the day with a long face. Now this made sense. If you programmed yourself saying that "it's going to be a tough day today" the first thing in the morning, what else do you expect the day to be? I recall reading somewhere that Abraham Lincoln said that people were just about as happy as they made up their minds to be. You can be unhappy if you chose to be. It is the easiest thing to accomplish. Go round telling yourself that things are not going well, that nothing is satisfactory, and you can bet your last ringgit of being unhappy. But say to yourself, "things are going well. Life is good. I choose happiness," and you can be quite sure of having your choice.

Conclusion

Many of us make life unnecessarily difficult for ourselves and this has a snowballing effect as it affects others as well. We need to stop feeling resentful and rejected and get peaceful, if we are to have power to live effectively. We do not realize how accelerated the rate of our lives have become, or the speed at which we have driven ourselves. Many of us are destroying our physical bodies by this pace. What is even more tragic, we are tearing our minds and souls to shreds as well. Retirement or a late career change could be the opportunity of our first step to reduce the rate of our pace or at least the tempo of our life style, and appreciate this wonderful gift of life. We could continue to contribute to society in many other ways and ask the almighty god to make use of us until we are completely used up. Those who have retired or about to and are having difficulties coping with this new situation, need to have an attitudinal change. They have to take this as a blessing for giving them a new lease of life, thus enabling them to re-tyre themselves for their new role.

Lastly we have to remember we are mere actors acting out our roles on this world stage. In acting out our roles, we make our entrances and at the appropriate time make our exits. Commit yourselves to acting out your roles in life with gusto and deserving success and you will find a reward you have not bargained for - a crowning glory of a full life well lived.

From http://tuanswants.blogspot.com

another one week MC & new post

2008-04-30T08:52:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum...

+ another one week MC +

oh darling, mommy was given another one week MC by Dr Idris until 18/4/2008. he really wanted mommy to be in healthy condition before masuk ofis balik.

okay, nenek penang and uncle azrani mai umah temankan mommy. at least papa boleh rehat sat utk uruskn rumah. nenek masak, kemas rumah, lipat baju, kemas dapur heheh... nanti baby kena selalu balik penang ye, nenek tak sabar nak tengok baby. this is the first cucu and mommy can feel nenek's excitement.

baby now is 9 weeks. alhamduLillah, mommy kurang rasa loya and tak penat cam few weeks ago. sekarang kuat makan. papa dah risau haha... dia selalu cakap, baby baru beberapa cm... tapi perut mommy macam 4 bulan... haha... papa tau yg mommy asyik melantak...

baru sekarang mommy tau yg being a mother is not easy. every single moment akan ada a little worry over baby's condition.

mommy hanya mohon satu : moga segala-galanya selamat.

+ new post +

alhamduLillah, after implementation of new structure commenced 1st April 2008, i am being assigned with new post ... Assistant Manager of Embassy... incharge any request (voice, data, internet) from Sales Unit, particularly Embassies.

seronok + syukur... moga-moga dapat buat kerja se ikhlas mungkin dalam unit baru ni.

wassalam.

wonderful news

2008-04-08T16:29:00.003+08:00

mula-mula mommy rasa asyik nak makan je, tapi yg pelik lidah rasa pahit...asyik nak telan benda masam je... pastu penat sangat kat ofis... and then mommy rasa cam pelik. hemmm pregnant ke saya? ... pastu mommy bgtau auntie amalia, auntie norul and auntie ruby... all the lovely aunties advise mommy check-up kt klinik zarif. mommy sebenarnya takut so mommy amik pregnancy test je...

then, on the early morning on 28/3/08... mommy and papa (or bapak... mana2 abg suke wani orait je. tapi wani letak 'papa' dulu ek ek ek ;) ) were surprised by the result !

wahhh wah.... and then mommy and papa went back to kota bharu, kelate to attend uncle eddy & auntie diana's wedding.

then on tuesday 1/4/08, doctor kt klink zarif kata dah 6 weeks pregnant. alhamduLillah :) ... mommy and papa are so happy with the news.

then on friday 4/4/08, suddenly in the morning, mommy rasa lain macam. owww got brown spots aka stains. mommy memula biarkan je then mommy rasa risau. mommy ring ring papa and then after Solat Jumaat, we went to see Dr Idris, at his Obgyn Klinik in Hospital Pantai.

Dr Idris is so kind with the advice and also gave mommy :
1. MC for one week
2. Ubat utk kuatkan rahim
3. and also this lovely pix of you darling ! for the first time mommy and papa saw you dear

now, mommy kat rumah... papa does all the chores... basuh + sidai + lipat baju, prepare breakfast + dinner, basuh pinggan, kemas rumah, buang sampah, menyapu... mommy terharu... nanti lunch time papa akan bergegas balik rumah hantar food and buah-buahan. pastu papa akan sempat buatkan hot milk utk mommy...

nanti baby jadik baik,caring, handsome macam papa tau. papa sangat sayangkan baby and sayangkan mommy.

tadi mommy basuh pinggan + cawan. kalau papa balik sure dia pot pet sebab buat keje rumah. maaf bang, wani tak tahan bau tu... sorry sorry...

konvo UUM ~ 15/3/2008

2008-04-08T12:46:00.003+08:00

AlhamduLillah...majlis konvokesyen UUM ke-21 selamat berlangsung pada 15-17 Mac 2008 di UUM Sintok, Kedah. kami geng MBA 2006/2007 juga selamat menerima scroll masing-masing... rasa semuanya sleepless nites, migrains, stress, worries over assignments, exams, mid terms, presentations... semuanya berbaloi...

+ malam 14/3/2008 ~ abg taip assignment kt EDC UUM +

+ pagi sebelum majlis konvo +

Umi & Mak

+ dlm dewan +

kak norul

punyalah heppi nampak abang lambai tangan...

lepas dapat scroll

red roses and little bear with mortar from dear hubby

+ after majlis konvo ~ depan dewan +

with darling hubby

with family

updates 26/2/2008

2008-02-26T08:45:00.008+08:00

alhamduLillah... segala-galanya sudah selamat... syukur ya Allah... atas segala izin-Mu yg memperkenankan hajat, melancarkan persiapan, dimurahkan rezeki dan diberi petunjuk dlm menempuh alam rumahtangga...

would like to share few meaningful photos... yg manyak2 nanti akan dihantar print and nak tengok ? haaaa... kena mai Pangsapuri Permai dulu ek...

+ solat hajat pd 7/2/08 +

+ akad nikah +

+ persandingan ~ baju songket bunga tabur maroon +

+ persandingan ~ baju lace krim +

+ one day after ~ 9/2/08 +

+ honeymoon pix ~ langkawi 12/2/08 - 15/2/08 + (hehe)

so, what is actually my personal thoughts towards new life as a WIFE ? as a menantu... as kakak ipar...

overall alhamduLillah... abg syg, wani mohon maaf atas segala kekurangan & kelemahan diri. wani insya-Allah cuba utk menjadi isteri terbaik buat abg, menantu yg caring yg jaga Mak elok2, kakak ipar yg baik dgn abg azrani, cik pah, zuraini/kakak & azril... juga pada semua family members...

abg syg, mohon maaf juga if terkadang wani tersalah kata, termasam muka, terkemas brg2 abg, terpot-pet pasal baju abg...tercubit abg selalu... ter ter... yg membuat abg terasa... oh mohon ampun maaf bang...i love you so much...

abg syg, sometimes transition period buat mood wani swing... buat wani cepat terasa...wani akan selalu nak abg ada dekat ngan wani...kalau brpisah sat boleh buat wani rindu sgt sampai nangis2...sampai buat abg drive 170km/per hour sbb nak cepat sampai... huhu...minta maaf abg...

so far, i being asked about how's our marriage life and how's being a wife? my answer would be ... IT'S WONDERFUL...

updates 31/1/2008

2008-01-31T11:03:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

updates... updates... we have had fun day on 31/12/2007 by going to Habib Jewel branches... heheh ... pi branch Semua House, pastu pi KLCC... pastu pi Ampang woooo memang meriah habis year end sale habib! ... at last pi KLCC balik utk tempah cincin syg...

my lovely birthday... syg buat surprise with the cake by waiting outside the house ... heheh ... love you...

on 13/1/2008, syg ada class kat UiTM Shah Alam. me and fidza just went out for breakfast at mid velley... makan kat toast box...yum yum the french toast, peanut butter with roti bakaq dan teh tarik...

insya-Allah, today would be the last day kerja before cuti kahwin... well insya-Allah juga balik kelate ahad ni 3/2/2008...

one week to go...
~ beli towel to abg syg
~ inai kena start pakai malam ni
~ pack barang2 mlm ni (utk bwk balik kelate)... such as baju kawin, borang2/dokumen... baju & seluar syg...
~ juga start packing barang utk pi hantaq umah sewa... oh kawan2, kite sewa kat rumah Pangsapuri Permai, C-14-10 kt area Jalan Kuchai Lama.... dekat LRT Sungai Besi...jemput datang...
~ call Habib Jewel utk confirm kan cincin syg
~ bawak balik hand bag yana
~ sms cousins anak2 Ayah Zi utk jemput kenduri kelate & penang

jemputan so far almost covered. mudah-mudahan dipermudahkan segala urusan... mudah-mudahan sempurna majlis kesyukuran nanti... mudah-mudahan semuanya berjalan lancar... aminn.

majlis pertunangan azran & wanie ~ 22/12/2007

2007-12-26T09:46:00.000+08:00

majlis pertunangan azran & wanie ~ 22/12/2007

cincin tersarung di jari, tanda janji dimeterai dan dua hati menjadi satu... moga diberkati penjalanan ini, dipermudahkan segala urusan, ditunaikan segala hajat dan dirahmati Ilahi... amin.

cincin dijari ...
1. berlapang dada utk menerima segala kelebihan dan kekurangan diri
2. berkongsi emosi, harta, masa, maruah dan keluarga
3. kompromi, tolak ansur dan memahami
4. air mata kegembiraan atau kesedihan adalah air mata bersama
5. pengorbanan dengan penuh ikhlas
6. bersedia untuk berubah demi kebahagiaan
7. kesetiaan dan ever lasting love

abang sayang, i love you...

updates 10/12/2007

2007-12-11T09:29:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

updates...updates...

~ baju cream lace dah tempah jahit (target 15/2)
~ baju kurung tempah jahit (target 30/12) ... satu yg karer peach kena hantar Umi jahit manik
~ sabtu ni register UiTM darling
~ tempah kuih buah tanjung & jala mas (pesan kt kak na by this week)
~ tengok butik Fasha with Sal Jumaat ni
~ beli kain baju melayu darling
...

sunyi je kt ofis sbb ramai org amik cuti time cuti sekolah...bosses pon takde pi worksop kt port dickson...

.....

"I'm Your Angel" by Celine Dion duet with R. Kelly

No Mountains too high, for you to climb
All you have to do is have some climbing faith, oh yeah
No rivers too wide, for you to make it across
All you have to do is believe it when you pray

And then you will see, the morning will come
And everyday will be bright as the sun
All of your fears cast them on me
I just want you to see...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angelAnd when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

I saw the teardrops, and I heard you cry
All you need is time, seek me and you shall find
You have everything and you're still lonely
It doesn't have to be this way, let me show you a better day

And then you will see, the morning will come
And all of your days will be bright as the sun
So all of your fears, just cast them on meHow can I make you see...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

And when it's time to face the storm
I'll be right by your side
Grace will keep up safe and warm
And I know we will survive

And when it seems as if your end is drawing near
Don't you dare give up the fight
Just put your trust beyond the sky...

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I'll hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone, I'm here
No matter how far you are, I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

.....
Anuar Zain & Camelia - Kini Bebas

Camelia:
Kasih ku kini pasti
Tiada resah dan gelisah
Hilang dari satu keraguan
Indahnya kedamaian kurasa
Yang bermain dijiwaku
Merindui dirimu oh kasih

Anuar Zain:
Demi janji yang bersatu
Dalam mimpi dan fantasi
Kasih dan sayang ku penuh eti
Bayangan rindu sering berseri
Tidakkan lariWalaupun masa yang berganti

Chorus I

Camelia:
Kini bebas
Pergi dari minda ini
Realiti
Merahnya di kasih suci

Anuar Zain:
Kini bebas
Hilang dari rasayang sering resah kerana cinta
Tiap masa

Camelia:
Sempurna daku merasa
Jika hadir segalanya
Kasih yang kusimpan tidak luntur

Anuar Zain:
Kerdipan sinar cinta darimu
Akhirnya pasti
Di mahligai indah yang bersatu

Chorus II

Camelia:
Kini bebas
Pergi dari minda ini

Anuar Zain:
Realiti
Merahnya di kasih suci

Camelia & Anuar:
Kini bebas
Hilang dari rasa
yang sering resah kerana cinta
Tiap masa

Bridge

Camelia:
Bahagian hidupku kini
Sempurna jua

Anuar Zain:
Tiada lagi keraguan kasih
Bebas...

updates 5/12/2007

2007-12-05T08:58:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...

alhamduLillah :) ... updates...

abang sayang, congratulations for tawaran sambung belajar (degree in business admin), register next two weeks;16 December kat UiTM... i temankan you register .... dan dapat interview scholarship TM... mudah-mudahan dapat biasiswa...i doa kan :)

booking rumah kt desa petaling, kondo type RM131,000 ... guna TM loan... monthly around RM750 (with 4% interest) ... rumah siap maybe in April 2008...around 10 minit sampai ofis lalu NPE...

insya-Allah :
(i) merisik + meminang + bertunang : 22/12/2007
(ii) kelantan wedding : tbc
(iii) penang wedding : tbc

love you sayang

27.11.2007

2007-11-28T09:19:00.000+08:00

27.11.2007 :)

at the 421 meters height of KL Tower,with the romantic ambience and revolving restaurant, my darling said ... "yang, i tak boleh jadik syed muszaphar utk bawa you ke bulan... i dah pikir lama utk pilih satu tempat special for this dinner... i survey kt putrajaya... kt bukit bintang...(the highest restaurant) tapi i rasa...at 400 meter ni, i nak tanya you (i'm trying to say that)... will you marry me? "

i pon jawab "of course, i do :)"

Once ~ Dealova

2007-11-28T09:08:00.000+08:00

Dealova
Once
January 3, 2007 — Ngurah

Aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah, dalam tidurmu
Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu, yang mungkin bisa kau rindu
Karena, langkah merapuh, tanpa dirimuOh karena, hati t’lah letih

Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu, yang s’lalu bisa kau sentuh
Aku ingin kau tahu bahwa ku, selalu memujamu
Tanpamu, sepinya waktu, merantai hati
Oh bayangmu, seakan-akan

[Reff]Kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
yang memanggil, rinduku, padamu oo~…
Seperti udara yang ku hela kau se-lalu, ada

[Bridge]Hanya dirimu yang bisa, membuatku tenang
Tanpa dirimu aku me-rasa, hilang
dan sepi, dan sepi

[Reff] (x2)
Selalu ada, kau selalu ada
Selalu ada, kau selalu ada

Sya Lalalala, lalalala

Ungu ~ Tercipta Untukku

2007-11-28T08:57:00.000+08:00

Tercipta Untukku
Artist: Ungu

Menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu
Membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku
Mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
Saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku

Banyak kata
Yang tak mampu kuungkapkan
Kepada dirimu

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku Sepanjang hidupku

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tau
Kuslalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu Sepanjang hidupku

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tau
Kuslalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu

rumah

2007-11-20T08:48:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum...wahhh raya pon dah lepas...cuma kali ni tak berapa meriah sbb abg ja, abg li and abg lan tak balik. bila tiga family tak balik, kureng sket meriah nye...

pastu bila balik lepas raya, seronot jalan2 pi open house...rumah mok su, rumah ina, rumah kak aishah, rumah fidza...sorry semah & zarid sebab tak dapat pergi...

tahniah utk azmah yg bertunang pd 17/11/07.

okay, dah survey rumah and then dah confirm, insya-Allah...Widuri Impian, Desa Petaling.

yang, i memang teringin nak buat plaster ceiling, pintu jepun utk dapur...seronot nye berangan....

sweet memory of MBA

2007-09-24T23:41:00.000+08:00

sweet memory of MBA batch Feb 2006. alhamduLillah kami semua diizinkan-NYA utk complete kan the study by 22nd sept 2007...yahoooo ! merdeka !

~ class MBA ~

~ with En Din yg memang sporting ~

~ the best gang ever! ~

~ favourite pic ~

~ among best lecturer ever - Mr Hoe ~

to al the lecturers and classmates, thank you for everything. may Allah bless you all always.

buke puase

2007-09-17T21:45:00.000+08:00

selamat berpuasa :)

~ first day puasa 13/9/2007 ~ makan kt chicken rice shop kat kl sentral

tgh menulis recommendation letter

khusyuk membaca

inilah juadahnye

~ 2nd day puasa ~ pink day !

~ 3rd day puasa kt kelantan murtabak king, kl sentral lagi ~

jejaka terhangat di pasaran

ngan haizam

~ latest buah hati ~ ikan yg ke 25 & 26 (office aqua)

moga2 panjang umur ye. kt rumah ada 4 ekoq. ada sekoq buah hati tu ekor dah kontot cam kena infection...pastu asyik terapung terbalik je. if swim pon kena struggle more for short tail won't help him much. skang badan pon dah bengkok sbb asyik dok terbalik dan ada macam pecah darah sket...adoih sedih sedey...

nasi goreng & Ramadhan

2007-09-12T22:35:00.000+08:00

tetiba hp berbunyik...bila tengok jam pukul 7pg... aikk awai nya cik abang call? memang mamai time ni...

saya : "hello" ...

dear : "hello, nanti u turun bawah tau, i nak jumpe you " (lebih kureng camtu la bunyiknye)

saya : "naper nak jumpe? " (huhu tido sedap lagi ni)

dear "i nak pi hantar breakfast kt you..."

gitu la...sbb hari ni cuti maka plan nak bangun lambat sket...cuti for study leave -- nak siapkn assigment dan start pindah barang ke bilik fidza, nanti ada new housemates akan masuk bilik kite. well, my dear woke up at 5.30am then masak nasik goreng then panaskan lauk yg his beloved mommy kirim then prepare everything then kejut kan kite utk makan... thank you :)

selamat menyambut Ramadhan, mudah-mudahan kita semua dapat menggunakan peluang menjalani ibadah puasa yg mulia ni utk :
~ meningkatkn amal ibadat
~ menyucikan hati
~ baca Al-Quran (mudah-mudahan dapat la tadarus)
~ rahmat & barakah - NYA

selamat berpuasa.

bunch of photos

2007-09-11T13:38:00.000+08:00

~ masa kt opis & tmpoint...7/8/2007 ~

jaja comei

ikan yg cute

syg's office

~ Penang 19 & 20 August ~

padang kota

char kue tiaw with kerang bakaq

gurney plaza

~ model of the year~

~ Toast Box Mid Velley~

~KLCC - Merdeka Day 31/8/2007 ~

rambut u terangkat yang!

nandos

mata bengkak seblah

~Happy Birthday My Dear :) wishing you great and wonderful things and may all dreams come true~

bulat bulat

happy birthday

2007-09-06T17:57:00.001+08:00

happy birthday dear :) wishing you great and wonderful things ahead. may all dreams come true.

baby merdeka

2007-08-30T14:47:00.000+08:00

an email from kak natrah (classmate), insya-Allah akan bersalin malam nanti...
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From: Natrah Md Yasin [mailto:natrah@tmnet.com.my]
Sent: Wednesday, August 29, 2007 9:30 PM

Hello kawan,

confirm saya bersalin besok malam, jgnlah susah hati....tapi saya try tanyakan boleh tak take home exam.

Saya sekarang tengah surf website....tengah cari sajak/ayat power merdeka 50 tahun (mcm A.Samad Said) ialah manalah tahu masuk paper nanti.......tiba2 pulak Dato CEO kita tengok...perghhhh....manalah tahu Telekom ambil saya jadi anak angkat............jadi duta ke.......

Kepada kawan2 semua, saya nak ambil kesempatan memohon kemaafan jika tersalah tersilap terkasar dah sebagainya, akhir kata terimalah pantun merdeka dari saya.

Buah bacang , Buah berangan
Diangkut kekedai naik MyVi
Hari2 den berangan
masuk paper keluar tv

MERDEKA....MERDEKA......

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Kak Natrah selamat melahirkan baby gurl (dia plan nak kasik nama Qasih....) on 31st August 2007 at 4.50am. Musti masuk paper keluar tv ni kak nat!

Takziah utk Fahmy & Zarid. semoga tabah & sabar atas segala dugaan.

one year

2007-08-27T10:23:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum,

bertemu kembali. alhamduLillah, sehat walafiat. last week ada buat check up kt gerai kt menara TM, doc kate blood pressure and diabetes okay... last post was almost one year - 6th sept '06. coincidently his birthday is on 6th of September...hemmm...one year has passed, i would be thankful of ...

~ close relationship with my beloved Ummi. actually we are not that close sbb lebih rapat with arwah Abah. as time passes by, we are like best friends during good and bad times. i always miss her and she is my inspiration especially every time nak exam/test, Ummi would be the first person i would call to get the blessing.

~ insya-Allah, study will be completed in 22nd sept dlm bulan puasa yg mulia ni. after one and half year berhempas pulas, akhirnya dah nak abis. teringat time migrain + muntah + stay back kt ofis sampai pkul 4 pagi, miss the open house last year, miss the kenduri kendara (sorry dear yana tak dapat balik kg during your wedding day), makan2 kt national library, gelak2 tak hengatnye ngan geng2 ... semuanya akan jadi kenangan. terima kasih kpd lecturers and all the classmates. Allah Taala shj yg mampu balas jasa korang.

~ life's like a rainbow. full of colors indicates colorful moments in our life. sebenarnya apa yg kita dapat adalah yg terbaik drpd apa yg kite impikan. dedicate below quote to dearest person ...

" Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it would come to you when you least expect it. "

Thank you for everything :) i am grateful to have you in my life sayang. always keep you close in heart, thoughts and prayers.

~ finally i feel happy for just being myself. people might see that they have seen the changes which they might like or hate. my dear friends, this is me :)

" Never try to explain yourself as the people who like you will not need it and people who hate you won't believe it "

jumpa lagi on 6th September 2007. happy birthday my dear :)

Friendship

2006-09-06T09:03:00.000+08:00

Friendship

Oh, the comfort
The inexpressible comfort
of feeling safe with a person
Having neither to weigh thoughts, nor measure words
But pouring them all right out
just as they are
Chaff and grain together
Certain that a faithful hand
will take and sift them
Keep what is worth keeping
And with a breath of kindness
Blow the rest away.

~ Words by Dinah Maria Mulock Craik
~ Calligraphy by Cari Ferraro 1995

... dedicated to my dear friends wherever they are. whom have been my eyes, ears and heart. whom willing to sacrifice everything for me just to bring back the smile i've forgotten. whom always in my mind and thoughts. all of you will forever be my rainbow which i often miss to look at, melody of laughters which i would love to listen to and cuddly enough to hug for comfort i've craved for.

thankfulness beyond words...

The Time of Our Lives

2006-06-21T09:27:00.000+08:00

VOICE FROM THE FIFA WORLD CUP GERMANY 2006

Il Divo Duet with Toni Braxton ~ The Time of Our Lives
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We'll go all the way

And it feels like we're having
The time of our lives
We'll find the glory and the pain
For all that we are, for all that we are

Hoy es el día
Es la ocasión de triunfar
Para hacer realidad el destino que soñábamos conseguir
Una vida de lucha nos trajo hasta aquí
Y llegaré hasta el final (Heaven knows...)

’Cause it feels like we’re having the time of our lives
Juntos, unidos, triunfará nuestro deseo de ser el mejor
’Cause it feels like we’re having the time of our lives
toca la gloria junto a mí,
La hora llegó de la verdad
El momento llegó
Y ya nunca jamás lo podré olvidar...

'Cause it feels like we’re having ('cause it feels...like we're having...)
The time of our lives
Toca la gloria, junto a tí,
la hora llego, la hora llego
’Cause it feels like we’re having ('cause it feels...like we're having...)
The time of our lives
For the time of our lives...
Oh...

my boo

2006-06-11T23:26:00.000+08:00

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assalamualaikum...

salam sejahtera buat semua. moga sentiasa dlm limpah rahmat + keberkatan-NYA, insya-ALLAH.

buat kalian yg sentiasa dlm ingatan, sepi bukan bermakna tiada kenangan utk dikongsi dihebahkan. kerap berlaku adalah sepi krn tiada kata yg seindah dan sebaik utk meluahkan.

+ i-Rates/Reseller Project suspended +

as expected, our above mentioned project being suspended by MCMC effective by 1st June 2006. memula tu rasa sedey + frust + terkilan etc. setelah bergelumang dan bersuka-duka selama lebih kurang 6 bulan, apabila mendapat berita penamatan serta-merta ni, terkesan jugak la.

walaubagaimanapun, things happen for reasons... ALLAH Maha Mengetahui. hikmahnya unit kami dapat la bernafas seketika, memperbetulkan mana yg terlanjur terpesong, menganalisa serta memperkemaskan langkah seterusnya. insya-ALLAH, next ball game/round is expected to roll out in next July or August. Thus, sekarang ni boley lah meluangkan masa utk study and prepare for take home exam + project and also next class. alhamduLillah.

+ little sweet moments +

dalam kesibukan kejar deadlines, dikejar atau terkejar-kejar, still ada some sweet little moments to smile at ...

~ lepak-lepak petang with Shelley sayang & Hajar babe sambil enjoy teh tarik/teh o ais dgn meggi sup/goreng atau cucur udang and yg latest - goreng pisang ngan pencecah. best woooo bila dapat bergossip ni and usha! haha you all memang best !

~ bila dapat berita suspension tu, terpikir apakah perkara yg boleh menenangkan hati yg tak best ni? okay, pi beli ikan kt mid valley ! settt ! Mah dearie temankn and pilih semuanya. thanks nyang ! ikan guppy (ikan laga) kaler merah berbelang biru kat ekor, diberi nama boo boo. my boo is currently being mommy's best companion.

~ in last april, bila AGM assigned to handle complaints for this project, time tu terpikir ... hai sapalah rajin nak jaga complaints ni? kena pekak kan telinga nak dgr sumpah seranah ni adoihhhh ... since jaga complaints, kena maki hamun + luahan perasaan drpd yg tidak berpuas hati + stay back up to 10pm tu jadi kebiasaan.

bukankah setiap kesusahan tu ada kemudahan ? since april juga, ada yg ikhlas menolong ... terima kasih seikhlas hati :) hanya ALLAH TAALA shj yg mampu membalas jasa baiknya. time org lain pun tak berapa sudi nak bantu (normal nya tolong sedikit boleh la kan, kerja sendiri pun tak terbuat ... tapi yg di atas normal ?) masih ada yg ikhlas melayan dan menghulurkan bantuan. though orang sekeliling mula mempertikaikan dan mempersenda 'kerajinan' dan 'muka tembok ni' serta mata-mata yg 'jeling menjeling' ... susah utk dilafazkan tetapi sekali lagi terima kasih, besar maknanya :)

~ dapat geng partners yg semuanya understanding + kelakar + kuat mengusik and rajik membelanja kami-kami yg garang ni makan. korang memang best !

~ family day kat Port Disckson on last 3rd & 4th June. oh memang best + enjoy ! 3 family abang + 2 family cousin + family mak usu pak usu dapat hadir. apa lagi, bila dah berkumpul, mulal sessi makan sepanjang masa sampai kembung ... termasuk sessi durian, barbecue, nasi lemak, nasi kerabu, sessi My Team dikalahkan oleh team Liverpool haha juga sessi birthday kak teh and shahmi si chan. best best !

~ tukar henpon baru. hehe. rasmi lah NOKIA 6280 menjadi another darlingof mine. color tetap black color. org kate, sapa yg suke black color ni agak secretive. ye ke?

+ difference between love & like +

cINTA: The Difference Between Love and Like
Kiriman: n.asmah pada Okt 21, 2002 - 02:26 AM

In front of the person you love,your heart beats faster
But in front of the person you like,you get happy.

In front of the person you love,winter seems like spring
But in front of the person you like,winter is just beautiful winter...

If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you blush
But if you look into the eyes of the one you like,you smile.

In front of the person you love,you can't say everything on your mind
But in front of the person you like,you can.

In front of the person you love,you tend to get shy
But in front of the person you like,you can show your own self.

You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you love
But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you like.

When the one you love is crying,you cry with them
But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.

The feeling of love starts from the eye
But the feeling of like starts from the ear.

~ teringat pulak lagu Glen - Januari dan Fazley - Bila April. apa kaitan bulan-bulan dan siapa yg disukai dan siapa yg disayangi ?

... biarlah rahsia ...

wassalam.

tough time & tough people

2006-05-21T23:35:00.000+08:00

Bali 2006

2006-05-07T00:01:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum.

+ Bali Day 1. 24th April 2006 +

okay, just mukadimah sebelum ke Bali, 2nd final exam on Saturday 22nd and class on Sunday 23rd, and 3rd final exam actual date was after Bali trip, tapi Prof yg baik hati telah brought forward and kami hanya perlu jawab two study cases ... alhamduLillah yey! boleh la ke Bali dgn fikiran yg sungguh lapang shallalallaaaa!

oh my, flight on early Monday 24th, wahhh time bile nak packing and nak carik battery energizer, food bla bla ... big big and big thanks to my wonderful companion Intand Fidza :) mekacih banyak darling krn sentiasa menolong dan memahami si kelam kabut ni hehe

+ flight +

flight at 9.50am. so many tourists bersama kami and ya Allah sejuknya dlm flight tu. rasa menggigil time makan and we even hugged each other utk kurangkan sedikit tahap pembekuan yg berlaku. flight to Bali was around 2 hours and 40 minutes. sewaktu aircraft terbang rendah utk mencecah landasan kira-kira pukul 2.00pm, pemandangan sekitar airport sudah menawan hati. pantai bersih + ombak + pokok kelapak+ bangunan yg rendah-rendah cute miut wahhh !

+ kami yg kebekuan tapi posing tetap posing +

nah! Selamat Datang ke Lapangan Terbang Ngurah Rai, Bali. alahaiii belum keluar bangunan airport lagi tapi taman-taman kecil + patung keagamaan + air-air pancut dan ikan-ikan kap yg menjadi hiasan dalam airport tu pun sudah menggamit pandangan. sungguh harmoni dan menyamankan.

okay, selesai urusan imigresen, kami segera keluar utk mencari pak supir. orangnya rendah, kecil dan baik hati, panggilnya Su shj. bersama driver, kami dibawa menaiki van ke hotel di Kuta. melalui lorong-lorong kecil di kiri kanan rumah penduduk Bali. kemas + teratur dan lamannya tersusun hias. Kuta antara bandar yg terkenal di Bali dan ketika bom kedua berlaku di salah sebuah restoran di sini, lokasinya hanya selang 10 minit jalan kaki dari hotel kami. letupan bom pertama di Legian, dua bar terlibat dlm letupan yg mengorbankan 88 pelacong, kebanyakannya adalah warga Australia. juga tidak jauh dari hotel.

pulau Bali ini kecil comel je tanahnya, lebar nya 150km maka jalan raya nya di bina besar sedikit saiz kereta biasa dan kebanyakannya adalah sehala. pelancong barat lebih suka menyewa sepeda dan memecut laju di jalanan. ewahhhh! Su kata bagi aussie, pulau kecil ini adalah rumah kedua mereka.

Su akan mengambil kami dlm pukul 4 ptg, maka selesai urusan check in di Mercure Hotel, Kuta, mula la kaki-kaki ini merayap-rayap. sebenarnya, kami amat bersyukur krn lokasi hotel sangat strategik. dekat dgn supermarket (yg kami pergi 2-3 kali) serta outlets spt Roxy, Billabong, Quicksilver, Polo etc selain sebelah dgn Hard Rock Hotel Bali yg amat lah famous dan cantik, pemandangan mengadap laut tapi kami tak berani ke sana krn matahari terik membahang, dan dekat dengan kedai-kedai yg menjual pelbagai barangan tempatan spt kraftangan, souveniers, dll.

+ hadapan Hard Rock Hotel Starbucks +

+ Kuta Square +

+ 4th floor Mercure Hotel +

+ Uluwatu Temple +

Lokasi pertama mengikut itinerary. SubhanAllah, tempat ni indah nya tak terucap dgn kata-kata. Since 90% penduduk Bali adalah beragama Hindu, begitu banyak pura (temple) yg boleh dilawati (tapi pelawat tidak dibenarkan masuk ke kawasan beribadat). Uluwatu adalah salah satu pura ..."dipanggil pura, bukan pura-pura ye" pesan Su. monyet-monyet di sini cute + kelakar juga. cuma kami ni agak cuak dgn camera dan sunglasses. pura ini berada di hujung laut, di atas tebing laut berbatu yg curam, mengadap Indian Ocean yg luas terbentang, pemandangan saujana mata memandang dan barangkali kalau berenang, kami akan sampai ke Darwin, Australia.

+ Su ni memang pandai snap photo. siap ada pokok depan kami. pokok tu berduri +

+ macam kt australia kan +

+ penyu pata +

+ Su usik kami ada monyet kat belakang +

+ biar pun muke berminyak, masih posing lagi +

+ Jimbaran +

"Dinner nya di Jimbaran, mengadap laut ye". Masa time Su beritahu kami tak terfikir yg dinner ni one of the surprise. Memang betul mengadap laut + makan makanan laut + sambil tengok sunset.Wowww what a surprise! Di Jimbaran yg terkenal dengan restoran-restoran tepi laut memanjang sehingga 8 km, pilih saja yg mana berkenan di hati dan nikmati sea food seenaknya.

+ bunga kemboja adalah kemestian +

+ posing sat sebelum makan. "rileks rileks" pesan Su +

+ sunset di Jimbaran. cantekkan +

okay, end of day one. bersambung...

tata.wassalam.

bunch of stories and memories

2006-04-02T21:25:00.000+08:00

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assalamualaikum.

bertemu kembali. apa habaq my beloved friends? mama semah, mama yetie, mama safurah,thank you for the comments. though masih lagi tidak berkesempatan utk singgah and say hi! kt korang nya blogs, i hold each and everyone of you close in my heart. friends are priceless.

+ test & tutorial +

baru balik dr kelas pagi ahad and ada test pagi tadi. subject - Management Information Systems(MIS). Okay ke ? hehhe tolong tanya bagi pihak korang. okay la. open book test + 5 questions.one of the question, jawabannya drpd tutorial yg telah diprint + baca + tak ingat points. so bagi contoh je. maka, apakah lesson from this situation?

hormatilah guru anda. simple jek.

Prof ni is undeniably knowledgeable. btw, masa kelas first/second tu maybe sbb dia cakap quite slow, and ditambah pulak ngan tahap kepekakan telinga ni (headphone asyik melekap kt telinga, mana tak semakin pekak), mana nak dengar sangat lectures yg Prof bagi. pastu time online tutorial selama 3 jam, hanya jadi pembaca yg setia sbb time tu saket + sengal badan. tak responsive sgt even though classmates semuanya energetic and highly interact ngan Prof. the lesson yg Allah Taala nak bgtau is - hormatilah guru anda. syukur diberi kesedaran sebelum terlambat. alhamduLillah.

Prof, sekarang saya dah belajar apa teladan nya, maaf kan saya. saya sayang + hormat + ingin belajar anything yg possible to be learnt from Prof. tips + lectures yg Prof bagi,semuanya akan saya ikut. yakin lah yg saya amat menghormati orang yg telah memberi ilmu kpd saya.

again, maaf kan saya.

+ redang & air +

mama semah & mama yetie teringin nak float ek? hai hati ni pon dah lama kempunan nak bersnokerling. seronok nya terapung + kasik ikan makan kt tangan sampai luka-luka, kagum tengok coral yg tak terkata lawanya ciptaan Tuhan. ingat tak kite terjun dr bot masa kt redang tu? pastu main pool, congkak, daun tirup etc. and then igt tak kite main cap cali cap cap cap (hahah ! tak ingat sgt sebutan betul nya) wowww !

~ Pulau Redang 2003

snorkeling + island hopping should be such an annual event kan. even bila decide nak pi travel pon, mesti make sure yg anything related with water.

~ Sydney 2005

Sydney harbour ni cantek dalam gambar secantek rupa. subhanAllah, canteknya laut, birunya langit, nyamannya udara segala-galanya beyond words.

another thing, so far the main factor for destination selection would be the geographical factor. tak kisah la gunung berapi ke, gunung ke, laut ke, anything yg takde kt mesia and unique. impian dgn fidza is nak complete kan list melawat 7 wonders of the world. inclusive pyramid Giza,Great Wall of China, Stonehenge, Taj Mahal etc.

~ Lake Toba, Sumatera Utara 2001 (takde gambo.cuma gambo internet)

korang percaya tak, lake toba tu size nya sebesar singapore? panjangnya 100km and diameternya adalah 30km. ada pulau samosir kt tengah-tengah tasik yg diduduki oleh kaum batak. actually kaum batak ni tak makan orang camtu jek. hehe in case if you all have heard of org batak makan orang :D dolu-dolunya cerite - org batak ni bila marah/benci/gaduh ngan orang, then akan dibunuh orang tersebut and then diorang makan dagingnya. seriau gak time pi pulau samosir tu. jangan le korang bencikan pelancong plak. kang kang ...

one thing kan, since tasik toba or also known as danau toba ni adalah permukaan or kawah or mulut (?!) gunung berapi yg meletus ratus ribu tahun dulu, maka bayangkan lah betapa kuatnya letusan gunung berapi tu and berapa ramai kematian yg berlaku. jauh lagi hebat dr tsunami yg melanda Banda Acheh on 26th December 2004. btw tanahnya extremely subur biarpun hitam legam kalernya. campak apa pun musti tumbuh subur. setiap kejadian Tuhan ada hikmahnya kan ...rasa sgt lah healthy time travel tu and nasi sumatera/padang memang ada kelas.

~ Tagaytay, Manila 2004/2005

punya lah minat geografi sampai dua kali pergi lawat tagaytay ni. about one hour journey frm Metro Manila. takjub dgn ciptaan Tuhan. korang percaya tak ada perkampungan nelayan dekat tasik gunung berapi ni -Taal Lake ? my darling cutie said, it's one of the active volcanoes and bila air tasiknya panas, maka penduduk atas tasik ni akan berpindah ke darat. weheeeee! cuaknya. spt biasa cam Lake Toba gaks, cuacanya sejuk + nyaman + ada sedikit bau tengik sbb sulfur banyak kt area volcano + various vegetables and fruits.

cerita pasal gunung berapi kt Bali, nanti balik kang cerita ek

+ sweet +

best kan bila something unexpected and sweet things happened. it really made our day.

dek suke berkebun tapi macam lah ada masa sgt nak jaga nya kan, maka adalah bela barang dua pokok kt atas meja kt opis tu. satu yg dah besar (senang tak yah tunggu nak besar hihi) and kasik tanah + baja dlm pot kaler kuning yg cute beli kt carrefour mid valley. another one is water based pokok kecik yg ambik dr kakak admin kat opis, kesian tengok takde orang bela sampai kekeringan dahaga air.

biase lah kan. semangat ayam ni memulanya hangat la time awal-awal tu. skang ni bile dah busy tahap dewa ni mane lah ada masa nak membelai pokok-pokok belaan tu. then, last friday (baru nak masuk point hehe) tetiba pokok water based tu penuh air dlm bekas nya. aikk sapa yg murah hati ni ? ropanya jiran belakang, this chinese lady aka officemate yg siramkan. that is so sweet of her :) thanks Kim.

skang ni asyik curik masa utk baca novel and magazines. among the favourite authors are Sidney Sheldon, Judith McNaught and Saharil Hasrin Sanin. last month ada beli new novel from Sidney Sheldon with Huda. thanks for the ride and wonderful moments together :) looking forward for another one. this novel entitled "Are You Afraid of the Dark?" aikkk cam sesuaiii jek bagi orang yg takot gelap tu :D

then dok sembang ngan Liana (roommate) pasal suke sgt baca Sidney Sheldon novels. the most favourite one is "Nothing Lasts Forever". kisah tiga doktor pompuan. great stories and rich narrations. dulu baca pinjam dgn kawan jek. teringin nak beli as collection tpi tatau lah bila nak pergi mid valley ... bla ... bla ngan Liana satu malam sambil baring atas katil konon nak baca novel baru beli tapi selalunya end up ngan buku yg baca tuannya.

this afternoon, si roommate ni tanya - tak pergi book fair kat PWTC ke? ari ni last if nak beli buku sekolah.aisehhh teringin nak pergi tapi family nak mai picnic kat swimming pool kat fajaria ni. then taddaaa ... she cameto me with hard cover novel written on it "Nothing Lasts Forever" and sheepishly said "for you. birthday gift.sorry for the late present btw kite tau awak suke. kite pi carik kt book fair and this is the last book left.memang laku la buku dia". guess the feelings inside? flying without wings + speechless.

thank you Liana.you really made my day.

+ letting go +

"some of us think that holding on make us strong but sometimes it is letting go".

honestly, truthfully, perasaan meredhai dgn perkara yg bukan milik kita itu sangat indah. menenangkan jiwa dan mendekatkan diri dgn-Nya. bukankan cinta itu takdir? takdir atau jodoh itu adalah cinta sejati. setiap ketentuan-Nya adalah yg terbaik bagi kita.

"we only see the present but God has been to our future" thanks Meiyi.

di sini dan korang semua jadi saksi, diri ini sudah lama meredhai + mendoakan yg terbaik bagi cinta yg bukan ditakdirkan utk bersemi dan juga cinta yg singgah, menyapa penuh harapan, tapi mungkin bukan yg telah tersurat. yakin dgn perjalanan qadha & qadar Allah Taala yg Maha Mengetahui lagi Maha Penyayang bahkan amat yakin dgn perjalanan takdir yg terlalu indah lagi penuh makna tersirat yg perlu dilihat dgn mata hati.

maka, andainya sudah ditakdirkan ketetapan jodoh itu, bila sampai masanya, maka segala-galanya akan menjadi mudah. betul tak semah? perjalanan nya dipermudahkan + diiringi restu ibu bapa + dimurahkan rezeki.

justeru, jaga diri dan hiasi peribadi. teruskan berusaha + doa + bertawakal.

bukankan jodoh itu adalah cinta sejati?

tata.wassalam.

student

2006-03-28T21:47:00.000+08:00

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firstly, thanks Mama Semah for the reminder ;) hihi wowww lamanya tak berblogging ... since dah jadik murid sekolah balik sejak Feb lepas, maka tetiba jek normal routine has had turned upside down. rindu sebenarnya nak gebang + rileks + berangan cam slalu hehe

meh cite pasal kerja dulu ... okie skang ada project baru, officially launched on 1st January 2006. hengatkan bile dah masuk March ni, boleh lah bernapas sket, btw rasanya still lagi balik keje around 9.oomlm and sampai 11.00mlm pon ada, almost everyday and sabtu/ahad pon jengah opis lagi, addoihhh ! moga-moga Allah bagi kekuatan + kesabaran + kesihatan. harapnya the hype will slowly steady and workload tu okay. harap harap ...

okay next pasal sekolah plak. org kate mule la blaja sket-sket. amik course baru and tak related ngan degree dulu, maka kenalah usaha berlipat ganda drpd orang lain. huhu. actually seronok gak sbb dapat new exposure + experience and kengkawan baru. ada sorang kakak classmate mai kelas dgn lebam biji mata sbb tak tido malam dek krn anak demam. tapi still manage utk mai kelas! wahhh kagom kagom. so, si bujeng ni tak boleh lah nak malas malasan lagi kan kan!

camne ye tips nak balance kan kerja yg tahap critical + belaja ni? org kate there is no short cut to success. semuanya kena melalui the same process and challenges. okay la, since dah buat pilihan, insya-Allah akan cuba yg terbaik. doakan ye kengkawan :)

cuma yg tak berapa best sejak due menjak ni ...
+ selera makan makin kurang
+ stress and depress
+ sleepless nites because teringat kerja yg tak siap and deadlines
+ sleepless nites sbb risau exam hehe
+ time nak baca buku - badan dah letih + mata dah kuyu
+ masa utk ber midvalleying stop sat
+ curik masa utk ber tutorial time lunch hour
+ forgetful
+ hilang interest towards favourite thingy

one thing kan, rezeki sekarang ni alhamduLillah. Syukur kpd Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani. ada pertolongan dan bantuan di mana-mana. sentiasa ada yg sudi membantu dan memahami. bahkan dari yg tak disangka-sangka. AlhamduLillah. moga-moga Allah Taala membalas jasa kalian semua :)

last but not least, setelah berpenat lelah, maka kenalah rehatkan otak + badan kan kan. Insya-Allah akan ke Bali on 24th April nanti bersama dearest Intan Fidza. Get ready with the extra luggage darling!

Tata. Wassalam.

letting go

2006-03-06T22:47:00.000+08:00

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some of us think that holding on make us strong but sometimes it is letting go.

Eh! Feb 2006 ~ Wirda Adnan.

it does make you feel good

2006-01-27T12:05:00.000+08:00

-----Original Message-----
From: Harvindar Singh [mailto:harvindar@gmail.com]
Sent: Friday, January 27, 2006 10:05 AM
Subject: Natural highs........

Think about them one at a time BEFORE going on to the next one....
IT DOES MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD, especially the thought at the end.

1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
4. No lines at the supermarket
5. A special glance.
6 Getting mail
7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Chocolate milkshake. (or vanilla or strawberry!)
12. A bubble bath.
13. Giggling.
14. A good conversation.
15. The beach
16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter.
17. Laughing at yourself.
18. Holding a newborn baby.
19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
20. Running through sprinklers.
21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
23. Laughing at an inside joke.
24. Friends.
25. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
26. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
27. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).
28. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
29. Playing with a new puppy.
30. Having someone play with your hair.
31. Sweet dreams. !
32. Hot chocolate.
33. Road trips with friends.
34. Swinging on swings.
35. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
36. Making chocolate chip cookies.
37. Having your friends send you homemade cookies.
38. Holding hands with someone you care about.
39. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change.
40. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.
41. Watching the sunrise.
42. Getting out of bed every morning andbeing grateful for another beautiful day.
43. Knowing that somebody misses you.
44. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply.
45. Knowing you've done the right thing,no matter what other people think.

Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.

Mama

2006-01-16T21:49:00.000+08:00

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askum & salam sejahtera ... hemmm Mama... skang ni sejak due tige menjak ni ... ntah la *sigh* agaknya semakin 'mude' ni, asyik dok teringat kan Ummi kt kampung jek. *sob sob* hemmm sehat kah dia? cukup ke makan? masih ligat lagi beraktiviti ? selalunya Ummi ni akan drive kete pi jemput kroni-kroni dia pi masjid, kelas baca Yassin setiap Jumaat, ceramah agama or just lawat kengkawan dia area KB tu.

Ummi kesayangan ni memang tak boleh dok diam. bangun awai bfore Subuh sbb dia pi solat kat masjid. pastu tengok berita pkul 7. then rest sat pastu bersiap pi kelas baca Yasin ke ... melawat org sakit/meninggal/bersalin then smpai tghari. pastu musti tgok berita kol 12pm or 1pm. pastu pi dia akan rehat lepas zuhur smpai bfore asar. lepas asar sibuk pi kebun kat umah. atau menyapu area rumah atau brkebun kunyit. pastu lepas isyak musti tgok berita or drama melayu hehe

i guess she is the person that inspires me the most. i will do everything just to see her precious smile. and few things that remind me about her ...

~ sbg ibu tunggal, dia sgt cekal + tabah + sabar membesarkan 7 org anak. sanggup berhenti belajar semata-mata utk bekerja dgn sijil LCE (skang PMR) utk cari rezeki utk anak-anak.

~ sbg cikgu, education is the main thing. dulu kami adik beradik selalu kena rotan sbb tulisan macam cakar ayam, main tak kira siang malam, gaduh adik-beradik, malas belajar, degil + malas tolong buat keje umah and memacam lagi lah. maklumlah adik beradik ramai pastu umur tak byk beza. maka kejenya bercakaran sepanjang masa.

~ ummi nya pantang larang antaranya makan meggi and main bunga api. dia asyik bilang main bunge api tu bakar duit. masa kecik mane nak paham napelah bakar duit? bukannya pi cucuh duit tu ngan api kan kan ! tpi skang ummi lebih lembut ngan cucu-cucunya. bebudak ni bebas nak main byk mana sampai tgh malam. wahhhh !

~ haaa since dulu ummi ni cikgu disiplin, so selalu la rasa yg ummi ni jadik cikgu disiplin kat umah gak. semuanya musti ada time-table, ikut peraturan and kena denda. time tu rasa cam naper lah mak aku ni cikgu huhuu

~ ummi ni suka menulis. dia ada diary setiap tahun dan everyday dia catit apa yg dia buat. ari tu adalah curik baca diary dia. siap ada calculation skali bile time anak bagi duit, brapa dia belanja, anak yg mana balik kg, pi melawat umah sapa etc

~ lately ni hobi dia jenjalan coti-coti mesia. pantang owang ajak sket sure dia nak ikut. asalkan dia happy tak kisah la. sib baik time saya nak pi berjalan plak dia orait jek. masa nak pi manila dulu ada yg cakap buat pe lah pi negara yg bergolak tuh ? carik pasal ke? btw ummi relax jek. dia just cakap "jaga diri elok-elok. jgn habiskn duit utk shopping" aikkk dia cam tau jek kat manila tu sorga shopping cam kat bangkok.

~ ummi selalu bising sbb dia sponsor saya masuk driving class. tpi since 1998 saya tak pernah bwk kete. tatau lah naper. then everyear renew driving liscence sbb nanti ummi bising. addoiihhh ! bile balik kg, ummi gak la yg drive kan pi memana. sepatutnya saya yg jadik driver dia hhiihi

for someone that i love more than myself, i just want an everlasting happiness for her. semoga Allah Taala sentiasa melindungi dan merahmatinya.

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okay, ummi ! ni nak dedicate lagu abang IL DIVO ni ... ensemm + talented + superb voice! tgok gambo kt bwh ni, hunks kan ?! ihihi

Il Divo - Mama
Lyrics Album: Il Divo

Lyrics:

Mama, thank you for who I am
Thank you for all the things I'm not
Forgive me for the words unsaid
For the times I forgot

Mama remember all my life
You showed me love, you sacrificed
Think of those young and early days
How I've changed along the way [ along the way ]

And I know you believed
And I know you had dreams
And I'm sorry it took all this time to see
That I am where I am because of your truth
And I miss you, yeah I miss you

Mama forgive the times you cried
Forgive me for not making right
All of the storms I may have caused
And I've been wrong, Dry your eyes [ dry your eyes ]

And I know you believed
And I know you had dreams
And I'm sorry it took all this time to see
That I am where I am because of your truth
And I miss you, yeah I miss you

Mama I hope this makes you smile
I hope you're happy with my life
At peace with every choice I made
How I've changed along the way [ along the way ]

And I know you believed in all of my dreams
And I owe it all to you, Mama

One Special Day

2006-01-11T09:53:00.000+08:00

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5th January 2006

happy birthday to me and dearest Safurah :)

firstly, thank you very much for all the wishes. those wishes mean so much to me indeed. saya anggap semuanya sebagai doa + harapan + kekuatan. insya-Allah, kalian semua sentiasa ada dalam doa saya.

btw, tell you, that special day was a bit crap. haha ! since the morning ada discussion, then time bday gift sampai still in the middle of the discussion. pastu ada half an hour to have a lunch pastu straight pi KLJ for two discussions. pastu lebih kuwang pukul 4 ptg lebih sampai kat ofis, then ada another discussion sampai dekat pukul 6 ptg.

adoihhhh bile malam tu dah pancit ... that was how my birthday went thru hehehe still, that special day is full of meanings for me ... semakin'muda' ... semakin besar tanggungjawab dan berganda pencapaian yg perlu ditunai plus semakin sikit masa yg ada ... *hemppp*

"... what we have to do is with the time that given to us " Atok Galdalf LOTR

Thanks Huda

Thanks Halim

Happy New Year 2006

2005-12-29T22:06:00.000+08:00

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Look ...
- behind u at what u have already accomplished
- up and believe that the sky will clear
- ahead and claim victory over every obstacle!

Happy New Year 2006!

Tenkiu beri-beri much dear Shima@Misha for such a lovely new year ecard!

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So my dear friends, apa azam tahun baru 2006 ni? kalau nak senaraikan tu memang berjela-jela kan ... btw, di sini saya senaraikan my azam utk tahun depan ... korang jadik saksi ek ;)

~ be an obedient muslim, bertakwa to Allah Taala dan taat pada Rasul-Nya.
~ of course, kawin la kan ;) ... insya-Allah
~ be myself. be myself. be myself.
~ be sincere, honest, responsible and accountable...keje rajin-rajin
~ blaja blaja and teruskan learning (bukankan menuntut ilmu tu sehingga ke liang lahad?)
~ kurangkan gelak(hehe) banyakkan buat keje (wahhh mencabar ni)
~ pi holiday yey!...'asyik jalannn jek! bila nak simpan duit?!'(mak berkata)
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kang tambah lagi kan kan...maklumlah azam musti banyak. i like the quote of 'impian biar setinggi gunung, supaya bila jatuh nanti, akan jatuh pada bukit'

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okie, skang mai cerita pasal our achievement in 2005. hemmm meh share kat sini. mine are ...

~ pi manila for second time alone. stayed there in my filipino friend for 6 days.
~ pi sydney ngan fidza with free and easy package.
~ pi singapore ngan kak linda and her family
~ being transfered to another tough unit in prod mktg. early stage was breathless! btw so far so good.
~ dapat siapkan cross-stich yg start since 2002 ! hahha, si azmah kata toksah le tempah cross-stich kat wanie ni...tatau tahun bila siap!
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kang bila ingat tu nanti akan ditambah lagi ...

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wishing everyone with prosperious and amazing year ahead :)

Uniquely Singapore ~ Dec 2005

2005-12-27T23:09:00.000+08:00

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AlhamduLillah, dapat gak jejakkan kaki ke S'pore on last 25th Dec 2005. been waiting for this golden chance for quite long! though it was just one day visit, syukur sbb dapat tengok betapa unique, clean, amazing, colorful yet systematic Singapore.

Big thanks goes to Kak Linda, Abg Yazil and adorable Dini krn menjemput ke JB dan Singapore + menemani + sesama letih terkejar sana-sini sesama hehe :D It was such an enjoyable trip !

+ Jurong Bird Park
rasanya paling best pi sini dpt lawat owls (yg sgt besar size + bulat hitam matanya) dan dapat tengok banyaknya penguins ! wahhh memang lagi banyak drpd Taronga Zoo (Sydney). penguin ni memang physically cute and diorang ni memang tak takut kat human. maybe they don't think the human might be such a threat to them. selalunya diorang buat dekkk jek kat manusia. oh siap ada giant pingu lagi ...

pastu, skang ni ada promo Lory Loft. those lories family (macam sanak sedara parrot gitu) manyakkkk loo kat dlm sangkar ni. dalam this cage ada spiral staircase, jambatan gantung, tower and jgn lupa ada cafe utk keringkan tekak anda !

oh sattt, before that, we went to this so called 'crown victoria pigeon' (sort of if i'm not mistaken). memang nampak sangat ke'rajaan' this burung ni dengan crown nya. bila kite mai dekat nak amik gambar, dia lari. tapi bila kite buat tatau, dia akan datang dekat sampai lalu bawah bench tu ...

lastly, biasa la kan, musti amik gambar kat sign-board ...

+ Merlion Park
next, we went to take pictures kat Merlion Park. alaaa... landmark S'pore si singa dan air pancut tu. kat sini nite life nya memang happening. ada byk hotel, food stalls, and tongkang yg boleh try naik, then pemandangan nya wadduhhh sungguh indah skali !

sah dah mai S'pore ! hehe

+ Singapore Night Safari
setelah penat menapak, maka kami naik cab jek dr Merlion Park tu ke Singapore Night Safari. Opens from 7pm - 12am. punyalah ramai org agaknya sbb public holiday. panjang beratur macam kete lipang nak naik tram. btw, during the ride, visitors are not allowed to go out frm the tram or taking photos/flash/torch or making noises. dok diam-diam jek. hohohoo pretty scarry laa especially bila lalu seblah gajah yg tengah makan, singa yg dok lepak-lepak, striped hyenas, rhinoceros or even bila lalu tengah hutan tu. since takleh amik gambar, maka ada 2-3 keping jek dpt amik kat entrance. this is one of most recommended places if you visit S'pore.

+ for more ... feel free to visit http://www.visitsingapore.com

My husband is a scientist

2005-12-19T14:12:00.000+08:00

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My husband is a scientist by profession, I love him for his steady-being nature, and I love the warm feeling while lean against his broad shoulder. Three years in the courtship and now, two years into marriage, I would have to admit, I am getting tired of it, the reasons of me loving him before has now transform into the cause of all the restlessness.

I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive and exquisite when it comes to relationship and feelings, I yearn for romantic moments, as though a little boy yearning for candy. And my husband, is just a contrast of me, his lack of sensitivity, and of all, inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about love.

One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision,that I want a divorce. "Why?" he asked, shocking. "I am tired, there aren't reasons for everything in the world" I answered. He kept silent the whole night, seems to be in deep thoughts the whole night with cigarette lighted all the time.

My feeling of disappointment is getting intense, a man who can't even express his detainment, what else can I hope from him? And finally he asked :" What can I do to change your mind?" Somebody said it right, it's hard to change a person's personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith in him.

Look deep into his eyes and I slowly answered : "Here is a question, if you can find the answer in my heart, I will change my mind.Lets say, I love a flower at a mountain cliff, and we both are sure that making you pick the flower will cause you your life / death, will you do it for me?"

He said :" I will give you your answer tomorrow...." My heart just sank by listening to his respond. The next morning, he was not around, and I saw a piece of paper with his scratching writing, underneath a glass of warm milk, It goes....

Dear, "I would not pick that flower for you, but please allow me to further explain the reasons " this first line has already break my heart. I continue reading. "You can only type with our computer and always messed up the programs in the PC, and cries in front of screen, I have to save my fingers so that I can help restore the programs.

You always leave the house key behind, I have to save my legs to rush home for opening the door for you. You love traveling but always lose your way in a new city, I have to save my eyes to lead you the way.

You always have the cramp whenever your "good friend" approach every month, I have to save my palm so that I can calm the cramp at your tummy. You like to stay indoor, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom.

You always stare at computers, and that do no good to your eyes, I have to save my eyes so that when we grow older, I can help you clip your nails,and help to remove those annoying white hairs.

I will hold your hand, stroll down the beach, enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand... tell you the colour of flowers, just like the glow on your lovely young face...

Thus, my dear, before I am sure there are someone who loves you more than I do... I would not pick the flower, and die.. "

My tears drop on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting... and I resume my reading... "And now, dear... you have finished reading my answer, if you are satisfied with these answers, please open the door of our house, I am standing there,with your favorite bread and fresh milk...

I rush to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, with his hand holding tight on the milk and bread.... Oh I am sure no one ever love me as much, and now I have decided to leave the flower alone...

That's life, or some said, love, when one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fade away, and one tend to ignore the true love lies in between the peace and dullness.

Love shows in any form, even a very little and corny form, it has never been a model, it could be the most incurious form... flowers, romantic moments is only the buckish formed on the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the pillar of truelove stands...and that's our life...

I hope everyone enjoy reading it... love, but not words win the arguments...

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Seems practical enuff huh?

Nurulhuda Bt Ali

Tuesday, May 20, 2003 8:47 AM

Selamat Pengantin Baru & Open House

2005-11-13T14:31:00.000+08:00

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Sabtu, 12 Nov 2005.

Selamat Pengantin Baru kpd lovely couple Armizy & Azlida. Tahniah ! Wahhh Ida sungguh ayu skali gitu and Mizy, macam Hang Tuah hehhe ... one thing i have realized, Mizy's full of happiness face during the wedding was priceless. I'm happy for you my friend !Semoga berbahagia dan diberkati selalu :)

courtesy Semah

Okie, nahhh kalau pi wedding bebudak SMAP Labu + MMU, the main thing will always happen is "unofficial reunion". Either reunion budak SMAP or MMU or both. Memula jumpa pengantin, makan-makan then lepas tu mula lah bukak port sendiri and dok berjam-jam mengupdate status ngan gossip hehe

Bak kata Semah " memula salam pengantin dulu, then kite-kite mula lah bukak port sendiri, tak hirau pengantin dah"

Besides, pi open house umah Yetie & Pruz and cute Idlan, pastu umah Ijah & Zahan. Thanks for the juadah. Susah-susah jek. Hehe. And also thanks for the Fahmy as the ever organizer.

Last but not least, thanks for Semah &amp;amp; Bull & 'tie-tie' Mirul and 'bam-bam' Atiqah krn menumpangkan saya ni. Terima kasih daun keladi ek :)

Flying Without Wings

2005-11-13T09:09:00.000+08:00

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this song will my forever favourite and inspiration. thanks for the person who dedicated this song to me. such a special person in my life whom i ever found the happiness, joy and laughter ...

Westlife
Album : Westlife (2000)
Title : Flying Without Wings

[Shane:]
Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You'll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

[Mark:]
Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

So, impossible as they may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
Cos who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete

[Shane:]
Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place

[Mark:]
It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
Cos you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

[Shane:]
And you're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends

[Mark:]
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings

Di Atas Normal

2005-11-11T21:13:00.000+08:00

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Skang ni lagu feberet yg melodi + vocal yg memang power and best. Peter Pan yeah !

Peter Pan - Diatas Normal
(written by: Peter Pan)

From the album "Bintang di Surga"

Pikiranku tak dapat ku mengerti
Kaki di kepala kepala di kaki
Pikiranku patutnya menyadari
Siapa yang harus dan tak harus ku cari
Tetapi tak dapatku mengerti

Sesuatu yang baru ku sadari
Kau tinggalkanku tanpa sebab yang pasti
Sesuatu yang harusnya terjadi
Kau sakiti aku kau yang harus ku benci
Tetapi tak dapatku menyesal dapatku mengerti

Tetapi tak dapatku menertawai
Dapatku menertawai dapatku mengerti
Oooh... ku mencari sesuatu yang telah mati
Ku mencari hati yang ku benci
Oooh... ku mencari sesuatu yang tak kembali
Ku mencari hati yang ku benci

Tetapi tak dapatku menertawai
Dapatku menertawai dapatku
Menertawai dapatku mengerti

Oooh... ku mencari tetap tak dapat ku temui
Ku mencari hati yang ku benci

.::melVtec::.

Salam Lebaran

2005-11-10T21:55:00.000+08:00

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AlhamduLillah, sudah selamat kembali drpd kampung selepas bercuti selama 15 hari. wahhh 2 weeks ! dah lama tak bercuti panjang rasa lapang jek dada dan kepala hehe

Meskipun Aidilfitri kali ni kurang meriah dibandingkan dgn tahun krn abang-abang tak dapat balik beraya, rasanya kali ni Lebaran membawa begitu banyak makna.

Selepas berjuang utk mendisiplinkan serta mendidik diri di bulan Ramadhan yg mulia, syukur krn diberikan peluang serta kesempatan utk berpuasa dan merayakan hari kemenangan ini. AlhamduLillah. Selain itu, pengertian Aidilfitri yg cukup beerti adalah dapat bermaaf-maafan sesama keluarga, sanak saudara, kawan-kawan serta jiran tetangga. Segala kesilapan, kesalahan serta ketelanjuran mohon dimaafkan serta dihalalkan.

Lagi satu bila part bagi duit raya pd budak-budak. Tak sangka memang perasaan memberi tu best! seronok tengok diorang berebut-rebut dpt duit raya dan kira duit raya.

Moga-moga dipanjangkan umur serta dimurahkan rezeki oleh-NYA utk menjalan ibadah puasa dan menyambut Aidilfitri tahun depan. Insya-Allah.

persiapan hari raya Aidilfitri

2005-10-13T09:02:00.000+08:00

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AlhamduLillah ... hari ni 9 Ramadhan and dah rasa kemeriahan hari raya. Wahhh tak sabar nak balik kg ! Okies, persiapan utk hari raya as followed :

* Done *
+ beli tiket balik kg (ini lah yg ter penting skali niii)
+ dah apply cuti (ada yg dah lulus dan ada yg belum hehe)
+ total cuti balik raya : 18 hari (wahhhh lamanya !)

* In Progress *
+ amik camera yg hantar pi klinik
+ carik sandal (ini pon penting, skang ada sepasang jek huhu)
+ biskut raya (yg pastinya beli ler)
+ kerepek and kekacang ... ini makanan yg laku time hari raya
+ kek hemmmm dok pikir camne nak bwk balik ni
+
+
+
kang kalau ada tertinggal, update later ...

to all, selamat menjalani ibadah puasa & menyambut hari raya :)

to encik, maaf ye sbb saya terlupa kiriman kek lapis sarawak tu. aisehhh rasa bersalah plak. memang terlupa langsung psal singgah-menyinggah maka saya pon seronot jek tukar tiket. hemmm hemmm ... anyway insya-Allah, kalau ada rezeki dapat lah merasa kek lazat tu yummmyyy tenkiu!

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan 1426 Hijrah

2005-10-02T18:17:00.000+08:00

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Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan 1426 Hijrah. Moga kita semua dapat merebut peluang dengan melipatgandakan amalan dalam bulan yang mulia ini. Ikhlaskan hati, kuatkan semangat dan tingkatkan kesabaran. Moga-moga Allah SWT sentiasa memberkati, serta merahmati kita semua.

Insya-Allah.

have a great day !

2005-10-02T18:07:00.000+08:00

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Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there..to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.

And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will power or heart.

Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test limits of your soul.
Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that you experience can create whom you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.

If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but also because they are teaching you to love and open your heart and eyes to little things. Make every day count. Appreciate everything that you possibly can, for you may never experience it again.

Talk to people whom you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high. Hold you head up because you have every right to.

Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you. Create you own life and then go out and live it.

Share this with anyone whom you believe has made a difference in your life!

"If you take your eyes off your goals, all you see is obstacles."

THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS!!!
CARMINA M.BANSALES

meaningful signature

2005-09-26T08:49:00.000+08:00

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i found this meaningful signature, from one of forwarded emails in my inbox. pretty interesting, simple yet practical.

From: Rosmah Ishak
Sent: Thursday, September 15, 2005 12:52 PM
Subject: cantiknya seorang wanita

Hadiah Terbaik :

Kepada kawan - Kesetiaan
Kepada musuh - Kemaafan
Kepada ketua - Khidmat
Kepada yang muda - Contoh terbaik
Kepada yang tua - Hargai budi mereka dan kesetiaan.
Kepada pasangan - Cinta dan ketaatan
Kepada manusia - Kebebasan

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Sydney 2005

2005-09-05T17:38:00.000+08:00

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Assalamualaikum ... first of all, syukur AlhamduLillah. Sebagai insan yg sederhana, apabila dikurniakan peluang + rezeki utk melawat negara orang, it would be the most-awaited moment. Selepas berbulan-bulan planning dan preparation (juga menyimpan hehe), alhamduLillah segala-galanya berjalan lancar. Intan, me, Kak Linda, hubby and adorable Dini went to Sydney on last 31st August. Sekiranya, kengkawan semua trfikir utk oversea trip, i would highly recommend Sydney to be your destination :)

:: Day One ::
Actually Day One would be the flight to Sydney. Btw, since it was nearly 8 hours flight, so i consider as the jalan-jalan days as the Day One, Two etc. So, the first day was filled with those ...
+ Sydney Opera House
+ Circular Quay
+ Magistic Cruise to tour around the city
+ The Rocks
+ Taronga Zoo by ferry
+ Sydney Aquarium

:: Day Two ::
+ Paddy's Market (this is totally a heaven shopping spree!)
+ Chinese Garden
+ Tumbalong Park
+ Harbourside
+ Darling Harbour area
+ Queen Victoria Bulding (an exclusive place to shop)

:: Day Three ::
+ Paddy's Market (we went there four times hehe)
+ Darling Harbour area
+ The Rocks Market (open Sat & Sun only)
+ Sydney Opera House (close-up)
+ Royal Botanic Gardens (we rode the train for a tour)
+ Sydney International Airport

My favourites pics ...

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Aja Aja Fighting !

2005-08-23T11:55:00.000+08:00

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It seems that Full House fever is not yet over :D ... for those die-hard fans of the series, if you wish to watch xtra clips on interview, behind the scenes, NGs etc, feel free to copy + paste + click on the below URLs.

Credit to : eyka (Forum Legend)
Registered : 16-11-2002
Forum : www.cari.com.my > Soap Operas > Full House

aku tau ramai yg malas nak menyelak ke mukasurat belakang2... aku postkan sekali lagi..

FULL HOUSE...Making Film, Interviews, TV clips, NG cuts

mms://211.106.66.141/moretv/entertainment/dra_full01.asf
to
mms://211.106.66.141/moretv/entertainment/dra_full23.asf

mms://211.106.66.141/moretv/drama/2tv/dra_full/data/data01_m.asf
to
mms://211.106.66.141/moretv/drama/2tv/dra_full/data/data14_m.asf

mms://211.106.66.141/moretv/drama/2tv/dra_full/ng/ng01_m.asf
to
mms://211.106.66.141/moretv/drama/2tv/dra_full/ng/ng44_m.asf

maksud to tu tukar no hujung sekali kat link tu dari no 1 hinggalah ke nombor2 seterusnya... ada byk clips tu... ada 23 + 14 + 44

ENJOY!!

p/s : donlod guna net transport.. cepat dan mudah..

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some of my favourite pics of Rain & Song Hye Kyo ...

some nice thoughts

2005-08-23T11:21:00.000+08:00

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shima : 'believes in miracles, but dont depend on them' (3rd August 2005)

shima : never give up on the things that make you smile ! (4th August 2005)

shima : our greatest glory is not in nver failing, but in raising evry time we fail
(12th August 2005)

Aja Aja Fighting ! (^ ^) v

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22nd June 2005.
From: raudhah30@yahoogroups.com [mailto:raudhah30@yahoogroups.com]
On Behalf Of Haslin Johari
Sent: Wednesday, June 22, 2005 10:47 AM
To: raudhah30@yahoogroups.com; ac770@yahoogroups.com; nor rusman
Subject: [raudhah30] Fw: from a very dear friend

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

Full House Korean Series

2005-08-05T08:45:00.000+08:00

Full House [Based on a comic book]
Started airing on: July 7th, 2004
Starring:

Bi (Jung Ji Hoon) as Lee Young Jae
Song Hye Kyo as Han Ji Eun
Kim Sung Soo as Yoo Min Heuk
Han Eun Jung as Kang Hye Won

4/30/04 – The production team of KBS2 drama “Full House” will build a house in value of 1.3 billion Won along the seashore of Inchun (인천 city. The 2-flat European style house has about 200 pyung (평 with large transparent glass windows facing the seashore. The indoor and outdoor filming of the drama will be at and around this romantic house.
(Credit: Thanks CindyW88 for the translation)

Synopsis :

After returning from her vacation, aspiring author Han Ji Eun discovers that her family home has been sold - without her consent - to famous actor Lee Young Jae. Young Jae has been trying to hide out from some nasty rumors about his sexuality and sees a perfect opportunity: he and Ji Eun will enter into a contractual marriage and pretend to be a real couple. In exchange, Ji Eun will do the cooking and cleaning and the house will be hers again after six months. Sounds simple, right? Wrong! Young Jae has been allowing the rumors to fly because he?s really too afraid to tell his childhood friend Kang Hae Won that he?s in love with her. Hae Won is blissfully unaware of Young Jae's feelings because she is love with their other childhood friend, Yoo Min Hyuk. As if that weren't enough of a love tangle, Ji Eun starts to fall for Young Jae despite their promise to keep things just business, and Min Hyuk starts to fall for Ji Eun. Will everyone end up happy, or will there be more than one broken heart?

Lovely Friday

2005-07-15T14:06:00.000+08:00

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I don't care. I will not even care ... *scream slowly* By thinking of those people challenging attitudes *everyone is unique* (repeat*). It will just destroy my mind, heart, thoughts and it will trail down to my very own actions which will cause such regretful deeds ... or worst, it will affect my physical being.

I will not bother to think those. *stop thinking* (repeat*). I will be focusing more on enriching the knowledge, skills and hidden talents inside which yet to be discovered. That will be my focus. Ultimately it will.

Good news for today. I have new role model. Our new General Manager. Yey !

Friday 15th July 2005.
During the Workshop @ 15th Floor (South)

Similar 15 number ?

Miss You

2005-07-11T14:05:00.000+08:00

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i miss my bestfriends ... dear Cutie, Huda, Safurah, Semah, Ijah, Iezatie, Gna, Mirella, Jing, Monet, Ate Vicki, Jheng, Meiyi, Angie, Shobe, Teesa, Tin ...

Upcoming August

2005-07-06T22:16:00.000+08:00

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August

I feel like, emmm it's better for me to update the blog in advance. You will never know if the silly, crappy and lazy serious illnesses inside starting to attack me back. Like Attack of the Clones. (awww) It's kind of silence diseases.

So, what's up next in the middle/end of July as well as in August, i think most of the things will be related to the below pix.

To my wonderful and faithful friend Intan Fidza, the hearts start beating faster. We are going to have so much fun dahling ! That's for sure.

Btw dear, thanks for the nice black shawl and flowery dress, fresh from Bangkok.

We Belong Together

2005-07-06T21:46:00.000+08:00

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Here, i dedicate the song and the lyric to my dear Azmah. Months together seems like one night stand. Not even a day passes by that i do not think about how great is the feeling to have such a wonderful friend like you. To let you know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers.

Enjoy the video clip (errr ... 18SG / Parental Guidance needed) of the latest song of Mariah Carey from her latest album The Emancipation of Mimi.

http://urbansoulnation.com/mariahcareyvideo.htm

Beautiful lyric ...

We Belong Together

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I did nothingI was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself

Cuz' I didn't know you
Cuz' I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt..
The feeling that I'm feeling now
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or even touch or even kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
What I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side

We belong together
When you leftI
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please come back
We belong together

Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
Baby nobody better
We belong together

I can't sleep at night

When you're all on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface

I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby

When you leftI lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together

Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody else
We belong together

Don't forget Mah the Thalia with You Know He Never Loved You 'Anyway' :D ha ha ! Gosh what a war between two divas !

May, June and July

2005-07-06T21:27:00.000+08:00

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Assalamualaikum. AlhamduLillah. *inhale ... exhale*
Syukur ke hadrat Ilahi kerana masih lagi diizinkan untuk bernafas di bumi-Mu ini.

The last update was on 25th April 2005. So, where i had been around ? Missing ? Invisible ? or simply totally lazy ? Errr ... take the last one. Told you, i was/always a crap. Psssttt, i was just staring *blank* to the not-really-new-anymore laptop.

Without further wasting precious time, wahhh sounds so busy. Let me update what i have had been doing for last two months. I repeat - last two months. Try to read from bottom and up. Well, the option is definitely yours if you wish to read the other way around. Haaa ... gasak.

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July

So this is where i am now. Moved to new floor, new desk, slightly new environment but with previous bos. Challenging yet enjoyable. Let's see if i can catch everything within weeks. So far, everyday since 1st July is breathless.

I miss everything. Miss my previous desk, amazing Azmah, noisy/mother-in-law of Kak Eliya, crazy Zaha, quiet and wondering around of En Ju, En Din, best entrepreneur of Kak Hawa and other small single things which seem so big to me now. C'est La Vie.

My previous favourite place. You don't have to click. It's not a video. It was screen captured from the video (hihi). Taken on 5th of November 2004. Pretty messy. As always.

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June

Nothing much in June. It was kind of boring and cold month in the office. Knowing that there would be internal re-structuring and i heard rumours that i would be no longer taking care of current job. Well, rumours could turn to be real sometimes. So, next thing will be in July report.

Ow yeah. We watched the hot movie Mr & Mrs Smith on ... couldn't remember the date. We (together with Hafiz) were totally blew away in Amcorp Mall. Free seating eh then we moved to the front seats. Actually, me and Mah wanted to check if Mrs Smith got pores or frackles. She was amazingly seductive, gorgeous, stunning beauty and adventurous.

A married couple (Pitt and Jolie) are getting bored with their quiet domestic life. What they don't know, however, is that they're both assassins, secretly hopping the world and killing for hire. But their separate lives are about to collide when each finds out their next target is their own spouse.

Genres: Action/Adventure, Romance and Thriller
Running Time: 1 hr. 55 min.
Release Date: June 10th, 2005 (wide).
MPAA Rating: PG-13 for sequences of violence, intense action, sexual content and brief strong language.
Distributor: Twentieth Century Fox

At the end of the day, we were Whoa! Nelly and extended the sympathy to Jen. We (me and Mah) plan to watch War of the Worlds (Tom Cruise and Dakota Fanning). Btw, since we can't get over Tom Cruise & Katie Holmes yet, so the plan remains as cliff-hanger. Oppsss wait. Sudden nausea and dizziness.

*gulp*

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May

This was the toughest moment in the entire saga. Okay, not so long ago in a galaxy not so far far away from Jalan Pantai Baharu, errr ... GSC Mid Valley to be exact, the Darth Vader fever was back with Star Wars Episode III Revenge of the Sith. Hitting the people regardless ages, all the fans all over the world and also our house. I was busy occupying my each and every single moment updating myself with ~ Star Wars Episode I, II, IV, V and VI. Read all the latest updates, and was staying sleepless night in Kerinchi when the time came for the screening. I bought the ticket online one week advance (i pasted the ticket in my notebook), went to Mid Valley on that peaceful Saturday 21st May. The official screening was on May 19th. Do not dare to ask what was exactly the feeling during the show or after. Totally beyond words !

Thought of the fever getting better after the first show ? Have you heard the ' obsession' word? Okay, now i do realize the truly meaning of it. I fell in love with Anakin Skywalker/Darth Vader and Queen-turned-Senator Padme Amidala galactic love. The forbidden love of them turned the entire galaxy to ever legendary stories. Actually, i was mesmerized and amazingly fascinated by the handsome Hayden Christensen whom successfully potrayed the Anakin character, along with beautiful, Harvad degree and talented Natalie Portman. They have had the special friendship during the shootings and Hayden was heard saying that " I really care about her. I do" in most interviews. While, Natalie on the other hand praised Hayden "wonderful actor, nice person and they have great chemistry".

Here i share few pics from few sources such as http://www.desiringhayden.net/, http://www.natalieportman.com/ as well as www.starwars.com .

Tell me that it is the LOVE there. Please.

Behind The Scene - SW Ep II Attack of the Clones (May 2002)

SW Ep II Attack of the Clones (May 2002)

Wallpaper (resized) Ep III Revenge of the Sith (May 2005)

Teen People Cover Mag - June 2005 (i love this pix)

Now, you got the idea what was happened to me in last May. Absolute crap.

Believe in Yourself

2005-04-25T09:04:00.000+08:00

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There may be days when you get up in the morning and things aren't the way you had hoped they would be.
That's when you have to tell yourself that things will get better.
There are times when people disappoint you and let you down.
But those are the times when you must remind yourself to trust your own judgments and opinions, to keep your life focused on believing in yourself.

There will be challenges to face and changes to make in your life, and it is up to you to accept them.
Constantly keep yourself headed in the right direction for you.
It may not be easy at times, but in those times of struggle you will find a stronger sense of who you are.

So when the days come that are filled with frustration and unexpected responsibilities, remember to believe in yourself and all you want your life to be.

Because the challenges and changes will only help you to find the goals that you know are meant to come true for you.

Keep Believing in Yourself :)

Source & Author : unknown
Regards,
Nurulhuda Bt Ali
Email : huda@telekom.com.my
9th Dec 2003.

Perbandingan Bahasa

2005-04-25T08:59:00.000+08:00

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Amat sukar memahami bahasa ombak,
Sesekali menampar dengan ramah dan manis,
Melontarkan sepasang kekasih ke alam mimpi,
Kadangkala bengis dan gemuruh,
Memecahkan batu serta terumbu karang,
Atau membanting serta menenggelamkan,
Ribuan kapal dan perahu,
Sehingga ini mungkin hanya si burung camar saja,
Yang tahu dan mengerti apa yang tersembunyi,
Di balik alun riaknya

Namun lebih sukar lagi hendak memahami
Bahasa manusia kerana mereka amat bijak
Berselindung di sebalik seribu pepatah dan
Perumpamaan, penuh kias ibarat serta puisi,
Kadangkala meski pada lahir kedengaran
Lembut dan lunak beralun tapi dalam hati
Tak siapa yang tahu kesumat yang terpendam,
Daripada pertuturan bahasa tidak terkawal
Entah berapa banyak hati yang berdarah terluka,
Ikatan muhibah menjadi roboh binasa,
Akibat tajam dan pedihnya kata-kata,
Kerana itu sabda nabi:
"Adapun orang terbaik antara kamu ialah Muslim
yang dapat menyelamatkan Muslim yang lain
daripada angkara jahat oleh perbuatan tangan dan lidahnya".

Marilah kita berbahasa sebaik mungkin,
Kerana bahasa jiwa bangsa,
Marilah kita bertutur seindah mungkin,
kerana jika mata pedang itu tajam,
Tapi tajam lagi kata-kata

Zahari Hasib
Kuala Lumpur.

Bahasa Laut

2005-04-25T08:54:00.000+08:00

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ada harinya aku beralun dengan
bahasa ramah, lembut dan tenang
menyamankan sekitar pantai
memberi harapan serta rindu
buat burung camar berkicau dan menyanyi
atau menghiburkan pasangan kekasih
yang sedang asyik bercinta

namun pada hari-hari yang lain
keadaan membentuk laguku menjadi
kasar serta sumbang
lalu kutebarkan gemuruh badai
memecahkan batu dan terumbu karang
membanting kapal dan perahu
maka kuambil nelayan menjadi korban

demikianlah aku sebagai ombak
sering mempunyai bahasa dan rentak
yang tidak terkawal
banyak bergantung pada tingkah laku alam
cuaca serta sentuhan angin

tetapi melalui ungkapan paling mudah
serta dapat difahami oleh semua orang
benarkanlah aku memohon
maaf kepadamu nelayan:
justeru seperti aku memberi ikan sebagai
punca rezekimu
lalu sekaligus aku jugalah
menjadi pangkalan tempat matimu.

Zahari Hasib

Koleksi Hadis

2005-04-20T09:36:00.000+08:00

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Rasulullah S.A.W bersabda :

Tidak beriman orang yang tidak amanah (tidak dapat dipercayai kerana selalu khianat) dan tidak sah sembahyang orang yang tidak suci, dan tidak beragama orang yang tidak sembahyang dan letak sembahyang dalam agama sebagaimana kepala untuk badan.

(H.R Atthabarani)

Nice Article

2005-04-19T09:18:00.000+08:00

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From: Kam Hor
To: Undisclosed-Recipient:;
Sent: Friday, 15 October, 2004 9:02 AM
Subject: Fw: Nice article

Today before you think of saying an unkind word
> Think of someone who cant speak

Before you complain about the taste of your food
> Think of someone who has nothing to eat

Before you complain about your husband or wife
> Think of someone who's crying out to God for a companion

Today before you complain about life
> Think of someone who went too early to heaven

Before you complain about your children
> Think of someone who desires children but they're barren

Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or sweep
> Think of the people who are living in the streets

Before whining about the distance you drive
> Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet

And when you are tired and complain about your job
> Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another
> Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to ONE maker

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down
> Put a smile on your face and thank God you're alive and still around

Life is a gift
Live it...
Enjoy it...
Celebrate it...
And fulfill it.

And while you are at it give love to someone today
Love someone with what you do and the words you say
Love is not meant to be kept locked inside of us and hidden
So give it away "Give Love to someone today!"

lovely surprise

2005-04-18T22:23:00.000+08:00

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have you ever had a surprise that you would feel like flying without wings with it ? oh okie. the feeling is overwhelming. i received such a lovely card from my dearest cutie. again she did it by saying nothing at all about it. the card made my day. indeed. thanks for beautiful friendship. the most precious gift you ever give me dear is a wonderful friendship that we have shared. friends forever...

A Tale of Two Friends
Once there were two people
who became very good friends.
They enjoyed each other's company,
talked about life, loved the Lord,
and knew almost instantly
that their friendship was special.

14th April Mesg

2005-04-15T23:38:00.000+08:00

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cutie honey : wello
cutie honey : saw ur pics in the blog...nice
cutie honey : is that the event so many ppl ei

suwanie: hello honey !
suwanie: oh hehe see see the red orange n blue ppl there
suwanie: owww so many so many ppl
suwanie: it was heavily rain just b4 the launching time
suwanie: however everything turned out fine

cutie honey : yup when it rains everything will turn out fine after

suwanie: when it *rain hehe

cutie honey : did ur company host the event?

suwanie: rain brings the blessing frm God

cutie honey : so many ppl are they all employees
cutie honey : yup rain does that

suwanie: that is the launching of my company, new logo
suwanie: yup so many ppl my goodness all the employees dear, we had to participate in the event
suwanie: everyone had to wear the shirt and sang the company song hehe

cutie honey : wahh so many employees

suwanie: so many so many
suwanie: total employees - 30,500 ppl

cutie honey : hehe
cutie honey : its like a big company wahh
cutie honey : like a hospital ei

suwanie: yeah yeah hahha

New brand identity for Telekom

2005-04-14T23:11:00.000+08:00

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The Star
14th April 2005
BY DANNY YAP

TELEKOM Malaysia Bhd will today unveil a new brand identity as part of its rebranding process to strategically position itself in a competitive industry.

To be officiated by Prime Minister Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi, the new brand identity is expected to inject vitality into the company's overall image and instil a fresh approach in its customer service culture, Telekom said in a statement yesterday.

more news at www.thestar.com.my

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For more information about Telekom Malaysia Bhd(TM) new brand, visit www.telekom.com.my

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hehe camnila meriahnya sambutan penjenamaan semula (re-branding) TM yg diadakan di Menara Telekom pada 14 April 2005 dan dirasmikan oleh YAB Perdana Menteri.

kitorang pakai t-shirt kaler merah, oren atau biru sempena warna korporat baru. sungguh bersemangat dgn pelancaran re-branding ni ... bab jamuan makan lepas tu pun hebat gak hehe tengok betapa masing-masing seronok menjamu selera :)

An Evening with KL Tower

2005-04-11T15:07:00.000+08:00

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Oh ya, 1st April 05 yg lepas, kami ke KL Tower. Ada jemputan " An Evening with KL Tower" terima kasih ye En Azhar ! Aduhai terima kasih daun keladi, boleh jemput lagi hehe
Bersama cik Mah & Apis, serta Fariza & kawan nya (ahem ahem) ... apa lagi dah jumpa geng,memang bantai gelak dan melantak je ... even Mdm ada (kagum gak Mdm datang)oppsss stil buat dono jek haha

Kali ni, food yang disediakan adalah dari Restoran Seri Angkasa, d'Tandoor, Restoran Thaidan Modesto's. Overall OK and yang kelakar is desert dari gerai Thai Food ni. Cik Mah muncung kata desert tu tak sedap tapi bile sendiri makan dan fariza skali (apa daa ayat terbalik ni )punyalah kitorang bilang sedap melampau (tahap melampau tu) sampai rasa nak tambah 2-3 kali ! Mah geleng kepala jek.Kalau nak tau desert tu, ia adalah santan + sengkuang cina + cam sagu kaler merah + nangka oh oh can u imagine how it looks like ?

Most of all, dapat peluang dinner berlatarbelakang kan kemeriahan suasana KL waktu malam...very nice and memorable. Mega Banquet 3 tu lebih kurang sama level ngan jirannya KLCC.

Terima kasih daun keladi KL Tower :)

Flying Without Wings

2005-04-07T10:02:00.000+08:00

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Flying Without Wings
Westlife
1999.

Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You'll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be
Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
One simple line can make you laugh or cry
You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
and when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

So impossible
as it may seem
You've got to fight
for e-very dream'cause who's to know
which one you let go
would've made you complete...

Well, for me it's waking up beside you
to watch the sunrise on your face
to know that i can say I love you
in any given time or place...
its the little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
'Cause you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings...

And you're the place my life begins
and you'll be where it endsI'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring...

I'm flying without wings...

Melayu

2005-04-07T09:49:00.000+08:00

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Usman Awang
26 November 1999.

Melayu itu orang yang bijaksana
Nakalnya bersulam jenaka
Budi bahasanya tidak terkira
Kurang ajarnya tetap santun
Jika menipu pun masih bersopan
Bila mengampu bijak beralas tangan.

Melayu itu berani jika bersalah
Kecut takut kerana benar,
Janji simpan di perut
Selalu pecah di mulut,
Biar mati adat
Jangan mati anak.

Melayu di tanah Semenanjung luas maknanya:
Jawa itu Melayu, Bugis itu Melayu
Banjar juga disebut Melayu, Minangkabau
memang Melayu,
Keturunan Acheh adalah Melayu,
Jakun dan Sakai asli Melayu,
Arab dan Pakistani, semua Melayu
Mamak dan Malbari serap ke Melayu
Malah mua'alaf bertakrif Melayu

Dalam sejarahnya
Melayu itu pengembara lautan
Melorongkan jalur sejarah zaman
Begitu luas daerah sempadan
Sayangnya kini segala kehilangan

Melayu itu kaya falsafahnya
Kias kata bidal pusaka
Akar budi bersulamkan daya
Gedung akal laut bicara

Malangnya Melayu itu kuat bersorak
Terlalu ghairah pesta temasya
Sedangkan kampung telah tergadai
Sawah sejalur tinggal sejengkal
tanah sebidang mudah terjual

Meski telah memiliki telaga
Tangan masih memegang tali
Sedang orang mencapai timba.
Berbuahlah pisang tiga kali
Melayu itu masih bermimpi
Walaupun sudah mengenal universiti
Masih berdagang di rumah sendiri.

Berkelahi cara Melayu
Menikam dengan pantun
Menyanggah dengan senyum
Marahnya dengan diam
Merendah bukan menyembah
Meninggi bukan melonjak.

Watak Melayu menolak permusuhan
Setia dan sabar tiada sempadan
Tapi jika marah tak nampak telinga
Musuh dicari ke lubang cacing
Tak dapat tanduk telinga dijinjing
Maruah dan agama dihina jangan
Hebat amuknya tak kenal lawan

Berdamai cara Melayu indah sekali
Silaturrahim hati yang murni
Maaf diungkap senantiasa bersahut
Tangan diulur sentiasa bersambut
Luka pun tidak lagi berparut

Baiknya hati Melayu itu tak terbandingkan
Selagi yang ada sanggup diberikan
Sehingga tercipta sebuah kiasan:
"Dagang lalu nasi ditanakkan
Suami pulang lapar tak makan
Kera di hutan disusu-susukan
Anak di pangkuan mati kebuluran"

Bagaimanakah Melayu abad dua puluh satu
Masihkan tunduk tersipu-sipu?
Jangan takut melanggar pantang
Jika pantang menghalang kemajuan;
Jangan segan menentang larangan
Jika yakin kepada kebenaran;
Jangan malu mengucapkan keyakinan
Jika percaya kepada keadilan

Jadilah bangsa yang bijaksana
Memegang tali memegang timba
Memiliki ekonomi mencipta budaya
Menjadi tuan di negara Merdeka.

1 LOVE : The magic and feeling is back this summer...

2005-03-31T22:23:00.000+08:00

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Join JnB Team as it celebrates its 1st Anniversary...

1 LOVE : The magic and feeling is back this summer!
Date : 2nd April 2005 Saturday
Venue : Astoria Plaza Ortigas
Time : 2.20pm - 6.00pm
Theme : Hawaiian Attire is a PLUS but not a MUST :)

Ticket Distribution : (Philippines)
March 18, 2005 Sat 3pm Megamall, Pasig City
March 18, 2005 Sat 3pm Glorietta, Makati City

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from Kulas ...

Yes, ONE LOVE is ALL WE NEED...

"One love for the mothers pride
One love for the times we cried
One love gotta stay alive.... Oh WE will survive

One love for the city streets
One love for the hip hop beats
One love oh I do believe
ONE LOVE IS ALL WE NEED! "

Yahoo!
The HEAT is ON!
JNB - ONE FOREVER LOVE!!!

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Thanks to Teesa on 30th March.

People’s Tonight
News About JnB 1st Anniversary by Nitz Miralles

(English Translation)
Congratulations to the JnB Team (Jerry Yan and Barbie Xu) who will be having their 1st Anniversary on April 2 at Astoria Plaza, Pasig City.

They will celebrate their anniversary in a Hawaiin Motif Party with a theme “1 Love: The Magic and Feeling is back! Everybody is advised to come in their best Hawaiian costume.

To Guinevere, thanks for inviting us and we’ll do our best to attend. For sure this will be fun since we saw that so many have already confirmed to attend.

There’s a limited souvenir items for the first 60 ticket holders, so, let’s go.

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from Cutie Dear on 31st March.

cutiemimiluv (8:02:26 PM): hello dear, wishin u great moments too. tc
cutiemimiluv (8:02:26 PM): ow its on sat already i hope it would be a blast....def a blast isnt it? hehe
cutiemimiluv (8:02:26 PM): take care dear till next. bye2.

suwanie (8:02:44 PM): heloo my dear
suwanie (8:02:54 PM): yup gosh i wish to be there on sat dear !
suwanie (8:02:58 PM): oh wait for me kay
suwanie (8:03:13 PM): hehe i wanna be in registration counter like last time

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Meet such lovely and wonderful JnB Sisters and find more about the Anniv, JnB World etc in http://jerryandbarbie.cjb.net

where i met very kind,amazing and pretty friends, or shall i call it as sisters ! Love all of you !

Usah Ragui Keupayaan Diri Sendiri…

2005-03-31T21:57:00.000+08:00

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Oleh : Tinta 20-an, Veena Rusli

Dengan gelora di lautan yang sukar diramal amukannya, tempat paling selamat bagi sebuah kapal pastinya di pelabuhan. Di situ, suasana serba tenang dan sudah tentu tiada badai datang memukul serta tiada juga karang mengancam laluan.

Begitupun, kapal bukan dicipta sekadar untuk berlabuh di perhentian sambil sesekali menjadi persinggahan sang camar. Kegagahannya adalah untuk melayari samudera dan si nakhoda sewajarnya bersedia menempuh apa juga kemungkinan, baik taufan mengganas mahupun ombak menggila. Ia satu kemestian.

Sama juga halnya dengan kita. Tanpa mengira sama ada kapal atau manusia, persamaannya ialah kesanggupan menanggung risiko terhadap sebarang tindakan, sekalipun ada kalanya kata muktamad itu bagai ditentang seluruh isi buana.

Apabila manusia mempunyai hak membuat keputusan, seharusnyalah kita terdorong melakukan kesilapan tanpa disengajakan. Dan, apabila itu berlaku, kita juga wajar diberi kemaafan kerana kesempurnaan tidak pernah menjadi milik diri.

Tanpa gangguan, segalanya mungkin tidak sesukar mana. Namun sebaik prasangka menguasai keadaan, sudah pasti ada hati yang hancur luluh gara-gara silap faham dan seterusnya terpaterilah satu lagi episod duka dalam hidup.

Harus diakui, ada ketikanya semua itu membuatkan kita malas melayan karenah manusia keliling yang seolah-olah mengharapkan hanya kemahuan mereka perlu dipenuhi sedangkan apa yang tersirat dihati kita tidak punya tempat untuk disuarakan, jauh sekali difahami.

Dalam banyak keadaan, himpitan sedemikian sering melahirkan kita yang baru-lazimnya kita yang tidak mahu lagi terlalu memikirkan perihal menjaga hati perasaan orang lain semata-mata kerana apa yang lebih utama ialah belaian jiwa sendiri.

Di akhirnya, kitalah nakhoda yang mendapat kepuasan selepas pertarungan menentang cabaran di lautan. Mungkin ada sedikit robek di layar, mungkin tiang patah dipanah petir, mungkin dinding calar terlanggar karang, namun semua itu boleh diperbetulkan.

Benar, ia mengambil masa untuk kembali seperti asal berdasarkan pengalaman, keadaan biasanya tidak mungkin terzahir penuh seperti sebelumnya - cuma lebih baik, Insya-Allah.

Dalam jangka masa panjang, segala kepincangan itu adalah pahatan pengajaran yang amat tinggi nilainya untuk dijadikan bekalan kembara seterusnya. Tidak mengapa jika penghuni dunia tidak menyedari ketabahan yang dimiliki, itu tidak penting.

Apa yang lebih utama ialah kita menyedari keupayaan diri untuk bangkit merempuh arus kehidupan, sekalipun bekalannya cuma keyakinan dan ketawakalan serta tawajuh kepada Tuhan.

Saya kira, kita tidak perlu kerap meminta maaf, terutama terhadap apa yang tidak kita lakukan. Jangan biarkan sikap merendah diri dicelarukan dengan ketakutan hingga menghilangkan rasa hormat terhadap diri sendiri.

Pelayaran bahtera sering mencabar nakhoda untuk mencari garis memisahkan kaki langit dengan lautan.

Pejalanan hidup pula mengajak kita memburu batasan yang membezakan di antara mimpi dengan kenyataan.

Dalam kehidupan, segalanya perlu ada sempadan.

ALL SHOOK UP!

2005-03-30T11:55:00.000+08:00

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SMS from Jing/Guinevere in Manila evening of 30th.

Wanie,im realy bz at work.I am longing 2 txt u n ladd.R u ok der? No more aftrshock? I hope all jnb sistrs alright.

SMS from Ladd in Java Island early morning of 30th.

Waalaikumsalam dr Wanie n Mauve aside d victims we who live in Java Island are very fine not affected a bit even by d vibration but d condition of d ppl n Nias are very badeven worst not confirmed yet d # of d victims thanx somuch 4 d concern hope d disasterswill stop n dont get more victims amin

SMS to Ladd midnite of 29th.

Askum ladd,how r u der?Me n mauve are hoping u r doin fine after d earthquake dis mornin,mauve is in bangkok,Hows d condition of d ppl in d affected island?

SMS from Fe mins after the reply.

Hi dear!Thnk God ur ok.Am fine hr n bkok,didnt feel anything ths time.Hope we cn hearfrm Ladd tho.

SMS from Fe in Bangkok on 29th March 2005.

Wanie,hi.Hope u r ok evn wd th earthquake last nite.Heard tht it ws rly strong n KL.hope u cn txt bak.

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DEVASTATION: An aerial view of the earthquake-hit area of Nias island yesterday. Tremors from the undersea quake west of Sumatra, which measured 8.7 on the Ritcher scale, were felt along the west coast of Malaysia. — AFP Picture

ALL SHOOK UP!
Massive earthquake off Sumatra rattles Malaysia
NST Reporters.
KUALA LUMPUR, Mar 28:

A powerful earthquake hit tsunami-devastated Sumatra early this morning, causing panic in peninsular Malaysia, where the effects of the tremor shook buildings from Malacca to Alor Star, sending people fleeing to higher ground in search of safety. Memories of the Dec 26 tsunami which claimed more than 270,000 lives — including 68 in Penang, Kedah and Perak — sent jitters through the population, but there were no early reports of casualties, injuries or property damage.

However, alerts on television, including foreign networks, led to jammed phone lines as anxious Malaysians called friends and relatives to alert them to the tremors.

Tsunami warnings were issued throughout the country, with the Meteorological Services Department ordering those in coastal areas of Penang, Langkawi, Perlis, Kedah and Perak to evacuate to higher ground.

As three aftershocks followed in quick succession, the authorities warned that tsunamis could be expected within two to three hours of the quake, which occurred at 12.09am Malaysian time and registered a hefty 8.7 on the Richter Scale.

The quake was epicentred at 2.03N, 97.01E, west of Sumatra island and 535km from here.

more news on NST Online.

NST

Precious Moment

2005-03-29T22:32:00.000+08:00

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ceazar_db (3/29/2003 10:43:12 AM): EVERY MOMENT IS PRECIOUS

To realize the value of ONE YEAR
Ask a student who has failed his exam.

To realize the value of ONE MONTH
Ask a mother who has given birth to a pre-mature baby.

To realize the value of ONE WEEK
Ask an editor of a weekly.

To realize the value of ONE DAY
Ask a daily wage labor.

To realize the value of ONE HOUR
Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realize the value of ONE MINUTE
Ask a person who has missed the train.

To realize the value of ONE SECOND
Ask a person who has survived an accident.

To realize the value of ONE MILLI-SECOND
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in Olympics.

dear Capricorn

2005-03-24T12:00:00.000+08:00

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Delve / look into deep into your creative nature, dear Capricorn. Break loose from your tether/tie/join and escape up into the clouds for a while. Gain a greater perspective on your situation and you will find that things are much less daunting/intimidating/scary than you originally thought. Don't get so caught up with figuring out how something is going to get done. Just concentrate on what it is exactly that you want. The details will work out by themselves.

Through The Rain

2005-03-23T11:40:00.000+08:00

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Through The Rain ~ Mariah Carey
Charmbracelet
December 2002.

When you get caught in the rain
With nowhere to run
When you’re distraught
And in pain without anyone
When you keep crying out to be saved
But nobody comes
And you feel so far away
That you just can’t find your way home
You can get there alone, it’s ok
Once you say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain

(Vocal improvisation)

And if you keep falling down
Don’t you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound
So keep pressing on steadfastly
And you’ll find what you need to prevail
Once you say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain

And when the wind blows
And shadows grow close
Don’t be afraid
There’s nothing you can’t face
And should they tell you
You’ll never pull through
Don’t hesitate
Stand tall and say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain

I can make it through the rain
Can stand up once again
And I'll live one more day, and I
I can make it through the rain
Oh yes you can
You’re gonna make it through the rain

Visit Mariah Carey's Official Website

here

Noah's Ark

2005-03-22T11:29:00.000+08:00

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Everything I need to know about life, I learned from Noah's Ark...

One : Don't miss the boat.

Two : Remember that we are all in the same boat.

Three : Plan ahead. It wasn't raining when Noah built the Ark.

Four : Stay fit. When you're 600 years old, someone may ask you to do something really big.

Five : Don't listen to critics; just get on with the job that needs to be done.

Six : Build your future on high ground.

Seven : For safety's sake, travel in pairs.

Eight : Speed isn't always an advantage. The snails were on board with the cheetahs.

Nine : When you're stressed, float a while.

Ten : Remember, the Ark was built by amateurs; the Titanic by professionals.

Eleven : No matter the storm, when you are with God, there's always a rainbow waiting.

NOW, wasn't that nice? Pass it along and make someone else smile, too.

Last Weekend

2005-03-21T09:36:00.000+08:00

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20th March 2005

SMS from K Jel,
" Insya-Allah, ahad ni (20th Mac) ada buat Bday party utk Angah. Dijemput datang ye !"

SMS from Su-Angah,
" oh Insya-Allah, Su datang"

Such a wonderful day to spend with noisy yet happy nieces and nephews. Then, cecepat balik utk kejar komuter bcoz dah ada date ngan Takuya Kimura kol 6pm at 8tv. oh oh oh Pride such a brilliant Japanese Series ! wadduuhhh Halu & Aki memang best best !

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19th March 2005

Encik : "Insya-Allah, saya (Encik) datang sabtu ni. emmmm sampai pagi kot"

Saya : " oh flight kuching ahad kan ?"

Encik : "ahad pagi 11.55"

Saya : " Okie"

Encik : " Boleh temankan, nak beli buku utk kursus ada 2-3 buah kena cari.

Saya : " Sure" (wahhh cant believe it, sounds so convincing! haha)

okies, that was how it went thru. accompanied Mr Encik to buy few books in MPH.

then during lunch ...

Saya : " well well no more waiting laa ... huh ! "

Encik : " won't make you wait"

Then Mr Encik just smiled.

Give

2005-03-21T09:09:00.000+08:00

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Date: Wed, 16 Mar 2005 00:44:12 -0800 (PST)
From: libao jheng libaojheng@yahoo.com

There was a time in my life I became afraid to fall in love. Because every time I fell in love, I got hurt. I thought maybe that's why it's called fallin in love. I would give my all, loving deeply and wholeheartedly. It would be a truly emotional, extremely euphoric experience. I would be dreaming about the object of my affection all day and all night, imagining good times together, thinking of what I can do or buy for him to show how much I care. I would feel light as a feather, energized and excited, literally blooming with the joy I feel inside. Then somehow things would go wrong and my whole world would crash. Disappointment. Resentment. Anger. Pain. Why? Can we not love without feeling pain? Is it really a price to pay for all the happiness we feel when we are in love? Should we just accept that because we love, we risk getting hurt? It was only after many years of soul-searching and reading inspirational writings that I realized that we could love without getting hurt. Only recently did I understand what unconditional love is all about. Love is one of the most powerful forces in the universe. It is the fire that burns inside, the essence of being. Love is the source of all our comfort and contentment. It is a precious gift that defines our purpose in life. If we keep in mind that we can indeed preserve its true meaning, we can love to the fullest and be happy the rest of our lives. Accept that other people express love differently.

How do you express love? She says, I love you three times a day, kiss and embrace as often as she can, she never forgets anniversaries, she always makes his favorite dishes. How does he express his love? He rarely says I love you, he seldom kisses her, he forgets her birthday, and he doesn't know how to cook. But he worked overtime, walks the dog, takes out the garbage, takes her to movies, and calls her honey. He probably loves her more than you can imagine, he just shows it differently; if you can accept that then you will have a healthier perspective of your relationship. Derive happiness from giving love. When you love, do it because you want to. There is an indescribable joy in loving. Just give it. And cherish satisfaction in having given someone something of yourself. It's like giving a gift. Whether it is appreciated or not, find joy in simply giving. Love without expecting anything in return.

This is where pain comes in...When you demand something in return for the love you give. You are setting yourself up for disappointment because love cannot always be reciprocal.

Love between two people can never be of the same intensity at the same time and place.

No matter how much your partner loves you, she will never be able to fill all your needs all the time. And you will be in the worst situation if you believe you should love only when you are sure to receive equal love in return. You will be waiting in misery forever. Love now. The past is gone and the future is just a dream. All of yesterdays aches and pains, as well as the loves and laughter, are mere memories. Let them go. Fantasies and worries are for a future that may never come. Don't dwell on them. Give now. Give love now. Do it now and enjoy it now. That is the secret of genuine contentment. Throw away those destructive habits. When you insist upon yourself what you always have to be in control, that you always have to be right, that others must always please you, you put yourself in a very tight spot.

Loving relationships are flexible, dynamic, and evolving. Leave room for change and interaction. Allow for new behavior and learning experiences. When we welcome these into our lives, we open ourselves to sharing more love and affection and less frustration and pain. Yes, you will say that unconditional love is easier said than done. I agree. Especially when we have always believed that love is give and take. But try believing that love is simply giving. And you will be surprised that a lot of it, even more, actually comes back to you. We can give without loving but we cant express love without giving.

In life, love is never planned nor does it happen for a reason. But when the love is real, it becomes your plan for life and your reason for living.

You can't make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved; the rest is up to the person to realize your worth.

It's better to lose your pride to the one you love, than to lose the one you love because of pride.

We spend too much time looking for the right person to love or finding fault with those we already love, when instead we should be perfecting the love we give.

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Pesan Omar

2005-03-17T10:08:00.000+08:00

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Omar Al Khattab r.a pada suatu ketika menghantar tentera-tentera Islam untuk berjuang dan beliau telah memberikan satu peringatan kepada tentera-tentera Islam ketikaitu dan beliau berkata ...

Sebenarnya perkara yg lebih aku bimbang kepadamu bukan sangat musuh-musuh mu, musuh-musuh mu sehebat mana mereka sekalipun aku kurang bimbang tentang mereka. Mereka boleh datang dengan pedang, tombak dan perbagai senjata dan kelengkapan yg lain. Aku tak bimbang, yang aku bimbang sekali ialah tentang kamu sebab jika kamu lupa kepada Allah, kamu tidak bertakwa, kamu bergelumang dengan maksiat, kamu pasti akan kalah. Musuh kamu memang menentang kamu, menentang Islam, memang dikutuk oleh Allah tetapi andaikata kamu juga terjebak dengan perbuatan yang Allah benci, maka Allah juga tidak akan merestui kamu dan kamu pasti akan kalah.

berak butang

2005-03-16T13:01:00.000+08:00

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Noorasmawati Salleh [nooras@telekom.com.my]

Hahahhahahahahah

nak gelak besar la nih.. ulallala..
siap leh pk nak simpan stools wat kenangan tuh.. ahahahahahhaha

yey!.. afiq berjaya menjadikan acik-acik raudhah nih, terpk akan kewujudan ‘cacing butang wane gold’.. hik hik..

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From: scarlet starlet [mailto:calx_88@yahoo.com]

laaa tertelan butang betul ker? hhehe semah kalau tahu yati pon blur cam wanie sure gelakkan yati nih hehe...igt kan mmg ade cacing butang....patutla pelik bila baca ayat hani yg last tuh --> simpan butang wat kenangan? tu yg pelik takkan bley simpan stool kots hishh blur nyer yatiiiiiii nih!!!

tapi yati senyap jela malas nak tanyer...hehe malunyer saye!

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From: Cik Puan Julieyana [mailto:myjulieyana@yahoo.com]

hehe.. klaka plak si wenie tanye butang tu kategori cacing ke tak? boleh bayang muka wanie terpinga2 dapat tahu ada cacing jenis butang.. hehe.. sowie wanie lame tak kacau awak ;)

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From: Noorasmawati Salleh [mailto:nooras@telekom.com.my]

Afiq telan butang baju la.. hoho..
ubat cacing tuh, memakse budak kecik tuh berak.. tuh yang kuar sume bende yang ada kat usus die.. termasuklah butang yang ditelan nye itu.. ohohoho
adalah tidak ia dikategorikan sebagai keluarga si cacing kerawit.. hehhe

p/s: sebuk plak jadik tukang jawab.. heheh

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From: Omrainee Omar [mailto:omrainee@telekom.com.my]

hhahaaa ! camne butang tu hani? kaler gold ek ? eh butang tu kategori family cacing gak ke ?

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From: hani ariff [mailto:hani2903@yahoo.co.uk]
Sent: Tuesday, March 15, 2005 8:11 PM
To: raudhah30@yahoogroups.com
Subject: RE: [raudhah30] rindu semua.. =)

hm.. ckp pasal stool & sembelit ni, teringat plak kat afiq kene cirit-birit ari tu... 2 bulan lepas teruk sgt, dkt 8 kali satu hari..dkt 3 -4 hari jugak la.. risau, bawak jumpe Dr, Dr bagi ubat cacing.... kot kot la.. budak2 ni kan suke pungut macam2 masuk mulut...

Dan-dan makan ubat cacing tu, esok malam, die berak butang... lepas tu terus ok berak die.. back to normal sekali sehari, terkejut jugak tgk berak kuwar butang.. memang butang tu cantik, wane gold2, besar, butang blause (bukan baju kemeja tu)..

Kitorang simpan butang tu untuk peringatan di hari tua.. hihih

ps: sori, email ni tade kene mengena dgn tips susu untuk bayi..

sekeping nota 2003

2005-03-15T20:58:00.000+08:00

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Assalamualaikum,

Utk yg tersayang & diingati selalu;Ummi, Kak Na, Abg Mi, Ami’uuuddinn :) Ina & Along,

Dlm kotak ni Su ada sertakan :
1. Handbag (tu hadiah hari raya sebenarnya, awal takpe ye :)
2. 3 pasang baju utk Ami’uuuddinn ( 2 pasang baju lengan pendek & 1 pasang baju tdo)
3. Kamera Yashica (harga RM158, skali dgn 2 bateri & satu free filem)
4. Boleh try amik gambar terus he he hee…

Minta maaf bebanyak pd Ummi, Ina & Along sbb Su takde pape yg kirim, kecuali utk Ummi (duit RM100).

Itu sahaja dari Su. Semoga bergumbira.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY Ami’uuuddinn :)

Sayang Selalu,
SuWanie
31 Julai 2003.

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Tree . Leaf . Wind

2005-03-15T13:53:00.000+08:00

Catcha Singapore - catcha.com.sg
Date: November 01 2003 - 02:47:27 PM Author: star
A very touching story that i read on the email...

The reason I'm called tree is because I'm good at painting trees.Overtime I start to use a tree on the right hand corner as a trademark for all my watercolors painting. I have dated 5 gals when I was in Pre-U. There's one gal who I love a lot but never dare go after her. She doesn't have a pretty face, doesn't have a good figure, doesn't have outstanding charm. She is just a very ordinary gal. I like her. I really like her. Like her innocent, like her frankness. Like her cuteness, like her intelligence and her fragility. Reason for not going after her is because I felt somebody so ordinary like her is not a good match for me. I'm also afraid that after we are together all the good feelings will vanish. I'm also afraid other's gossips will hurt her. I felt that if she's my gal, she will be mine ultimately & I don't have to give up everything just for her. The last reason, made her accompany me for 3 years. She watch me chase after gals, and I have make her heart cry for 3 years. She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very demanding director.

When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smile & say "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes was swollen like a walnut. I purposely didn't want to think about what causes her to cry but laugh at her the whole day. When everybody go back home, she was alone crying in the classroom. She didn't know that I returned from soccer training to get something. I watch her cry for anhour or so.My 4th girlfriend didn't like her. There was once when both of them quarrelled. I know that based on her character she's not the type that will start off the quarrel. But I still sided with my girlfriend. I shouted at her and her eyes were filled shocked. I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she still laugh & joke with me like nothing has ever happened. I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know that my heart ache is as bad as hers.When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked her out. After going out for a day, I told her that I have something to tell her. She told me that coincidentally, she has something to tell me too. I told her about my break up and she told me about her getting together. I know who the guy is. He has been going after her for quite a while. A very cute guy full of energy, lively and interesting. His pursuit for her has been the talk of the school. I can't show her my heart ache but could only smile & congratulate her.When I reach home, the heart ache is so strong that I can't stand it. It's like a heavy weighted stone on my chest. I couldn't breath. Wanted to shout but can't. Tears rolled down & I broke down & cry. How many times have I seen her cry for the man that doesn't acknowledge her presence too.During graduation, I read a sms in my hp. It was send 10 days ago when I broke down and cry. I haven't read it since then. It says "Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"

During Pre-U days, I like to collect leaves. Why? Because I felt that for a leaf to leave the tree she has been relying on for so long it takes a lot of courage. During the 3 years of Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy. Not BGR kind but as buddy kind. But when he had his 1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. The sourness in the heart can't be describe by using a lemon. It's like 100 rotten sour lemon. Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 mths. When they broke up, I hide my strong sense of happiness. But after a mth, he got together with another gal.

I like him & I know he like me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he love me why he doesn't want to make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. Time after time, my heart was hurt. I begin to suspect that this is a one sided love. If he don't like me, why does he treat me so well. It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. Liking a person is very heart wrenching. I can know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me a gal to ask him right. Despite that, I still want to be by his side. Care for him,
accompany him, love him. Hoping that one fine day, he will come & love me. It's like waiting for his phone call every night, wanting him to send me sms. I know that no matter how busy he is, he will make time for me. Because of this, I waited for him. The 3 years were the hardest to go through & I really want to give up. Sometimes, I wonder should I
continue waiting. The pain and hurt, the dilemma accompany me for 3 years.

Till the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior begins to go after me. Everyday he pursuit me relentlessly. From outright rejection to a point in time when I felt that I'm willing to let him have a small footing in my heart. He's like a warm & gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree. In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know this wind will bring this badly battered leave far away & better land. Finally I left tree, but the tree only smile & didn't ask me to stay. Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay.

Because I like a gal called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 mth after I transfer to the new school. I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends looking at him. When he talks with gals there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like she likes to look at him. One day, she didn't appear. I felt something amissed. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accept the note. The next day, she appeared & pass me a note and left. Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away. It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree.

I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4 mths, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope. Hoping that she will agree to me my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked "what are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her door bell. During the moment when she opens the door. I hugged her tightly.

Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay.

* from Huda Wed 12/3/2003 1:45 PM.

friendship is forever

2005-03-14T21:40:00.000+08:00

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8th March 05.

libaojheng (9:57:14 AM): hi wanie!!
libaojheng (9:57:14 AM): cutie jst txtd me, she can't go online now maybe at arnd 6pm or later.
suwanie (9:57:23 AM): hello jheng !
suwanie (9:57:25 AM): oh sure sure
suwanie (9:58:06 AM): pls tell her that i'm gonna online later arnd 6pm, tell her that i miss her already hehe
libaojheng (10:03:44 AM): ei wanie she cnt online for d whole coz her shift is straight, maybe tom arnd 11am.
suwanie (10:07:43 AM): oh okie sure sure
suwanie (10:07:49 AM): thanks jing for the mesg
libaojheng (10:10:58 AM): cutie sed sori and she misses u also
suwanie (10:11:39 AM): its okay, just tell her to take care of herself and have plenty rest

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Date: Tue, 15 Feb 2005 00:51:47 From: "mi yu" <cutiemimiluv@yahoo.com>

Happy Hearts Day to you too dear...
Its really nice to hear that you enjoy ur work...i know ur a smart girl and could easily get it right,i have this HUGE faith in you... goodluck dear and ill be praying for its success.

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If One Day...

2005-03-14T17:26:00.001+08:00

If one day you feel like crying...
Call me.
I don't promise that I will make you laugh,
But I can cry with you.

If one day you want to run away
Don't be afraid to call me.
I don't promise to ask you to stop...
But I can run with you.

If one day you don't want to listen to anyone...
Call me.
I promise to be there for you.
And I promise to be very quiet.

But if one day you call...
And there is no answer...
Come fast to see me.
Maybe I need you.

If I ever ignored you.
I'm Sorry...

If I ever made you feel bad or put you down.
I'm Sorry...

If I ever thought I was bigger or better than you.
I'm Sorry...

I Luv You...Don't ever forget that!
Through bad times and good,
I'll always be here for you.

I am Sorry...For everything wrong I've ever done.

I'm writing this because what if tomorrow never comes?

What if i never get to say good-bye or give you a BIG hug?

What if i never get to say I'm sorry or I love you?

Because what if tomorrow never comes?

I LOVE YOU !
FRIENDS ALWAYS.

*from yetie pruzz

Assalamualaikum ...

2005-03-14T16:46:00.000+08:00

Salam Sejahtera & Salam Perkenalan buat semua ... :)

wahh at last ! finally ! maka ter wujudlah my very own blog hehe kinda weird for me and segan pon ada ... almaklumlah since semah si mama mirul she has been encouraging me to open up a blog so they all can have the updates, wait, what ? updates ?! geezzz suwanie doesn't know what to say my dear friends hehe ...

anyway, thanks for my beloved friends for always be with a simple yet 'complex' me. this is the sole reason i share with all of you my thoughts, stories, pictures, ups and downs ... i would love to say here that i dedicate this a simple blog of me to all of you.

" coz i'm always around you and i'll make you see how beautiful life is for you and me "

Rainbow ~ South Border

2005-03-14T15:30:00.000+08:00

fallin out fallin in
nothings sure in this world no no
breaking down breaking in
never knowing what lies ahead
we can really never tell it all no no

say goodbye say hello
to a lover or friend sometimes we could never understand
why some things begin with just love
we can never have it all
no no no ohh

but oh, cant you see
that no matter what happens
life goes on and on
and so baby just smile
coz im always around you
and i'll make you see how beautiful life is for you and me

take a little time baby
see the butterflie's colors
listen to the birds that sent to sing for me and you
can you feel me
this is such a wonderful place to me

even if there is pain now
everything will be alright
for as long as the world still turns
there will be night and day
can you hear me there's a rainbow always after the rain

hittin high hittin low
win or lose you should go yeah yeah
getting warm getting cold
weather can be so good or bad
but baby this is life so dont get mad
no no no

coz ohhh
can't you see
that no matter what happens
life goes on and on
and so baby just smile
coz im always around you
and i'll make you see
how beautiful life is for you and me

take a little time baby
see the butterflie's colors
listen to the birds that sent to sing for me and you
can you feel me
this is such a wonderful place to me

even if there is pain now
everything will be alright
for as long as the world still turns
there will be night and day
can you hear me
there's a rainbow always after the rain

life's full of challenges
not all the time we get what we want
but dont despair my dear
you'll take it each trial
and you'll make it through the storm
coz youre strong my faith in you is clear
so i say once again
this world's beautiful
let us celebrate life that is so beautiful
so beautiful...

take a little time baby
see the butterflie's colors
listen to the birds that sent to sing for me and you
can you feel me
this is such a wonderful place to me

even if there is pain now
everything will be alright
for as long as the world still turns
there will be night and day
can you hear me
there's a rainbow always after the rain.

*dedicated by cutie honey.